WHY. EVERYTIME I HYPERFIXATE ON A SHIP. WHY. // stupid cringe vent idk anymore.

why does that always happen. why cant i control that? why did i hyperfixated too much on a ship? Now i cant stop thinking when ill finally have a bryce to my liam . my relationship problems were healing and it just got worse idk anymore sodapack canon ig i just want my lovely bryce. sometimes i identify as the character in the ships i hyperfixate on and i just want the other character to be real, to love me back, i want someone to be bryce for me. why cant this happen easier? if only i wasn't like this. i feel weird for saying this stuffs . i just want a bryce to my liam please im desperate please