The Frequencies Of Depression

Special thanks to Art and Manu for inviting me to their set and allowing me to film their characters.

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🔰References
-The narrator is Melissa Varela

-The music was created by LOO.SE

🔰My equipment:
I film handheld with a Panasonic Lumix
G80
GX80
📷Olympus M.Zuiko Digital 45mm F1.8 Lens

🔰Remember You Are Not Alone by illneas

I want to enter your mind
and experience the frequencies of the world the way you do

light,
vibrations,
chemical signals in your head

chaos,
order,
and then chaos again

Is the silence of this room that deafening?
or not loud enough

Is the emptiness you feel comforting?
or unbearable

I want to feel what you felt
when you told me that you wanted to kill yourself

The time in our heads is quite lonely
so I thought you could use a friend

If the visible spectrum is too narrow to find any beauty

Let's paint the sea red
So we can talk about wavelengths under a pink sky

If the air oscillations are too violent
to be deemed melodies

Let's dance with the noise
and let's cry in silence

If you wish you were an invisible artist

Let's disappear in the light
And let's write poetry in complete darkness

I'm not saying it's a matter of perspective
but sunsets were meant to be viewed

I'm not saying it gets better
but we could go and pet some cats

I'm not saying this poem gets you
but it doesn't have to

It's just that this world is

light,
vibrations,
and the signals in your heads

It's love,
death,
and then love again

frequencies,
memories,
and maybe some bad thoughts

Please remember you are not alone

[DemetriPanici]

*“To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance.”- Oscar Wilde*

[jaxoooooon]

"Chaos... order... and then chaos again..." completely describes what a person with depression is going through

[DemetriPanici]

*"Wealth consists not in having great possessions, but in having few wants." - Epictetus*

[evaevely]

i want to experience the world through your eyes, but i have to be vulnerable and show you the world through mine first, with my two eyes the world is different, the world is filled with countless stories, yet to be told, with my two eyes i see a girl who had been imprisioned by her own prespective, she lends her pen to her scattered memories that flow from it her solitary, for she is its poet, and them are her poetry, a girl who found love and peace in being lonely, also pain and misery, a girl who smoked at a young age, but she never lighten a cigarette, a girl who lived in her own world, where she used to crave for true connections with others, a girl who sees beauty in small things, a girl who wondered why this beautiful blue sky is wasted on a such lifeless earth, a girl who waters her roses with love and much care, a girl who listened to the winds for years, a girl who grows thin, sleeps a little, her eyes darken to see ghosts everywhere, a girl with two names, a girl who is blessed and cursed to feel everything very deeply, a girl who carries out a piece of your story, a piece of you, for where she tells you you are not alone, you have a piece of her, as well as she has a piece you

[thechancellor-]

To the *worthwhile person* seeing this, your dream is not dead. Don’t allow the past and current pains and hurts stop and define you. You’re more than a conqueror. Rise up and put yourself together. Keep pushing your future depends on it. I wish you all the best in life ❤️.

[deepakjha]

I am proud of the fact that I discovered this channel

[yesmelodywontcryanymore]

Your arts allow me to cry out the pain and anger from my chest and then they wipe the tears away. Thank you ♡

[handle_]

It’s so tough to hold on. Alone is a powerful word. I can’t leave my kids but I’m so desperately sad all the time. Just pain

[huugosorsselsson]

I think this is the best work you've done so far. I found the lines "If the air oscillations are too violent
to be deemed melodies Let's dance with the noise and let's cry in silence" the most poetic ones.

[Libys]

I saw myself when i hear "let's cry in silence"

[Saturns]

"Is the emptiness your feeling comforting or unbearable" This was a trip down a different vibe and I love it. The video was really cool I like how you showed more of peoples faces becuase of the subject of getting into someone's head...I liked the juxtaposition of word and camera angle.

[-forgotten]

Depression isn't something you can just shake off when someone asks you to, or something you could forget after having a long day at work...
And sometimes even the warmest sympathies ain't enough to brush off the hard feel one's going through..

[dakotahs.]

Lately I've been feeling a lot more depressed and I had recently relapsed and this honestly made me feel a lot better. My friends are pretty much ignoring me and I feel alone, so thank you. Thank you for making these.

[arunimaphadke]

I am so grateful I get to be a spectator of such striking and impressionable art <3

[marylinnik]

I have suffered with mental illness practically my entire life and have had several suicide attempts. But never once has anyone cared enough to say to me I want to feel what you felt when you said you wanted to kill yourself. Wow Illneas you are a special gift to this world! Thank you for sharing your talent with us!

[mariannafusich-waller]

Sometimes I wish I had a friend that would speak to me like this. These are healing. ♥️

[drkurt]

I never say I love you.
But I think it and I love any one of you.

This channel makes you feel so many things, even when you're dead inside, that you feel just so much less lonely.

And the people here seem just so cool.
I wish I'd had someone like that in my life. Someone to understand and be sad with. Someone to indulge in loneliness and beauty with. Someone sincere.
Someone who'd not run away at the first sign of weakness and from which I wouldn't have to hide my real self until neither I know myself anymore.

Norwegian wood comes to mind. Maybe it really is the closest thing to that kind of feeling.

This he said to me:
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return"
- I love this song. Especially Peter Cincinnati's version.

I want you to know that I really feel in debt with you. You do an amazing thing.
So thanks.

[Hope_is_Love]

If you're always looking outside yourself for happiness it will always be fleeting. Definitely something I learned with age my early twenties were a whole lot different than my late twenties. You'll get there.

[asitisAnna]

0:57 that line gave me goosebumps, how could some random person on YouTube know more about me than my closest just wish, I just wish, please, I wish somebody could have spoken all this to me long ago so I would have been better or even now, so that I don't have to wish to unkill myself after the morning I kill

[Fromtheforgottengardens]

Your poem was so relatable at this point of time. I am in a foreign country. Here I am physically alone, but all my life at times I felt emotionally alone. But then there were friends and colleagues who made me feeled belonged.