my horrible highschool experience... my advice

today i go #DEEP about my horrible highschool experience as well as mental health advice so you can have a nice experience :) this advice is also for anyone with mental health struggles.

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[PennyTovar]

how was/is highschool for you? for me, it was very lonely, isolating and horrible.

[sofiaxcosmo]

*D E E P C O N D I T I O N E R*
*D E E P E R T H O U G H T S*

[paintandletters]

Bruh I wish my coping mechanism was studying and getting a 4.0

[tyvon]

i love how youtube’s algorithm decided to put this video in everyone’s recommended’s right when school is about to start

[allypb]

the person behind your class that sits alone at lunch, go talk to them, i swear it will make you feel and be a better person. You don’t need to be there friend but at least let them know theirs someone that thinks about them

[magalymartinez]

I don’t know what was more deep the conditioner or the thoughts...

[isisrose]

“I would say HELL YES, Cause it’s a million dollars “
We love a smart d e e p conditioner

[ankitasaxena]

I was bullied terribly in high school...but in college/ Uni I got my confidence back due to its positive atmosphere!!!

[cjrodriguez]

"Your body is a vessel for your soul. It is not for other people's enjoyment, it is not for other people to approve of, it is not for other people to rate, it is not for other people." - Penny Tovar
Love this. 💕

[vic-izbs]

“Your body is a vessel for your soul and not for nobody else to judge “ i love that. That’s quite is going on my wall

[glossiannaonig]

anybody else thinks she looks like alessia cara and sounds like a mixture between cardi/alessia?

[socks]

normal youtubers: mukbang
penny: deep conditioner deeper thoughts™

this is why i love u

[danicarakic]

*"you only get one body sis - you better start loving it now!!"* _deep_

[b__mart]

I’m so glad that someone else has actually been through the same thing that I did, and not just saying oH I hAvE nO fRiEnDs to be relatable. I also had no one to sit with or talk to or text at ALL and I used to go home everyday for lunch or go to the library. I felt it when you said it’s so painfully lonley. It really is. I always wanted to hang out with someone but I literally had no one to do so, and it sucks when people assume you have friends like “what do you usually do with your friends?” Or “why don’t you text a friend about it”. That’s how I spent all of grade 8 and my freshman year, I’m going into grade 10 now and I’m hoping it will be different.

[oxterna]

And I'm complaining about to much homework

[chrissyh]

AM I LATE OR DID SHE JUST CHANGE HER CHANNEL NAME FROM CURLYPENNY TO PENNY TOVAR?? 💔

[ah-bmjk]

High-school makes me feel claustrophobic.

[forenziepulse]

I’m 17 now in senior year still sitting alone at lunch. I feel like I’ve just gotten numb to being lonely and not having anyone to talk to. I feel like the only thing keeping me sane is going to the gym and working on myself even though I hate everything about me. But what hit me the most in this video is when she talked about wishing to just be like other people being “normal”

[LithuniumSnowx]

I wish I could say I didn’t but I COMPLETELY relate to everything you said.. I didn’t have a single friend, I put my mom and my sister through hell (which they didn’t deserve) to the point where they felt unsafe in their own house.. self harm, being beat up at school constantly, I struggled with gender, aaaand then I dropped out of high school. and because of all the dumb shit I still to this day feel like I don’t belong anywhere. I might have a massive community/crowd around me that appreciate me and look up to me, I have good friends, I have my family, but still I just feel like an outcast, like I don’t belong, If that makes sense. Either way, I’ve come a long way and I’m 1000% happier but the shit did leave a lasting impact and I can’t wait to some day get completely over that. Cos I will Some day, I know I will heh. AnYWAYS I need to shut the fuck up, ILY and I love your t-shirt lol

[lexipable]

Yo, this is freaky. You took me back to a very dark time in my life, incredibly dark, I was straight up evil, and broken. God is so faithful to pull us out of the pit. I'm alive because He is 🙌🏽