What an EGO DEATH feels like (The start of spiritual awakening)

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[jaysonhood]

This is no joke! Those who have had one knows what I’m talking about. Stay strong!

[Godisfirst]

I felt like i wanted to die and in a way, i did.

[minecrafttaher]

this is too accurate I'm seriously loosing my sense of identity

[guydudedudeguy]

It was like I died. Like everything I did I finally understood was all an act, that I never wanted anything from life. There’s no purpose, no reason behind anything. Just barely existing. It is really hard to explain.

[popsyataurus]

Not a single lie was told in this video. After my brother passed away..I can't tell you how much I've lost ..everything..the people I trusted, the things I loved, the life and myself.. the person I was is sooo different than who I turned into😢 it sucks.

[justamadmax]

Is it funny I was all for letting my ego die? As soon as mine kicked off, was after a heart break, I thought everything was lining up, but it didn't then one day after living a life of just staying home playing games and not advancing. I stumbled on awakening video. From there it hit me. And I said heck yeah I'm down! Freedom! Threw off my shell and jumped for joy! Went on to meditate and appreciate life, still doing so. This awakening has been a blessing for the longest time I felt worthless but when I woke up, I felt happy because I now knew I was not what I kept telling myself, so I said bye to the old and in with the true.

[oreo_frappe]

It does not feel strange😭 it feels familiar when you talked about it... It's exactly what i feel!

[christinegorman]

Going through this now. Literally feels like dying.

[mcarolinadosramos]

I felt like I was so connected with myself so present, my senses so open, I felt everything slow and beautiful. Actually I felt who I am I was able to connect with who I really am, not my ego, my inner self, and it was wonderful. I stayed in that state for 2 weeks. I could see everything in slow motion, the flowers, the pollen, the particles in the air. My sensitivity was so open that I left the mundane. I didn't shave, I didn't put on makeup, for 2 weeks and I felt joy. I couldn't hear the word "no" because my ears hurt. I never felt lost before that, I did feel like I didn't know who I was.

[wheredoigo]

It’s like your in an ocean trying to find something to grasp onto but find nothing but an infinite baseless depth of void

[Pocket_skittle]

…isn’t this normal? I don’t remember a time where I haven’t felt like this.

[kevv_theartist]

It's actually scary asf. You see what you were meant to be ...you remember things you are not supposed to remember and see things that haven't happened yet . You realize that God is inside you and that you are basically God.Then you realize that you've basically been putting up an act representing who you people think you are instead of just being you .The answer is not outside, it's inside ...that inner voice that you have. it's God . God is in all of us . We are God!

[jeans]

I barely let the ego grow, no death required. The best thing we can do is practice self-love by never seeing yourself through others. The mirror should reflect the spirit and not the image of what the world needs to see from us.

[colonialrebel]

You said it perfectly, "that person wasnt real to begin with" I am not this person, I am a spiritual being stuck inside of "this person" my body is a vessel, not who I am. Ego death felt terrible.

[SakshiPriya-zorl]

From many years I was feeling like this (; symptoms) now I get why

[footlongsubzero]

I feel sorta detached from life's essence. Before I was in the river of life. Now it feels like I'm sitting on the bank watching the river

[hmk]

Yes thank you. I couldn’t figure out how to describe the feeling

[TenOfDiamonds]

I’ve been isolated from every single person I knew and loved all for various reasons. Seeing this made me see that what I’ve been going thru for the past few years. Feeling like my isolation period is just about up though and I am almost feeling excited! 🫶🏼 to all!!

[xDJxArkham]

Wait… wait… I am a severe addict in recovery. So many times I died both physically and mentally. I remember literally reviving myself from an overdose. But I feel I finally had my EGO DEATH; the humanness in me, the smallness of mortal concerns, GONE.
I’m neurodivergent and was born halfway in “Deadworld” ”YOMI” ”OTHER SIDE”
IT was not til a month and a half ago while battling severe illness that made me vomit nigh continuously for 9 days straight. I feel like I died. The me of my human name.
It’s beautiful the clarity of mind I have now, the dead sing and no longer scream around me.
I LOVE YOU ALL ❤

[KiRenRed]

Is this what that song about? “I just made you up, to hurt myself…there is no you, there is only me!” I gotta go back and hear it again.