Let's talk... My mental health, I moved back home + The last 6 months ||

trigger warning: I speak about depression/mental health issues and also recovery in this video, please choose to watch wisely and even though this is over all a positive video i would also recommend not watching this when you're at your lowest. lots of love and stay safe xxxxxxxxxxx

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I really hope you enjoy my first video back talking about the last 6 months of my life and what has happened x

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MUSIC:

Tonton - Bon Voyage [Majestic Color]

[harmonynicee]

Hey guys! Firstly I wanna say, I would recommend NOT watching with headphones as the sound is ass 😩 secondly I just wanna I don’t say anything, dark or personal just a briefing on what’s been happening! So the trigger warning was more just because I mention depression etc. Also talking about mental health is such unknown territory for me so everything I’m saying is just my personal experience I don’t include any information on here or advice, everyone’s mental health is different, and it relates to everything. Lots of love and I’m so happy to be back! 💕

[BHSaga]

We love you Harmony! 🌻 It's ok to take breaks from YT, we won't be going anywhere!!

[kelseylconnors]

PS: F*&! brands. The people who love you watch you because you're kind and funny and genuine, not because you're some long-hair witch goddess birthed from the center of the moon.... You're a lovely person. I watch you because you make me laugh with your hysterical mumble outtros, because I relate to you a lot and you inspire me to be more creative.

Wicca and witchcraft are about the truth of nature. And by being you, exactly as you are, you are being more spiritual, more WICCA than any other thing you do.

[nevaroot]

I love this Harmony, this raw, beautiful Harmony. I'm excited to see you recover and grow. I live in an area where mental health is really played down and I haven't really gotten professional help but I'm also working closer to bettering myself and knowing that there is good even when it's all going to hell. Thank you so much for talking about this and giving us an update, we love you so much!

[melaniet]

Your hair looks incredible and you look incredible and I am so proud of you for being so strong. All the best with the way forward. We all love you lots 💛💛💛💛💛💛

[marie-oceane-]

You are lucky to have us but we are lucky to have you. You don't need to stress yourself about making videos which make you feel unconfortable. I'm so glad that you embrace the way YOU are because you are such a kind, loving, brave and inspiring woman. Don't feel guilty to feel unhappy, it's ok and this world is sometimes hard to handle. Sending you good vibes 🌿🌻

[AnyaEsma]

Feeling like you're in a spiritual/religious slump is one of the most limiting, horrid feelings - but I trust you'll dance yourself out of it soon. :) I know that's just one aspect of what you're going through, but I wanted to mention it. Also, your bravery to make the decision to move back home and figure it all out is amazing! It's so painfully easy to stagnate and getting stuck in the stuckness - I'm sending you lots of love and digital hugs!

[rvsalka]

I was feeling very similar for the past year-ish, mainly because of my uni. I felt and still somewhat feel really burned out and out of place, out of motivation to go on with whatever faint plan I had. On top of it, many things had been revealed to us concerning what would be possible to do after our course and it was really crashing. I feel like I need time to go on a journey into myself, into who I am, what I can do, what I love to do and just discover and get out of my comfort zone while doing things I always wanted to do but either didn't have the time to or was too shy to try. I'm so glad I'm not th only person who feels this way, love u, stay strong and get better!

[animallover]

Your mom is right, everyone needs someone sometimes. Every single person goes through struggles in their life. Mental health issues, other health issues, loss from death or betrayal, financial struggles etc everyone has truly struggled with something. And we all have more struggles ahead of us but at least that means were survivors who are still alive.

[meenianand]

You look so good with short hair❤️❤️❤️

[kafka]

I think the most important thing about mental health is that everything may seen ok, but that doesn't mean that you have to be happy, also, you don't need to explain yourself, it's ok not to feel ok, it's ok to burn out, sadness, depression, mental illness in general are something that we cannot control. It's going to be hard. But is self-love, also you seem like a very beautiful soul, you shouldn't feel afraid of how you feel. I have depression, I struggle with that and I realized that is important to be yourself, to try to make me happy on my own, and that something may have to change. I'm so proud of you for sharing, cuz' many people is afraid of talking about it. And that's the fist step to get better. Lots of love. <3 BTW your hair suits you amazing! c:

[AishaKaree]

You are loved Harmony <3 It's 100% more than okay to take time for yourself and focus on your own healing and flourishing, and you should be proud of yourself for doing so. I am glad you're feeling better ^.^

[alyssadurante]

Take your time Harmony, we're not going anywhere :)

[bumblebeefern]

I’m so happy you are feeling better. I hope you continue on your beautiful journey to recovery and the sun keeps shining on you!
After becoming a witch and understanding how important being around nature is in my life, I’ve noticed that I get brought down if I’m not around enough natural beauty. Like my soul craves the forest and wilderness. Guess some people just aren’t meant to be city girls!😘
Beautiful garden by the way🌱✌🏼🌱 and I lurv your hair!

[Iamsawbones]

Merry Meet Harmony!
I’m 53, I provide medical care at festivals and in my own community as an EMT, and I’ve struggled with depression since I was a teenager. Working in emergency management I spend so much time taking care of others that sometimes I forget to take care of myself. I have an incredible support network of friends and family that help me in my rough times. Recognizing that you need help and asking for help is the first step to making yourself well. I first found your videos about two years ago and I loved them. I share them with all my friends of all ages, because you are bright and honest and you show an absolute joy about Wicca and just talking about life in general.
Thank You for being the incredible person that you are. You are loved and cherished, and I look forward to your book, and your future endeavors.
Michael

[animallover]

In high school I had a couple of really rough years, I got to the point of being suicidal, I didn’t think I would ever feel real joy again. It took years to heal and see things differently but I am happy again, I have been for years now. My depression was situational, I can’t speak for other people but I was able to come out the other side and I’m so grateful to still be here today. A future you may be thinking the same so never give up. Life is worth it.

[lordprettyflakoneko]

I’ve never related more. I am Wiccan but I struggle with bipolar which makes it hard sometimes to be able to stay motivated. I go through similar depressed episodes for months but then be extremely happy for months. But what I’ve learned over time is once your diagnosed it helps you know it’s not your fault you feel this way. It’s not anyone around you, but just mental health. I’m glad you opened up :)

[Baileyann]

It’s kind of comforting to see someone else going though what I’m going through. For the last 6 months I’ve been living 1000 miles away from home, in a place that isn’t for me because of the situation. On August 1st I’m driving back home, and the relief I feel is so immense. Two weeks ago I went and visited home, and that took so much out of me, leaving I mean, and all of my depressive feelings just hit even harder than what they have been even living here. It’s crazy how draining moving can be when only a few things are missing form your life. I’ve decided when I move home to try to be a proper vegan (I’ve been a vegetarian for 4 years now), get back on medication, and just overall take better care of myself. Love you loads Harmony, and I feel your struggle. Xx💜💜💜💜💜

[charlottehamer]

I relate to this so much. I made a move last summer that was supposed to be a way to achieve my dreams but 6 months in my depression got to levels I haven't seen since I was younger and self harming. I made the decision to move back home after being on my own for 10 years and my depression and anxiety has been so dramatically reduced. I still struggle with it but this change has opened my eyes to the underlying issues I've been repressing for who knows how long. Thank you for sharing your story and being so open, its important and healthy to talk about self care and too often people stay quiet and just allow this to eat them up.
You're awesome. I found you through Wicca 2 years ago or so and have fallen in love with all your content. I just want you to know that even if you do need to take a break from youtube or just Wicca videos we will all still be here for you! Take care and shower yourself in self love!

[kimberlyl]

Have definitely missed you! Always love to hear about someone else's experiences with depression because then I don't feel as alone ♥️ and also, I'm loving your hair so so much!