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00:05 hisohkah - school rooftop (super slowed)
07:15 nowt - eerie stillness
13:15 grouper - poison tree (instrumental + slowed)
19:16 onyx - dol guldur. (slowed + reverb)
21:08 may roosevelt - memoir #2 (slowed)
23:41 unworn - id (unreleased)
26:51 hydrex - cold
31:45 a l e x - zelda's lullaby (intro loop + slowed)
34:41 arrival in eden - night walk
44:10 gigi masin - call me (instrumental + super slowed)
46:58 kevin rix - emptiness
51:24 yves tumor - limerence (instrumental + super slowed)
57:10 sufjan stevens - fourth of july (instrumental + super slowed)
1:06:40 repeat

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[SilvanianPirateKing]

"But at night, when all the world's asleep. The questions run too deep for such a simple man."

[stardreamerful]

every day is the same. i can’t get rid of this emptiness no matter how hard i try. it always comes back full force.

[Of_Your_Volition]

I would like to but is probably better I work on myself so I can at least have something interesting to talk about.

[sachinalani]

I found this playlist shortly after crying at 12:30 am by myself. I'm on my own and ive never felt so alone. But the comments have helped soothe me just enough to actually go to bed and try and get enough sleep for work tomorrow.

Edited to say tysm for all the kind and supportive replies. I wish us all luck on finding peace

[thoaitai]

This small alley is exactly like where I lived in my childhood at district 6, Vietnam. The heavy rain at july, the fresh smell of wet soil, the orange streetlights gently pouring into window, the softest pillows and quilt, the repetitive sound of my mother's butterfly-sewing-machine lulled me to sleep... are the most beautiful memories remaining. My father died when I was 8 years old. Right after, my mother's gullibility pulled us out of our peaceful home, pushed me into a reality harsh life full of deceitful and greed people. Once or twice a month, I still dream of returning to my childhood home, and sometimes I cry in my dreams. That happiness disappeared when I wake up and returned to real life. I found myself stuck in that eight-year-old moment, never having had the chance to complete that part of my life.

[Castiels_trenchcoat]

I’m just tired. Tired of life, tired of being stuck here, tired of missing people. I miss how life used to be, I miss when it was simple, I miss having people close to me. I’ve wasted my summer bed rotting, I’ve wasted my teenage years. I turn 19 this year and I can’t tell you one exciting thing I’ve done in my teen years. I know that life isn’t like the movies, I’ve known that all my life but it’s so unfair that I’ve spent my teen years being depressed and wanting nothing more than to leave this world. I do believe I’m doing decently better right now but I know from experience how quickly that can change, it can quite literally change overnight. I can go from having the best day of my life to contemplating if I should finally go through with it.

[bukubills]

As a 23 yr old I didn’t expect to live this long. I grew up as an orphan along with my younger brother (16) constructed as young men who have the weight on our shoulders to fit into the, “being a man” category. It’s hard cause we never knew how to be strong but only to live and act in the moment, block out everything, keep it moving. It isn’t easy but we’re trying. I’ve broken down plenty of times through the years and I know he has too in silent and I tell him “it’s okay” he understand we aren’t losing any time soon but we sure do get the toughest battles.

I’m tired and I know
He is too.

I love you brother, you are the pinnacle of everything in my life. Grateful you’re here and always in my heart.

[moraleja]

It's hard to be depressed and anxious all the time knowing that pills control you all of the time, that means, you are being manipulated by them just to seem better, while in reality you are just desperately wanting to stop being drugged and get actual progress. It has been really hard for me to talk openly so I really appreciate that you made this video. Thanks.
For anyone suffering something similar or just wants to share their stuff...Use this little comment section. I hope it will make you feel a bit relieved. I love you and God also does <3.

[aradhaybharadwaj]

Yk l see regular posts which say that they are happy because they have a small friend circle. But what if you don't have any friends at all? Like actually no one to share your problems with, no one to interact with? I feel really alone sometimes. And l wish l could escape from this world and delve deep into the comforts of my paracosm, the imaginary world l have created in my mind, complete with my comfort characters. Wish they could be real. I really need some friends..it's not a want at this point.

[ardien.]

They said it would get better, easier and it didn’t. Hanging in everyday. So much fear and loneliness. Sending love to anyone who needs it

[caelenselke-minogue]

I hope Nobody knows how many people they're helping with these playlists

[ViozLosanthos]

It’s crazy how a playlist can connect so many people together, making them feel the same emotions, myself included.

[ichigo]

Feel like im tired of talking cuz no one’s understand, i just need a hug and someone to tell me that I will overcome all this

[jeisonaguilar]

For me it's crazy how although two people can be feeling this exact same need the wouldn't talk between them. I meant, there's a loneliness that make you feel distant even when seek conversation. By the time it continues I think it gets "worse" bc you get more and more use to be with yourself, so talking to others turns kinda strange. It's like loneliness changes you as it grows (Doesn't mean bad). But still make me feel uneasy how you loss that connection with others just for being you, a loner

[TheStarguy]

Man, these nights while listening to this, is like freedom from the chaos during the day. I hope everyone that is going through something, finds peace with themselves.

[griffinandre]

Listening to this and reading everyone comments doesn't make me feel so alone. That we're all going thru something similar. Being older and realizing the better you understand how life is the more it hurts. Just whatever anyone is going thru no matter how hard it gets to keep holding on.

[LaGuerre]

I think that "I would play you my songs" is one of the nicest things one can say.
Thank you for sharing, this meant something.

[Majinfabian]

Seeing people like this in the comments makes me want to create a safe space for everyone to let things out to find peace and move on with their lives.. I’m cheering everyone on here! Wish you the best

[ooo_shiny]

Just having a smoke looking up at the stars. Thanks for the company.

[luna.lu.lils.]

currently on the SA hotline while listening to this life feels so sad all the time i wish i could move on