Bmike - Anxiety [Official Music Video]

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Produced by tunnA Beatz

Cast
Psychiatrist Actress: Katya Schekaturova

Video Production: Frezh Editing

This video was created to spread awareness around mental illness and the reality of it. Mental illness is a real thing and therefore needs to be treated as such. This song was written to highlight the many factors and the stigmas that surround it to show the other perspective of it.

[BMIKEMUSIC]

YO WTF! I did not expect this at all...90k views in 2 days! Thank you so much! Let's spread the movement and keep sharing it EVERYWHERE!! Make sure to follow me on Instagram @itsbmike... HERE ARE THE LYRICS FOR EVERYONE ASKING...
(Verse 1)
Every single day it breaks me to pieces
I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons
I’m such a fucking waste of achievement
I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it
Cause Lord I know I aint been no saint
But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first

And how does that make you feel?

These days I Just don’t feel shit
I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist
Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something
How do you describe the word empty?
Try describe the word nothing
Wait, fuck that use my face as the definition
Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission
I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it
Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is

(Chorus)
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more
But everybody’s still walking out that door
I’ve given it my all
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough...
It’s not enough

(Verse 2)
The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work
I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work
If I don’t get a couple percs im bout to go berserk
I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church
now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you
Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you”
You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed

And how does that mak-

Ask me one more fucking time how the fuck I feel
Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills
Step aside I need the xannies
Step aside I need the vicodin
And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again
You do not give a shit...stop pretending stop lying
Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign...
Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder...
And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour
See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities
Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary?
So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch...
And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit

(Chorus)
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more
But everybody’s still walking out that door
I’ve given it my all
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough...
It’s not enough

Outro

Man I came up a long way
Just a young Jozi nigga
Bullet at my temple
Afraid I might pull this trigger

This fucking anxiety
Fucking anxiety
My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me...

Imma give it to em, (Hell yeah) Imma give em’ all of it
Use to be a smooth operator...
Now it's the opposite

Anxiety...
Oh big time
Anxiety yeah
I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out
Anxiety...
Oh big time
Anxiety

[BMIKEMUSIC]

2 years ago I announced I was writing a song called Anxiety. I rewrote this over and over and over again. I didn't wanna put it out until I was certain about it cause of how much raw emotion I wanted in it. Mental illness is a real thing, and some people still fail to treat it like its real. Lets move forward and make the world a better place by treating it with the respect it deserves and giving credit to those who battle with it every day. In saying that, hope everybody enjoys the song! - Mike

[vicentenavarrete]

“Tell me what i did to deserve this pain, tell me what i did to deserve this hurt when all i ever did was put everyone first”. 😓😔

[bonndell]

2024 is almost here and I keep coming back to this song because I feel like BMike is the only one who understands our pain.. wish you guys who suffer everyday to feel better one day. My prayers are with you all

[someguy]

"i dont feel anything at all, i dont feel like i exist"
That hit me.

[blank]

"But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first"
...

[UganDanielL]

Dude, this song speaks to me in ways only those who have anxiety could understand. You have a new fan. Thank you for blessing me with this song

[loraleimonroe]

This song hits me n it hits hard. Went thru everything u spoke on and still suffer from anxiety daily. I appreciate YOU AND YOUR MUSIC!!!! THANK YOU FR! ❤❤

[listenup]

Song is literally lyrical reality about true anxiety

[x_wolf_x]

“My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever’s inside of me”

Damn this hit me hard

[alejandronogueerol]

"Tell me what i did to derseve this pain if everything i did was put people first" EXACTLYYY EXACTLYYY

[wheeliekidbp]

Wow....I dont think I can find a more relatable song. Its almost scary how relatable this is, like you plucked the words directly from my head and put them into a musical form.

[yadayada]

Living with Anxiety and depression is hard

*"I wanna die but what happens when I do"*

[fifiasmr]

Social anxiety. Anxiety. Which in turn adds depression. Constant Racing heart, nausea, chest pain, overthinking, afraid to go out events, people get togethers, drive, apply to that job, confused, don't find life to be all that, often times ambition goes out the door. Those closest to you see you as a failure, Sh**, a nobody. They think I can choose or have strength of my own to cure my mental illnesses, fears or issues. Boyyy if it was up to me would I have been long past this mess. Bcus it ain't easy to go through life like this. Not enjoying life to the fullest. You're not alone. I understand. I understand .

[ileshiaboshoff]

I finally get why he sings in so much rage. I finally get it.

[matthewgraham]

whos still here going i to 2025 with depression nd anxiety..

[gaudysanz]

You became the voice to those who can't express how its feel the anxiety and depression with this song. we are not alone
Thanks bmike

[krzm]

“The worst part about hell is not the flames it’s the hopelessness”

[adamarmstrong]

Bmike, Nf, and hopsin are the real deal

[corinne]

I understand, I went through serious anxiety and depression I'm 50 and last year I had a hemaragic stroke I felt so alone nobody seems to care but I found Jesus and now my depression and anxiety is gone and I have joy from God, not man or meds. just speaking to someone if you know what I'm saying then I hope it helps.