5/7/20...I remember that day.. READ DESC! #vent

Here's the story...

On the day of my birthday, my family spent the day with me you know. I was 9 (I think) who wouldn't enjoy a birthday? As if you read my bio on my channel, my birthday is the 6 of May. Well... my father committed suicide the day after my birthday and when he did, that was the 7th. My uncle's anniversary from his suicide as well. Only 18 days away from your little girls birthday too? (my little sister) Do you know what it's like with no father? Too live that misery for life? I was 9. And I almost lost my mother last year. My life isn't a joke. I'm dead for real. I would've then had no parents. But foster care. Do you think if I lost my mother to an ulcer would be nice? No, if it weren't for my older brother to be there, she would've been dead the next morning. And yes I may be crying while writing this but it's the truth. I don't lie. I don't keep secrets. I tell the fucking truth.