My Testimony: I Didn't Know I Was Backsliding...

I got saved in 2007 and attended church regularly.
However, as I got older, I found myself becoming more and more complacent in my faith. I still believed in God and Jesus, but my passion for following Him and living out His teachings began to wane.

It wasn't until I faced some personal challenges and struggles that I realized I needed to reevaluate my relationship with God. I began to ask myself tough questions and seek out answers through prayer and reading the Bible. Slowly but surely, I started to reignite my passion for living out my faith and following Jesus.

Through my experience as a lukewarm Christian, I've learned the importance of not taking my faith for granted and the need for continual spiritual growth. I hope that by sharing my story, I can encourage others who may be going through a similar experience.

Thank you for watching and I hope you find encouragement and inspiration from my journey. Don't forget to like and subscribe for more content!


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[cameliamiller]

I'm still on my journey back to christ. It's hard but I know that life is meaningless without God❤

[hotliketee]

“Chase God & everything will chase you.” Absolutely! A lot of ppl get misconstrued by the saying, “God will give you the desires of your heart.” That statement is not entirely true, because our desires do not always align with God’s desires often leading us disappointed when things don’t work out how we planned. When we continue to seek the Heavenly Kingdom, not only will more blessings flow into our lives, but all of our desires will become God’s desires and we will fall into His perfect alignment. Thank you for this mighty word of God! Peace & blessings to all of my brothers & sisters in Christ. 🙌🏽🙏🏽💖

[emmanuellafreeman]

I was raised in a Christian home and was forced to attend church, I moved out when I was 17 and went through a rebellious phase, but found that no matter how far I'd go, I was still never able to fully let myself go into the world. My parents, being the devout Christians they are, would still pray for me in the hope that one day I found Christ. I spent years trying to fill an empty void and emulate what I thought was happiness. Go out partying, travel the world, be in a relationship, have cool friends, nice house, car, and a good job. On paper, it all sounded great, yet deep down, I was still lonely and depressed, as I knew everything was only temporary. Was constantly trying to chase my next high. I always thought my parents lived a very boring life and found them just plain naive, but in the end, I found myself just wanting what they had, which was peace. After years of running away, last year, November, I finally decided to give God a chance, and I have not looked back since. Being a follower of Christ is a decision one has to make for his/herself. However, I am grateful now that my parents showed me what it meant to have unwavering faith and submission to God, as it gave me something to emulate. I have a daughter myself, and I do make her attend church with me and will carry on doing so until she no longer lives under my roof, as that is my duty as a parent. However, I also encourage her to have a personal relationship with God.

[xxUkiyo]

I’m a muslim girl but I can resonate with a lot of things that you’ve said. While I do not fall into the sin of sex, alcohol, partying etc. I still find myself attaching myself to this world and putting my trust in other people instead of God. May God guide us all

[misguidedpearls]

I left 2 times in my life..
Now i stand on God alone❤

[JadeW]

It can be tough but also be mindful of attire. Keep it up God loves you

[alaniscuffey]

I dibble and dabble into the world so many times and always end up feeling regret or spiritually feeling unfulfilled. You literally have stand with God and his word wholeheartedly and trust him💯

[imaniinspires]

So proud of you for sharing this so openly!! God had me do the same thing on my channel after bringing me to this realization 😩

I’m seeing more and more believers speak up about their backslidden state and how they’re making changes for Jesus. And that’s because God is waking up His people 🙌🏽💗💗

Continue letting God use you girl!

[brittanyangelina_]

The journey continues until we get home. And then we are with Him the journey continues. We are with Him for eternity. It’s the never ending story of Love. ❤

[saku_]

I was just watching your video “When God Has You In Transition…” and during the second half of the video where you started low-key preaching and whipping out bible verses— I absolutely LOVED it and found myself saying “AMEN” a lot 🙌🏽 I was craving more and you sharing your testimony on this platform is such a blessing, thank you Breeny ❤️ I could listen to you talking about the bible all day 😍 As someone who also grew up in a Christian home, and has been saved for over a decade, who struggled with the need for control, external validation and being a people pleaser, I could relate to your journey. I find myself constantly backsliding and being lukewarm after being exposed to the cruelty of this world on repeat and hitting rock bottom but this type of content made me realise how spiritually hungry I actually am and inspires me to get closer to God and become more spiritually inclined. I want my spirit to be on fire like how it used to be. Praise God for introducing me to these videos and his goodness in forgiving believers like me who have backslid and gone lukewarm/cold 🥲

[Teekay_Twala]

Was listening to Lisa Bevere and she was asking God to use her, God replied and said I don’t use people, the devil uses people, I anoint them.

[denaynix]

Thank You Breeny! I needed to hear this because I am Lukewarm! I often take my eyes off of God and go back to the things of This world when what I truly thought that I was seeking a relationship with God when I was only seeking Him for things because I felt like I have never had enough. I have been lost. Thank You for being obedient Breeny.

[sherileenlambert]

Breeny, you're so gorgeous. Just be mindful of how you dress. Modesty is so beautiful, just like you.

[danilaroche]

Me too. It was sort of similar to a drifting. Like being in the waters on the beach. Your restong on a plastic device, eyes closed and you open them and realize how far you are from shore. I encourage you Breeny, to pray about your attire. Modesty is beautiful. Bless you sis.

[nomnoms.x]

This was sooo powerful. Thank you, it's moved me to reconsider my Journey in Christ, seeing as I "grew up in church". God bless Breeny🤎

[scotchbonnie]

15:30 !!! Thank you for this reminder. I find myself wrapped up in my God given purpose but its so important I seek Him through the process

[shandrathomas]

This video was awesome. I am appreciative that my mother made us go to church as children. Going to church as a minor actually built a christian foundation in me. As I grew older and strayed away and as I still stray at times as we are not perfect, I find myself going right back to Christian principles that have been instilled in me. I am not a religious person but I am a spiritual person striving to please Jesus Christ on a daily basis. As you said, you cannot get to the Son which is Jesus, without going through the Father which is God. I love your videos!

[michelleadebiyi]

the way this came right on time .. just decided to renew my relationship with God. been backsliding for a while now. I’m taking this video as a sign!❤️

[beatforjesusbykellym]

Breeny, I’m glad that your sharing your testimony. You speak life into women because you want the best for them. You speak with authority and power. Now, the Lord is going to continue to use you in that way but he will be all over it.

I can see you fervently praying for someone. I believe that exhortation is one of your gifts and he is going to continue to use you in that area. There will be some shedding that you’ll have to do but if your ready to go the distance God is willing to take you! Be blessed!❤

[Lilg]

Breeny you are blessed. I am 20 but I was born I christian, unfortunately I also have been a Luke warm for a long time, questioning every thing and not trusting God, I always thought being a Christian was a life of privation and pain so I tried to get my self the things that I wanted failing. recently I have been to a trip and I was feeling so happy and grateful for just being alive and I started thanking God for every thing, it just was so casual I can't explain it, then this video popped out and I realized that I was missing so much and life like a lukewarm is so hard. just ask God for the things that u need TODAY but most important love him unconditionally and be happy to be alive unconditionally, because that is what we need every day, loving him is the only thing that brings peace and love in your heart, no matter what happens to you.