The Third Eye, Schizophrenia & Kundalini Syndrome: I Wasn’t Ready for that Level of Manifestation

In this video, I share my personal experience of a spiritual emergency, a spiritual crisis, kundalini syndrome, or psychic trauma (however one wishes to label it) that happened not too long after I had a life-changing experience of my third eye suddenly opening. I ended up hospitalized for a week, heavily medicated, and diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. I am neither of those. Western medicine doesn't know how else to label what was happening to me. I was simply having a spiritual awakening and did not have any guidance, so I slipped into fear. The intention of this video is to give some advice so that others do not have to go through what I did.

Quotes from and Suggested Reading:

Kundalini Rising: Exploring the Energy of Awakening
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Living with Kundalini: Autobiography of Gopi Krishna
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Spiritual Emergency: When Personal Transformation Becomes a Crises
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Check out this life-changing third eye experience I had, with accompanying quotes from masters and spiritual texts:

The Eye Opening: Enlightenment is Possible
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A Third Eye Experience: How it Opened and Revealed the Love-Light in Everything

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The true story of a life-changing third eye experience I had, with accompanying quotes from masters and spiritual texts:
The Eye Opening: Enlightenment is Possible
Audiobook now available:

[acidic-melody]

Jason Estes once said, “When you put God in front of Schizophrenia, magic happens. When you put paranoia or fear in front of schizophrenia, hell on Earth happens.”

[reneelyons]

Don't force. Took me years and years to understand that. I am still learning. I will always be learning. ☮💟

[pramodthamaraikannan]

I am diagnosed with schizophrenia too which is because of spritual. At later stages it can lead to so much hallucinations which even guru cannot solve he will tell u to go to hospital . Later when your energy are lowered he may help you. Hospital actually helped me.

[wiwidity]

what did we learn today? Don't go to the hospital where you will be labeled with diagnosis-weird names which purpose is in the first place to suppress you to explore spiritual reality-your true nature. And yes, work with the teachers-experienced individuals that you can trust until you mature and be more independent.

[lucilleisrael]

I just want to say I lived with periods of depression of and on until I realized in my higher self the depression and all those names doctors give you are spirits and one can take control by sending them away from your temple with love for yourself.

[privateprivate]

Yep.. they tried to label me crazy too.. but i had a very real awakening.
We are in a simulation

[jensherman]

My dearest Michael, what a beautiful beacon you are. Today I was feeling a little alone with my knowledge. My best friend will keep me grounded and knows that I am not insane.
The afternoon of my ascent I turned to the person that saved my life through the actions and reactions she made on the first day I saw her. The message she created as a one day old baby found its mark 55 years later. Remembering the baby sister of my one year old self literally saved my life in the last few hours of my life. I was letting go. 700 miles away she knew I was in the emergency room and unconsciously pushed the memory of life and in a literal explosion of light I was there. In the hospital the day she was born and in the hospital on the day I was to die and every tomorrow forever all at once. You will find no irony in that her name is Angel. Our Father put Angela on the birth certificate and never called her anything but Angel. It was to my baby sister I let the magnitude of what was happening to me out. I left the hospital late that night in awe and wonder at crisp clear world around me. I spent the 40 mile drive in total silence as my friend drove me to his house to recover in his guest room for the next 30 days or so. I am here now. After settling in I told her all in real time as it was happening. Of course she thought I was a demon and spoke like a robot. I even felt half like a robot!
I allowed the flood that first day up to a point. Then I was immediately able to slow it down. Stop it. Start again. Reason it. Control it. Be the me I was destined to be.
I knew what to expect ... sort of ... so I wasn’t unaware of what could happen. I had prepared my entire life for that moment. I did the work and I mostly did it alone. What I did not expect was the instant activation of the pineal glad as well. That was almost a full 24 hours after ascension. I was instantly flooded with a calmness and surety I couldn’t explain if I tried. And a question loud in my hearing. In my hearing. In my center. “What will you do?” I knew he meant to stay or go. No failure with either choice. It was mine alone. I said out loud I would stay. After a long pause and knowing I was not alone but another answer was required. My answer was, “I won’t leave them behind if I can make a difference for them in what’s to come.” And that’s it. Now while my 78 pound self is recovering her body so I can get busy I have time to think and discover and write. A lot of writing. I spent the last 2.5 years almost completely alone by choice to rest fully and learn. I knew I would need strength for the path I have chosen. I didn’t know why exactly but that I would.
I didn’t mean for this to be so long. A lot of thumb typing on a phone. Lol. It’s the first time articulating this miraculous event and oddly it has made me a little tired.
I asked to know I am truly not alone and your strength and truth reached my tired but strong truth and for this I thank you.
Thank you to anyone else who may read my novella. Loving kindness and the power being thankful gives us the world in the palm of our hand. We must use our gifts wisely.
Michael, your honesty in truth gave strength to mine. Thank you. 💛

[gracestar]

I’m going through this all right now! You don’t know how much this video and your message means to me. I’m glad I am not alone on this journey ❤

[sameshitagain]

I'm glade you speaking up about your experience for saw the truth in 1998 when I was involved in a court battle in which involved a lot of lies and that point onwards I saw all the bullshit for what it was...and as I tried to explain to loved ones this so-called matrix game of life.. they attempted to beat me down to the point of everyone saying I had bipolar... which was bulllshit..I played their game in the end and used it to my advantage...every since for over 20 plus years I have "awakened" to a magnificent level, and learned so much... GOD I AM...I can manifest anything I want, sometimes within weeks, my knowledge and virbation now scares the beast every every I go. my empathic skills are 2nd to none... I know what people going to say before they even say it..I told everyone about covid and all the shit that went with it, 5 YEARS BEFORE, I told them how the game was going to playout.. they all thought I was mad, laughing at me....when covid came they all came running to me... lolol all I could say to them covid was our best friend, I count stop laughing for days, because i knew what it all the world is great people embrace it and love it, AND LOVE YOUR SELF.. throw your mobile phone away, and don't listen to the media lies, they sucking your source energy.... to keep the matrix game alive. without you there is no game. All the best people. and don't eat meat or you will stay in the 3rd dimension.

[devonlaxton]

Thank you for sharing your experience. I’m scared honestly I’m afraid I need to get help . it’s been a yr and I thought oh aftershock and it will get better but no it’s getting worse. I’m blessed I’m not alone so Thk u

[outcastproductions]

i had a kundalini experience that was not fully awakened. At the time i regretted it, thinking I did something wrong or messed something up, I obsessed about it for months... Now i realize i am fortunate as hell it did not ascend all the way... i was, and am still not ready

[the-harshest-harsh]

This happened to me to.
Be careful!! I was given a bipolar 1 diagnosis. But what happened was an opening, explosion of consciousness. A new found awareness and some siddhis.

[Juju_Vidya]

Thanks for sharing this, it is very important to share and also a serious warning to all the people on YouTube who keep creating these "open your third eye type videos." most of the information is just regurgitated, however, it is exactly as you explain your experience, the real issue begins when you do not have a Guru or support once it has been opened. In 2020 I experienced something very similar to what you described during the pandemic, except I had what I now know to be a Kundalini disturbance brought on by an immense amount of stress and anxiety to the point that I found myself in exactly the same state as you have explained. I would not wish this on anyone and it took about 2 years to start living a normal life again. The good thing to come out of it was that I was put on a path I would not have gone on if it had not happened. I don't think I will ever return to how I was before it happened and I lost many friends and even a spouse during this period due to the intensity of how I was experiencing life even with a specific Sadhana that was given to me by my Guru who I found 1 year after it had happened. Since December 2022 I only started to function in my day to day and by mid-2023 my life started to resemble something of what society would call normal. Thank you for sharing your experience.

[diymamma]

100% get you! I had similar UPS and DOWNS Just not ended in front of the doctor, I managed to pull my self together... Thank God! Love Is the way!! Just be aware of thaughts and what feeling you generate, and viceversa, what thaughts come from others with what vibration attached and how you metamorfosize them within you and change the outcome...❤

[exitzero]

Great video and an important reminder about the ego wanting to rush things.

[michele]

Thanks you for this tip I need much more insight of my kindness and behavior that's not ready yet.

[cliffordjohnson]

I experienced an ego death before my spontaneous kundalini awakening and experience of oneness and Heaven. I was lucky enough to research what I was experiencing during my ego death where a lot of unknown beliefs were manifesting quickly and started transcendental meditation during the process before my kundalini rose one night. It’s been a couple years but it was a blessing because I viewed it as a graduation of ascension in our reality and understanding myself as pure consciousness and my relationship with reality. Of course there are challenges, but I believe that’s part of the process of letting go of fears especially since I’ve had multiple NDE’s throughout my 43 years. I do experience fewer thoughts and mindfulness, but I also know self love involves setting boundaries and accepting who I am and reality as it is with daily gratitude. When you’re grateful, the Universe will provide you with more things to be grateful for. Spending time in Nature is one of the best healers for obsessive thinking and just allowing your thoughts to flow without judgement. We have minds and ego personalities, but who we truly are is infinite eternal Souls of formless consciousness experiencing form from a human’s perspective. Separation is an illusion of our consciousness to have a physical experience collectively.

[alexforsberg]

This resonates very much with what I experienced as well. When I was 20 I started meditation practices and that awakened something in me. Almost like a psychedelic experience that lasted for weeks and months. People saying out loud what I was thinking in my head, hearing things, people responding to my thoughts. "Stumbling" upon books and people that confirmed my experience and helped me get through it too. Emotions seemed to elevate the experience and would range from fear to bliss depending on my thoughts. Creativity was supercharged, I wrote, I painted, I wrote music and I think that really helped me recover.
I was lucky to live at home and didn't have a job or school at that time and could really go into solitude to recover from it. I kept all of it to myself and acted normal as best as I could. I think after 6 or so months I started to be able to function properly.
I'm grateful for it though, because after that everything changed for the better for me. Became way more conscious about everything in my life, became healthier and truly on a better path towards the future.

[mace]

Yes, the problem is that you know exactly what will happen if you tell anyone - se you keep it to yourself and become fearful. But it's not paranoia if they really are out to get you... even if their attacks are borne from ignorance and good intentions.