Narcissists know what they are doing. They treat you bad in private and want you to keep it secret

Narcissists know what they are doing. They treat you bad in private and want you to keep it secret.

Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything.

The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse spectrum. All my videos give perspective on why many narcissists do what they do and the possible different reasons behind them. The victims and survivors get validation and the Narcissists (those that are willing) get to see that you can get help and that you are not alone.

You can find me on -

Click the BEACON up top for direct links. Thank you so much and lets HEAL together

[tranquility]

They ruin their own reputation by their behavior

[cynthiasaracino]

He's beloved by many. No one would believe how he behaved in private. Once the marriage and relationship was on lockdown there was a shift. Heartbreaking

[rachgrigg]

I think it should be reiterated that telling the truth is NOT a smear campaign.

[fearlessmadamex]

He used to say to me, "stop telling people everything" and "of course people are going to tell you to leave, they don't really know us... And if you only tell them the bad things... Just don't tell them anything"

[firsttbone]

Yup. They're so worried everyone is going to find out they're a liar and cheater! Can't have the next supply know that!!

[pocahontas]

Yep! When we split he didn’t want me to tell my family and was saying he hopes I didn’t say anything about “that stuff” cause it’s “so embarrassing”. What was embarrassing was the things he did that made me leave and he didn’t want them to know about the reasons I left.

[chelceasurgenor]

Still in my marriage with the narc. Getting out soon. But its hard cause you want them to do better but never do. Im so happy to see that you are ok now. And thank you for helping us!

[nicoleh]

My husband of 10 1/2 years has discarded me again third time for another woman again this is the worst one and it’s gonna be the last everybody knows about her now but therapy is definitely helping me

[fashionizkee]

That's why narcissistic parents say...what goes on in this house stays in this house

[LisLara]

"The truth is never a smear campaign " Thank you for all knowledge you share with us🙏

[lajimolala]

I once tried to tell the truth to my boss and friends about what my narc coworker did to me. It didn't end up well because I became the one who was suspected to be the real problem and the toxic one by them. My advice, if you want to tell the truth, make sure you find someone who knows & understands about personality disorders.

[kdaniel]

I recently ran into a friend of my narc parent. This individual would not stop sing the praises of my narc parent. As this individual was talking the only thing on my mind was damn you guzzled that kool-aid with no objections! If people only knew how my narc parent behaved behind closed doors!!!

[zizimagadla]

We have a 7months old baby together and I left him 2 months ago. Since then he has stopped supporting the child. He didnt give me money for nappies, no food, no winter clothes and no money to pay the nanny. I'm literally on my own for all of that. But he demands that I report to him everytime I move around with the baby, even if it's going to the mall and he wants to come anytime to see the child without notifying me that he's coming. Thanks Lee for these videos.. U have opened my eyes and I'm so glad he's not in my life anymore.

[jesuswilljudge]

I had reactive abuse June 24th 2022, cursed him out on zoom, in front of students, I didn't care anymore, tired of his abuse, cause he ghosted me again, I had to get my power back, still waiting on defamation suit, he threatened me with, he's the abuser, you wanna sue me lol? That's like asking Tina turner to apologize to Ike turner, I will never apologize to that devil ever.

[manuela]

right. my (narc) mum used to hit me when we were alone, but was always very good to other kids/friends of mine, the kids never believed me when I said she isn't what she seems to be. It even showed when they were visiting right in front of my eyes. didn't change a thing. But I got beaten severely twice in front of people who were our so-called "friends"!
The so-called "friends" didn't intervene either...
imagine anyway all the things you are telling here, living through with a narc parent/mother, all the hurt from the own mother, not believing or being interested in the kid's feelings etc... it is just so gut wrenching. to this day I don't get any amends/redemption from her. only a single time she admitted to it. but generally she does not believe she did any wrong.

Went to court yesterday. Tried to tell judge that I was making things up when the protection order was granted. He came with his video of us at that moment in question bit he didn't bring the 911 i made when he tried to run me off the road. He failed to tell the judge that he violated it 2 hours after he was served. He gets arraigned Monday.

[deekay]

So true!! I just got a new purse and a clean kitchen, after many, many lies and me not talking to him!

[vrmorris]

Omg I just recently came across this channel and it’s definitely helping me understand my narcissistic ex-husband. To the outside world he seems like a good hearted person but behind closed doors it was pure hell. He made me so horrible it was like he was on a mission to break me down.

[terrisweet]

Omg, the
If I confront him, or mention what he did, he runs into the yard and stays screaming, "LIAR", "YOUR SLEEPING WITH .... AT THE RIVER!"....
He screams when he can't get a bolt he screams when he's upset!

[nishadominique]

I’m addicted to this channel great work ❤