Fear - Copperhead

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Here's another song from my upcoming second album "Color by Number". If the first song "Doubt", was depressing with a little hope at the end, this one rips that hope away. it's called "Fear" and deals with just that. I hope you enjoy!

LYRICS BELOW:

Falling, fading,
Down, down, down I go,
Falling, fading,
Down, down, down - down I go

Oh, man...
I'm 24 years old, man
I've got so much life left to live
I shouldn't feel so low,
Go with the program
You'll make it
There's no need for fakin'
Mistakes may be made
But no points will be taken
They say that shit from day one
Don't fuck around, get paid, son
Follow your dreams, okay? Done.
How many get their way? None.
My biggest fear
Is to fall behind
To be trapped alone
With my own mind
You're telling me to shoot
For the moon, but I'm stuck on Earth
With my own kind
No, scratch that
They're better off than me
Cruisin' on, while I'm fuckin'
Lost at sea
Who's the boss of me, Lucifer?
It's like life's a job
Workin' through Hell on Earth
And I been through shit
No sign of stoppin'
I'm 'bout to lose it
My pride is droppin'
My mind is not in
The best of shape
My fears are starin' me
In the face
They're givin' chase
When I run, they're not far behind
Eliminate what I've done
For the scars inside
It's gettin' dark in my heart
And I can't decide
Whether to try bein' strong
Or give up and die
Because survivin's not an easy task
It's simpler just to see me as
A piece of trash,
A blemish on the face of Earth
I'm resdy to go, though
For what it's worth

Falling, fading,
Down, down, down I go,
Falling, fading,
Down, down, down - down I go

I got a lotta fear
Up inside this mind of mine
I don't know if I'll be here
In a year, but I'm tryin'
To make the most
Of the time I got
I drink a toast
Don't throw away my shot
Like Hamilton
I'm too ambitious
Scramblin', but I
Just can't finish
I don't got the power to
Do all that I set out to do
I'm scared, gettin' paler
Not prepared for the failure
My dreams are rippin'
At the seams you better call a tailor
Losin' faith in abilities
I'm ill at ease, it's killin' me
Suffocated by doubt
I don't know what it means
To be feelin' free
It's givin' me anxiety
I try to see the side of me
That knows how inspire, breathing fire
In society
I mindlessly go about my day
Just tryna keep bad thoughts at bay
But they invade by pushing through
My strength is weakness
How 'bout you?
Down into the depths again
Depression is my element
I hardly had the time to think
The happy thoughts, to hell I went

Falling, fading,
Down, down, down I go,
Falling, fading,
Down, down, down - down I go

-adlibbed fear in my head-

I got a lotta fear
Up inside this mind of mine
I don't know if I'll be here
In a year, but I'm tryin'
To make the most
Of the time I got
I drink a toast
Don't throw away my shot

Falling, fading,
Down, down, down I go,
Falling, fading,
Down, down, down - down I go

Beat produced by Dansonn Beats.