this is what depression feels like (Lyric Video) - Marina Lin

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Written by: Marina Lin
Lyric video by: Marina Lin
Produced, Mixed and Mastered by: Myles “Losh” Schwartz at Incredible Projects

Official Lyric Video for "this is what depression feels like" by Marina Lin.

Lyrics:
If i’m being honest, I’m not okay
doubled my dosage, but the pain won’t go away
these couple weeks, I haven’t felt the same
so if i’m being honest, I’m not okay

I don’t wanna cry for help
but i’m getting tired, pretending so well
me
thought i was going steady, but my minds got the best of me
I don’t know why i’m still here, honestly

If you took a peak inside of my brain
you’d find the reasons for all of the blame
constantly drowning, it wont go away
and if i’m being honest, i’m not okay

I don’t wanna cry for help
but i’m getting tired, pretending so well
me
thought i was going steady, but my minds got the best of me
I don’t know how to live, normally

I don’t wanna cry for help
but im getting tired and im not so well
I guess i’m unsteady, cause you got the best of me
I hope one day, i’ll be fine, honestly

[MarinaLinMusic]

here's my first attempt at a lyric video... I knew this song definitely deserved one. If you or anyone you know is struggling please don’t be afraid to reach out for help. Healing is a process and never linear, so please don’t be too hard on yourself!

[gisleepy]

I wish more people I’m close to understood how it feels and that I’m not being sad because I want to be pitied or seeking attention i just don’t have the ability to be ‘happy’ most of the time and it sucks.

[materialgworl]

My depression wants me to die but my anxiety is scared to

[skizofriendic]

I'm in a state where I don't want to kill myself, but I wouldn't care if I died.

[MaxB-lxww]

I think one of the worst things you could do to someone who’s going through depression is comparing like saying “My situation is worst than yours” and other crazy things like that. Having depression is a mental illness not a competition of who has it worst in life

[mohammedyasser]

i miss my old self. i miss being happy. i miss being carefree. i miss feeling loved. i miss being able to laugh. i feel like i'm drowning and everyone around me is happy. i miss being able to control my thoughts. i miss being able to hang out with people without constantly having my head tell me things. i miss smiling. i miss other emotions. i miss feeling things. i miss sleeping peacefully, not to escape this horrid world and my mind, but to sleep. i miss saying "im tired" and meaning i just want to sleep and not meaning im tired with life. i miss having friends. i miss not feeling scared and tired at the same time.

[KitKat-dogk]

Honestly, I'm not okay either.
School is running me down, and all these fake people around me are draining me of all my emotion.
I don't want to die, just for the pain to end.

[camivilla-esquer]

Just a heads up for people,
Depression affects people in different ways, some cry a lot, others hide it, some try to ignore it, some become suicidal
But, not all depressed people wear all black hoodies, sweats, etc.
A lot of them dress normally and act "normal".
In my experience, I know that sometimes depressed people dress super nice, because they want a distraction, so please don't believe the stereotype that ALL depressed people wear only black.
They don't. My closest friend has depression and she dresses really nicely, so please, don't believe this crappy stereotype.
TYSM for 208 likes, getting likes wasn't my intention, I just wanted to share some real information to others about depression. <3
Jesus- 928 likes just for saying something that people needed to hear? Thank you guys <3333

[aurxphia_]

*"depression is like getting hit on the head and feeling the pain"*

[alyacarlier]

Myself keep saying "go die" but in the same time myself keep saying "im scared"

[veened]

Depression is like waiting for the day to end, just to cry out loud alone after facing heavy situations.

[greyshaulis]

"I dont know why I'm still here honestly"

Same 🥺

[amishaaziman]

I'm tired with everything. Just like the lyric, I'm not okay even tho I didn't show much to ppl. This song is totally how I feel like everyday. And I don't want ppl around me to know that I'm not okay. Complicated is the only definition of my life.

[Deku-uhcp]

IM ACTUALLY GONNA CRY I GOT SENT TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL AND MY CAT MISSED ME AND SHE HEARD THIS SONG AND STARTING PURRING AND CUDDLING WITH MEEE-

[setayeshyaqubi]

Sleep isn’t just sleep anymore...






It’s an escape from reality...

[maimohd]

"I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well"
This is so true. I'm afraid of being seen as dramatic that's why I've been keeping everything to myself.

[grysiazo]

the reasons why i live
1. i was born
2. i haven't died yet

[someoneelse]

I didn’t choose to be depressed, Believe me

[nnnnnn]

Axienty: WHAT IF I DIE!?

Depression: I WANT TO DIE.

[Habiba-hyfk]

everyone in this comment section needs a hug ~virtual hugs for everyone~