The Darkest Acid Trip Stories Online #2

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[AilurusNoir]

I hope you guys enjoy a new installment in the Trip report series!
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[PineyJustice]

Avoid bad trips, always have a PREMEASURED INDIVIDUAL dose of xanax ready, this will kill a trip and put you to sleep. NEVER EVER call an ambulance for someone tripping unless there is another medical issue such as injury that would need it, if someone is having a bad trip in their house, it's gonna be 100x worse in a hospital. Put them in a dark room with plenty of blankets, snacks and drinks, stay with them there if needed. Music or lights will make the trip more intense.

[orikku]

This one was interesting. The feeling of not existing or being dead is one I’ve had in nightmares or times when I can’t sleep. Hearing it being amplified to the maximum is horrifeying

[lityaga]

i remember on my first trip i had noise cancelling headphones on. suddenly, my headphones cut out to a white noise, all i could hear was ringing, and my chest also felt heavy, yet i couldn’t hear/feel a heartbeat. i was completely convinced i had just died. i laid on my back, completely paralyzed, with tears streaming down my face. that moment stuck with me even after sobering up. afterwards my family noticed a change in me: a lust for life, less anxiety, more courage. i can’t pinpoint exactly what that moment did to me, but i no longer wanted to take life for granted, i no longer felt my life was worthless. i wanted to live for the first time in years and i wanted to live a life full of memories. i guess i can say, from experience, it was very similar to a near death experience in the way it impacted me psychologically.

[luisd]

Y'all ever eaten avocados on acid? I did once my buddies were laughing at me because i peeled it like an orange and ate it like a mango 😂

[danadoozer]

There is no explanation that can be put into words that can describe how terrifying a bad trip really is. I've been in accidents, mugged at gunpoint, I've been in plenty of scary situations but NOTHING has even come close to the horror I felt on my bad trip. It affected me so deeply that I haven't tripped since, and that was 25 years ago! My hell trip also began with the most amazing closed eye visuals, spinning, twisting geometric patterns, beyond 3d somehow and in every color of the rainbow! If I just could have stayed right there in my trip it would have been awesome. Unfortunately the hallucinations became so utterly terrifying and I couldn't handle any stimulation whatsoever so I ended laying on the floor in a pitch black room, just trying to ride it out. I truly know what this person went through!

[elizabethwilliams]

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

[general_zizi]

This is a crazy experience!!
Substances like psychedelics when administered temporarily and in the minimum and safe dose can save life (prevent suicide), yet..long term all of them are NOT the answer (solution to the problem). self honesty, emotional and spiritual healing (done correctly) produce safe and lasting results..health happiness, inner peace

[Nicoladen]

Guy in story one wanted to confront his deepest fears, him then getting panicked about being dead seems to have been just that - his deepest fear 🤔

[melissadwiggins]

So back in 2008 I figured out why you hallucinate when you're on LSD. If you look in the mirror when you're tripping your pupils are constantly constricting and dilating. They get bigger and smaller with every heartbeat. That's what causes the ripple effect and hallucinations when you're on LSD. Also, did you know that LSD on a microdosing level is therapeutic for PTSD and drug addiction? People coming back from war that have really bad PTSD will or have before go to the VA and do a micro dosing session afterwards their PTSD is gone. It's happened in the past anyway. The federal government now thinks that it is useless even though it has shown time and time again that it helps with these situations. Also when dosing at all you have to be in a good atmosphere or you're gonna have a bad trip. I had a bad trip one time as we started out watching fear and loathing in Las Vegas. Let me just say that's not the greatest movie to watch while you're tripping. There's a reason it's called fear and loathing.

[albert.robles]

Psychedelics are great. Funny story, LSD actually saved my life, I was going down the wrong path in my youth, alcohol, drugs, crime etc. One day a friend convinced me to try some acid, it was very potent, after getting over the giggles, I realized that my perception of everything completely changed, I saw life in a more logical sense, I literally looked into the mirror and I immediately saw the stupidity of my behavior, when I watched TV, I was able to see how extremely stupid it is, you actually see the subliminal messages in commercials, amazing! It changed my life for the better... Looking forward to tryout the psilocybin mushrooms next just don't know where or how to get them, so rare in my area

[cellarorcs]

THIS KID IS LITERALLY ME, HOLY SHIT. first thing I do is listen to my favorite music, then its time to listen in bed, THEN its time to draw when you REALLY start getting INTO it.

[DCTR_DD]

Thats amazing!
I'll leave an experience here:
7:00 PM, It was the second time I took it, I was in a bad part of my life and wanted to listen to some chill music while watching the rain pour down on my backyard.
For ~1h It was going as planned, I was feeling relaxed, watching the colorful images that formed in my vision, the thunderstorm was glowing pink at every strike, the trees were moving in unnatural ways, I even found it funny for some reason, but ok. 2h in, and I started to feel thirsty so I got up to get some water, when I got up, my heart started to beat faster and faster, all of the joy I was feeling seconds ago vanished, all I felt was pure fear.
I felt like I would dehydrate till I turned to dust, I ran towards my kitchen and grabbed a blue cup, filled it with water and chugged it, then another one, and another one, I did it like 5 or 6 times, I was still thirsty, I stopped, looked at my cup, and it was melting, the cup was melting and fusing into my hands, I couldnt feel a thing, I just threw the cup away and tought "I need to lay down".
3h in and now I was laying down on my bed, I was panicking, felt that something was wrong with my body, I couldnt feel the touch of anything, my heartbeat was dangerously fast, I could feel it, but for some reason I decided to check it by resting my hands against my torax, I could'nt feel my heart, I felt like that was it, I was done, theres nothing else I could do, I was going to be there for the rest of my life.
7h in, started hearing chainsaws and a loud "hummmm" noise, like a really strong tinnitus, felt like my head was going to implode.
9h in, still in bed, trying to accept that it would be the end of everything, I would be there till the end of time.
9h15m in, my pet bunny (Nimbus) jumped on the bed, climbed on my torax and laid down, looking at me. It was, honestly, amazing. He was there, I felt his warmth, his heartbeat, I could feel something, finally. I looked at his fur, it was spiralling, in some crazy patterns, and I could now remember what time it was and why I took 'it'.
I hugged Nimbus, pet him, talked to him, and I could feel that He understood everything, I felt safe, I wasnt panicking anymore, I was just, enjoying it again, looking at crazy patterns and feeling his heartbeat, I fell asleep right after that, it took maybe ~40-50 minutes of cuddling, I like to think that He saved me.
I do not encourage anybody to take things like this on your lowest point, its never a good idea.



Thanks Nimbus <3 you're an angel!

[RandomInternetStranger]

I absolutely love these stories. I have no doubt that this deviation from your normal types of videos is only positive, and spreading large-scale awareness of drugs and their potentially bad effects is doing a great service to the general internet population.

Please, upload more of these. We all beg you.

[dapperlittlewren]

"I did not fear death, I feared the feeling of experiencing this fear for an eternity and being unable to end it" along with the tunnel vision and shaking, and the certainty that this must be what hell is like - yeah this is enough for me to avoid acid. That's a pretty apt description of the panic attacks I used to get, and while I know how to coach my sober brain out of those spirals now, I have no confidence I'd be able to do that in an altered state. Having a panic attack while high would not go well for me.

[extrapickles]

I think you'd be really good at reading creepy pastas or something. You've got a great voice for this kind of stuff

[MassManicMedia]

Ive definitely learned to take something calming when tripping. Load up on cbd if worried about a bad trip, also don't trip if your not in a good headspace or stressed or sad.

[andrei]

Two vids in the span of two days?? Legendary stuff ailurus appreciate u

[pineboxboy]

Getting the right setting before your trip is crucial! Also a good idea to have a benzo on standby in case you start having a really bad time.

[daveyreed]

A little trick to not have bad trips (I've had tons) make sure you have your levels checked.. Low magnesium is known to cause people to struggle with psychoactive substances. It sounds like he was experiencing the moment when you realize that once you are born, you are indeed, dead. This doesn't sound that bad of a trip, but more of a beautiful dark experience. Obviously my bad trip wouldn't be his bad trip, and vice verse.