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[didi]

I find the art community is constantly contradicting themselves. If you say you love everything about your art and don't want to criticize or change anything people get mad and say you are being snob, unrealistic, too optimistic etc. However if you are Critical of your art people get mad, tell you to stop being so negative, that you should be happy with your art and that being negative about it you are putting other people down. I love when artists say they struggled with something or aren't happy with what they drew because it shows we are all human and I'm not the only one struggling. Personally it doesn't bother me

[themightierpencil]

I had this one video go viral on TikTok where I asked other artists what was the worst art advice they got. In the video I mentioned how the sketch I was doing in the video wasn't my best and I got SO MANY people doing exactly what you were saying. Even SamDoesArt had it in one of his YT videos and I got unsolicited advice about not being negative about my art. I was like, GUYS I don't like THIS sketch, it doesn't mean I don't like ANY of my sketches. It pissed me off, so yeah I get it.

[stroodledoodles]

I feel like people these days are so chronically online that they can no longer tell the difference between valid criticism and 'being mean'. It's gotten to a point where everyone is just spreading toxic positivity, which isn't good for anybody.

You keep doing you, love the art <3

[winterillust]

you know you're really improving, when you start seeing mistakes in your work. so being self critical is kinda vital while also trying not to get overcritical. lol the balance is tough.

[kapng]

Oh and also!!! the fact that you are not afraid of making bad art is extremely inspiring and has been the reason I have actually been able to even pick up art again after over a year of quitting because I was so afraid of making bad art. so thank you for sharing your "bad" work and your process, too :)

[reneenoriega]

I've always found toxic positivity so weird like, if one never admits doing wrong there's so no room for doing better. My worse time for art was in highschool when I refused to see when I made a mistake, and the result was a lack of improvement and a severe burn out that got me without drawing for years. I love your videos BECAUSE you talk about the art you don't like, and the stuff you think can be better. That mindset helped reconnect with art (thank you for it btw)

[clairecrosbycreative]

I have a big sloppy painted page on my studio wall that says MAKE A LOT OF BAD ART. I put it in every sketchbook. I love making bad art. You're right, there's no morality to it. I know if I make a ton of bad art, I might get a few pieces of good art and that's cool. Making bad art doesn't mean I'm not trying or learning or improving. It's just freedom and fun and being real. So yah, i love this video. I Love your attitude. I love you being yourself.

[sur-pineapplez]

you’re so real for this and if i’ve ever commented something like that i apologize because i totally understand how you feel!! comparison in the art world is such a drastic range and you can’t assign a certain feeling to it really. critique is such a fluid thing. there’s no lying or making up. how you feel is how YOU feel. you got this al i love threes videos because they’re so real and down to earth <3

[aracelisantoyo]

Of the many artists I watch and follow all over social media, I find you the most relatable because you keep it real.
Seriously, the bottom line is, all artists go through this during their creative process. You're just saying it out loud. What's wrong with admitting to yourself and the world watching that, "hey, this piece was hard"or the end result didn't exactly match what your vision of it was when you started. It's ok to even hate stuff that you make, all artist do! You're keeping it real, and that's comforting. That's inviting to me as an artist who is also on their journey to self growth. I look forward to your content because you keep it light, fresh and freaking real!

[untitled_paintings]

This is such an important video and a topic that definitely needs to be discussed more!
It’s really frustrating as an artist to figure out what to share, and I understand that other people might interpret things in a different way than it was meant to be, but we all have unique art journeys and I think it’s fundamental to analyse your own pieces and figure out what needs improving, and then go ahead and put in the work to actually improve it. Failure is so, so important!
Again, thank you for sharing this🥰

[onlyherbest]

Is anyone else mesmerised watching the painting process??

[deathsheadhawkmoths]

i've had this issue irl, like with family members. when i express dissatisfaction with art i'm in the process of making or have just made i'm often met with this type of reaction and it makes me incredibly frustrated. it's hard for them to understand that it's a part of the process for me, and it's okay. i'm allowed to be critical of my own art, and it doesn't mean i hate all of my art or i hate myself! thanks for talking about this!!!

[TobyLizard]

I think your frustration about this topic is valid. Because when someone tells us how to feel or that we shouldn’t feel a certain thing (regardless of how much of a good place it may come from) it feels invalidating.

[elizabethcalli]

so relatable. I'm also the type of person to casually say "negative" things about myself and it gets annoying when people try to argue with something you didn't even mean literally. I get the feeling people are projecting their low self esteem onto us.

[sarahoda]

I guess being an artist is competing with yourself. Somehow we usually are not satisfied with the results, so, basically we spend more time improving our skills! I feel great to hear this kind of advice, because nowadays some people are forcing positivity all time that, sometimes, I think I'm so bad for being a little negative. Thanks for sharing your perspective! :)

[marettahamman]

There are people who appreciate your honesty about your art! One: it makes me feel less weird about critiquing my art, two: seeing you critique yourself helps me learn how to do it (being also self taught)! I understand that feeling as when I get frustrated when critiquing myself and people tell me not to, or tell me to find something good or whatever, I don't want to explain that this piece just isn't up to my skill level or the skill level I want to be

[joo]

It's refreshing listening to the way you describe art. You come across as having a healthy mindset towards it. Many artists put so much pressure on themselves they end up making less art because of it.

[catalina]

OH GOD this video throw me back when a friend asked me what I was doing and I send them a screenshot of a digital sketch I was working on saying "haha it's gonna be hard because of the perspective and background lol" and they went off saying stuff like "noo you're an amazing artist don't under estimate yourself, If I were half as good as you I would be so happy, You can overcome anything with your skills and knowlegde, etc" and I was so confused and kinda frustrated with they response at the time and didn't know why until a year ago. I wasn't being hard on myself or under estimating myself I was being honest because I don't usually do more than 1 point perspective or draw complicated backgrounds and they "encouragement" make me feel like I can't complain or fail because I'm "gifted". As a self taught person is important to have criticism as said in the video so now I approach people whom I know is going to be honest and objective to help me learn and grow

[Suzysuze]

Your words are truth! and especially what you said about it not being your job to regulate other people's feelings about YOUR feelings. It's not mean, it's healthy. Thank you for your honesty and sincerity.

[deeksha]

When you said “im glad I have the freedom to make bad art” that really left an impression on me, because I think ultimately that is what I want from my art and im sure thats the same for others. For me, the joy of art comes from process and journey of art and not necessarily the finished product. Even my favorite pieces I’ve made were ones that were a result of me fucking around and having fun. And when you fuck around and have fun a lot youre bound to make something you don’t like as much. And i really appreciate your outlook on your art, how you fully allow yourself to be bad without having it affect how you value your own worth as an artist or even as a person. That is sometjing i think a lot of artists struggle with, myself included. For a very long time I fully identified myself as a “good artist” 1) because i was an “artkid” in school and 2) because I gen have a knack for it. So when I made something that I was unhappy with, or i met someone who was better at art than I was I felt threatened, and put down. If I didn’t make a good piece than was I really even a good artist? If I’m not a good artist than what am I? Thankfully, I have a much better relationship with my art and my identity including my identity as an artist. But as I said I really admire your perspective, I feel like I would be able to grow more if I accepted that sometimes my shit is bad but that doesn’t reflect my value as an artists, and it isn’t something I need to be upset over. Oh and of course loved loved loved watching your art process because again, I find a lot of catharsis and joy in the process of art.