Pessimistic Loop (Official Lyric Video)

This music video represents the feeling of being stuck in a deserted place you dont want to be. You keep trying to escape only to realize you've been the one keeping yourself there the whole time.
I wrote this song from a place of hurt. The music industry is tough and I found out the hard way that not everyone has good intentions. I hope as I processed my emotions through this song you also can relate and heal.

Credits:
"Pessimistic Loop" by Logan Alexandra

Written by: Logan Alexandra
Performed by: Logan Alexandra
Produced by: Matt McCartin, Daniel Saint, In Bloom
Strega Entertainment Group

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Oh the Lord says don't be anxious
And my love says time will heal
But I can't just shake this feeling
Or pretend that it's not real

Why'd break my trust
Have to use my name
Take everything I love in vain
Spend the pennies I made
From my melodies
All I've got left is the shell of me

Pre Chorus:
Anger is easy
Forgiveness is hard
I'm usually trusting
Now you left me scarred

Chorus:
Wake up first thought is blue
Midday mirror fight with you
A pessimistic loop
Got no control and you do

Clenched fists I dream of you
Scheme plots where I'm not screwed
I try to push the truth
Got no control you do

Verse 2:
Oh you turned my nature bitter
When I tend to be sweet
Had me begging please don't do this
Took advantage of naive

Now you'll see my face
When a new shiny thing
Will sign bad deals like me
And I hope that I wrong
Got me all riled up
Seeing red and I can't speak

Pre Chorus:
Anger is easy
Forgiveness is hard
I've never been greedy
It's about the art

Chorus:
Wake up first thought is blue
Midday mirror fight with you
A pessimistic loop
Got no control and you do

Clenched fists I dream of you
Scheme plots where I'm not screwed
I try to push the truth
Got no control you do

Bridge:
I try to pray a lot
Loosing that to my thoughts
Playing every word you said
like they can change

Hold on to the tight rope
That keeps me close with the
memories I hate
Fun little game I play

Chorus:
Wake up first thought is blue
Midday mirror fight with you
A pessimistic loop
Got no control and you do

Clenched fists I dream of you
Scheme plots where I'm not screwed
I try to push the truth
Got no control you do

Tag/outro:
One day won't think of you
Right now I'm sticking to a
Sensitive anxious fool
In a pessimistic loop

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