M Cave Hike

Searching for a weird cave that I came across on a previous hike.

[sheryonpilgrim]

I am the girlfriend that Kenny spoke of in the video. There are so many posts. I had no idea until a friend let me know. So many people are wondering what happened and guessing different things. You are heart felt about the sadness around what has happened with Kenny. He has not been found and I feel that he probably will not be found for many, many months, if ever. I want to share what I know and feel about what happened, so that you might bring some closure and understanding in your own lives. Kenny absolutely loved hiking in the desert. It was his very, very favorite thing to do. We hiked and camped together all over the Nevada desert.... sometimes 9 hours in a day. We found many abandoned mining towns, usually referred to as "ghost towns" by Nevada hikers. We explored many caves and mine shafts. We were always careful how we explored them, but Kenny was a bit more daring than I was. We wore snake guards, sun protected clothing, used walking sticks, brought enough water and food for the hiking hours and had extra water/food in the car. (He rarely drank all his water.) We took wonderful pictures of all sorts of things we saw... rusted cars, old falling down buildings, cemeteries, mines, wild animals, tarantulas, scorpions, trees, cactus and flowers. Our deserts are beautiful, if you have a love for deserts. They are not "spooky" scary but you do have to be careful of the terrain and of course bring enough water and food. We always were excited when we saw desert wild life, like the big horn sheep in the video. They are stunningly beautiful to see in person in our desert. We would stand quietly still to watch them as long as possible. I was so very excited to see the one he filmed in his video. I want you to know that I do not think Kenny had an accident. I believe he committed suicide. He battled depression for many years and would not take medication or see a doctor. He quit his job a little more than a year before he disappeared. He wanted to see if he could sell his inventions and do what he called "Cowboy Interior Design" for homes. He bought his first home five years ago and had an amazing ability of decorating in this style. He was not successful in getting a business going and was running out of money after a year of not working. He no longer wanted to work in a "job" for someone else and as his money decreased he became more and more depressed. He really did not look for another job. In early Oct, with seeing his depression increase, I said to him, "You aren't going to pull a Robin Williams on me are you"? This is when he opened up more about his depression and his thoughts much of his life about suicide. His father committed suicide when Kenny was in his early 20's. When I asked him the question he answered me with "If I decide to do it, you will be OK because you are good at the Law of Allowing." He asked me what I would think of him if he did it. He also said if he decided to do it "No one will ever find me." It would be easy to do something like this in our desert with the number of natural caves and mines. He could hike many miles in a day so there is no telling where or how far he could have hiked during his 3 day 2 night solo hike. When he did not call me after the 3rd day of being gone I called missing persons. The search for him was started within a couple days of my call. Over 30 search and rescue team members searched 3 different times on foot. One helicopter fly over was done and there was no trace of Kenny or any of his camping things. They found his car in the area I told them it would be. They did find his cell phone by the mine shaft in the video. The mine shaft was only about a 4 hour hike from his car. It is my feeling he left it behind so that he could not be tracked form the GPS in it. He also did not take his video camera with him on this solo hike. It was left in his home. So, he had no intention of filming anything.

I share this with you for two reasons. First, so that you have more of an understanding who Kenny was and to bring some peace or understanding to the situation. Secondly, if any of you do decide to go out into our desert to look for him or the M Cave, be careful and bring enough water and food. Walking sticks are a good idea and not doing a solo hike. Bring a GPS and make sure that you have let family or friends know that you are heading out for the hike and where and when you will be returning. A search really can't be on a one day hike. You would be repeating much of the same hike....just getting up the mountain and then be left with not many hours in the day to do the search. You would need 2 or 3 days at a time and in the summer, or even late spring, this can not be done because of the heat of our desert. You would not be able to carry enough water. So, please, please be careful. I had many wonderful experience with Kenny and will always remember them and have a place of love in my heart for him and the wonderful things we did together. I am healing from my loss and look forward to new experiences with desert hiking, camping and taking beautiful pictures of our desert. Enjoy your adventures of life and thank you for the kind loving comments sent my way.
Much Love, Sheryon :)

[thomasaguilar]

"He was trying to solve a mystery, and now he is another mystery"

[eddrddtv]

i think about you once in a while Kenny.
its really weird to miss someone you never met.
i just hope you can be found one day

[redbanga]

Anyone else trying to find the user who said not to go in the cave?

[lucianacosta]

He seems really nice... the people who called him a liar, i really hope you understand what all of you did

[yuissimp]

He was scared to go to the cave but still he willied to go there just for his fans... He is a real legend i respect him! 🙏

[EllieAussie..]

We haven't given up on you Kenny, hope you're out there somewhere alive, love and peace from Australia..you'd love the hiking here, man 🦘🇦🇺😘

[jeniferpepe]

The guy who told him not to go in deserves a prayer

[Stringfreak]

He looks like a pretty chilled and laid back guy. I'm sure it would've been nice to have a couple of beers with him and talk about his experiences. RIP man.

[brbrry]

Rest in Peace Kenny. It’s a shame so many of us only know of you as a missing person. You seemed like such a good guy, who just loved to go out and explore.

[Ocro]

Came here after watching a documentary about this lost legend...rip Kenny, wherever you are, hope you are either living the best of your new life, or that your soul was able to be at peace..

[lukeskywalker]

6 years later and im still hoping that he would be back to his family..

[blackcat]

This man died because the pressure of the people who called him a liar

[Alexandros_]

His voice is happy, proud, excited on what he is doing. The nature was his life, his life is in nature.

[zAbou]

At 15:43 he walks past an unnatural rock formation which resembles half of the letter M (the other half of it we can’t see on camera since he turns away). At 15:53 he stutters when he looks at an oval shaped cave. He probably recognised the oval cave as a formation near the M cave and he stuttered knowing that something was wrong as he couldn’t find the M cave even though he saw the oval cave. He probably realised at that point that it was filled in because he wasn’t supposed to be there.

[starecat]

I just found out what happened to him a few minutes ago. I have never heard of him before, never seen his face, but I do hope he's okay. I wish his family/loved ones the best, and I hope he's found soon.

[juliusbenter]

The M cave has been covered 15:43 That's why he can't find it. Those rocks are not normal. And he knows that it was somewhere in that area. And he is looking right at it.

[soyavocado]

I feel so bad for this dude... he seemed like an awesome guy

[Godsvesseltruth]

16:00 he just passes the covered M cave that was found by another youtuber, and in this frame he does a close up view to what looks like someone in camelflouge pointing a gun right at him. He even says "it looks like.... im not going over there!". So he recognized something in that shallow cave that wasnt right. To me, it looks like someone in camelflouge pointing a weapon at him, if you look close enough. They didnt want him finding the cave. Which i believe held some type of nuclear radiation from the bomb range not far away (hence the feeling he got when getting closer to it and why it made the other guy who found it sick when he got close to it).

[fortress]

Poor guy. His fans basically lead him to his death.