Not Motivated After A Spiritual Awakening - Here's Perhaps Why

#spirituality #awakening #shadowwork #healing #mindfulness #lonely

Hello & welcome, so lets talk about not having or losing motivation after a spiritual awakening Yes At first, the spiritual path seems to be amazing, you've been learning and applying, so many things into you new found life, and are completely overjoyed in this new spiritual path, it can simply feel amazing as everything is eye opening and exciting.

Your starting to have this new understanding of the world and perhaps even the people around you. Life just seems to be getting better and better. Then at some point you start to have your doubts. and it is not like you can just go back to the way you use to be. But if your completely honest with yourself you may even at times wish you could just turn the clock back and be obvious to this new reality of you awakening. Just know... your not alone.

[victoriak]

Let’s be honest. It messes up your entire life. I wouldn’t take it back but your Matrix life is over…..

[lour]

I used to feel this way, disconnected, like I am leaving my old life behind. But what I have realized is that the journey doesn't stop at those feelings. You eventually bring your new found wisdom back to your body and everything starts to feel exciting again... But in a new way. Eventually you stop seeing 2 different worlds... One that is broken and one that is whole. You eventually see that this is heaven... Once you can look beyond the form of the physical. You start to love yourself like never before and everyone else as well. No matter what you are seeing. You don't formally meditate nearly as much because your whole waking life is a meditation. There is too much to say and i can't put it all in this comment. But you are not at the end of your journey when you feel like this... You're in the middle. There is a saying.... "First you are the body, then you are not the body and then you are the body again."😊😊😊 It's much more peaceful the second time around. Stay on your personal journey.. it will open up in ways you can't imagine right now.

[stephaniewatson]

I had my spiritual awakening 3 years ago and it was life changing. I sold my house, many of my belongings and moved across country to live a simple life in the woods. It felt so right. Now… I sit around reminiscing about how my old life seemed more simple than this. Very weird and somber time. Thanks for your video and the comments. Helps knowing I’m not alone.

[digitalEbony]

My family ‘told’ me I’m depressed. I’ve unintentionally fallen out with friends, disconnected from networks, walked out of my business and generally lost interest in the things of the world. I’ve been trying to explain to my family that I am on a spiritual journey, it’s not depression it’s a transition. It’s taking me away from what no longer serves me (the illusion). Even I have questioned my sanity. So many things have happened where I don’t believe it’s coincidence, something is pulling me to higher heights. Thank you for this video. To everybody who thinks their depressed, go inwards and ask out loud what the universe is trying to show you. Keep asking, keep walking towards it. All the best.

Ps. New subscriber 🎉

[abstractrealmz]

The worst part is that everyone thinks there’s something wrong with me . I can see and feel it. I question my sanity because there are more of them and then there’s me. So maybe I’m just crazy? I’m so confused. No one understands me anymore. The happiest times are walking in the woods with my pup. That’s the only time I feel safe loved and grounded. Over the past few years there has been so much trauma. I went into such a dark place. Not suicidal. I love love the world. It breaks my heart when I look at humanity. I had been feeling so dark and lost. Then one day I was taking photos and saw orbs in some the photos. Turquoise orbs. Made me question. I’d walk in the woods daily. One day I came home from my favorite spot in the woods. I had a fever the next morning. The following day I was fine. I cried the entire day. Ugly cried. I wasn’t sad or depressed. It wasn’t for me. I know I sound crazy. I cried the entire day. It was overwhelming. The grief. It wasn’t for me though. Some of it may have been. Letting go of the past. It’s the cruelty in the world I struggle so deeply with. The suffering. Everything. It just came out in tears. From nothing till bed . Before all of this I had extreme anxiety and fear and confusion questioning darkness feeling so alone and disoriented. No one was there. No family. No friends. No one. Just the ones that have protected me my whole life. Again I sound crazy. I have been protracted my whole life. Always something saves me at the very last second. I attribute it to my guardian angels. I’m not religious at all. I have always believed in a higher power and converse daily. Be it god or the universe. I give thanks though I’m not in the best situation. I know it can be better but I have also experienced worse. Since that Sunday of crying. No more anxiety no more fear or stress. My situation is the same only I have faith. Faith that things will work out. I spend a lot of time alone. Actually I’ve been alone since before Covid. I think that kicked things into motion. Isolation. Things for so dark at one point it felt like dying a little each day from the soul to the outside. I am so bad at explaining things. I’m content with myself. I love my own company. It’s hard to find like minded people in the real world. Sorry for the long rant. 💙

[diamondlight]

Yes it’s me, I feel like I can’t be bothered with anything and everyone. 😌

[McD-jr]

There are days when things are so magical, and you experience synchronicities.
There are days when you feel lonely since you don’t fit in anymore.
Sometimes, you can even pretend you fit because when you are filled with love, you fit, and people and animals want to be close to you.
And there are days when you feel so grateful because you have a life the universe orchestrated just for you. Nothing is an accident.
And the quiet peace that inhabits you can’t be disturbed by the noises of people around you.

[John_Conner]

My problem was that the awakening was so profound that it caused a permanent disconnect from all my family and friends. Even more painful was the realization that they (including family) were the source of many attempts at narcissistic manipulation and sabotage when I was just trying to love and help them. My dark night of the soul spanned over the course of many years. The only path forward is on my own and to start over completely from scratch. There are many times I'm like I don't think the juice is worth the squeeze. Even if I accomplish whatever it is I'm supposed to do and have the things I have always desired, the loss is too great and im tired of hearing about how grateful I should be. If a soldier hits a bomb and loses his arms, legs, and alll his senses but is still alive what kind of life is that. There is nothing more he can do other than take resources.

[bpassionfashion]

I feel disconnected from everyone, but that might be that I no longer long for the things I used to. I feel content with very little, and that makes me wrong for some reason. Yes, I would like to have more like- minded friendships and deeper connections, but don’t see the point on selling my soul for the mundane. For some people that sounds childish and fantasy like, but I swear I feel abundant and all I care about now is authenticity and realness .

[cedriccbass-jpky]

4, 5 years of dark night of the soul. sold up, moved out of the big smog, bought a farm and living off grid. The matrix has tried hard (and still is) to keep me in it but im breathing fresh air, drinking my own mountain spring water and (trying, its difficult) to grow my own food. For all you folks that are having or just had yours. hang in there and make the change whatever it may be. The power of manifest is frikkin powerful especially if it comes from a combination of your higher self and God. Good luck and much love XXX

[robertbruceryan]

I would never turn the clock back. The value of the inner peace and clarity of thinking and perspective simply can not be replaced. The lack of drive now is new though. I see this society as broken. Being a part of it is hard and demotivating though.

[BoiDoggo]

For those who are just recently experiencing spiritual awakening, most of you are lightworker and starseed.
Research more on this then you will know why u are chosen to be awaken. All of us that experienced spiritual awakening is not a coincidence. There's a deeper meaning on this, find your purpose why u are here on this earth at this very time. Connect with your spirit guide, they are the ones that will help u alot during your lonely introspecting time. Trust the process, trust that there’s a divine plan for u. Eventually everything will make sense soon. love and light to y’all. Peace.

[Kay-zvmk]

It's crazy how so many of these newer spiritual channels are resonating so much with what I've been going through lately. It seems like 2024 has been one of the most eye opening years I have experienced so far in my life. Everything seems so different, for both better and worse. Like I'm shedding my ego and my old life, but also stepping into the unknown and trusting the universe is taking me where I am meant to be. It's scary. Sometimes it can feel like I'm dying, but it's just the ego holding on. It's grip is getting looser though. Thanks for these videos.

[LeahIsHereNow]

I am done trying to make the people around me comfortable. If they are uncomfortable, they can be around somebody else because I’m not budging. People do the most peculiar things around me… They will walk straight towards me as if I’m going to deviate from my path because I would’ve done that before and now they know if they keep walking forward towards me, we’re gonna run into each other because I’m not moving. So they can keep testing me and playing games all they want. I won a loooong time ago.

[oneconsc]

It is because you see the deeper meaning of life and realize that all your desires and things you thought made you happy, satisfied or needed were really attachments and no longer required to be happy and content. You begin to change your vibration and frequency, so your friends, places you frequented, etc no longer resonate with your new energy. The motivation will come from loosing attachments to the reason or end result of why you do things, like your job and instead become more present in all activities. Motivation comes from inspiration being (in-spirit). Doing something because you feel you have to or need to will change but instead you will “do” something when you are guided and there won’t be any push or pull or guilt etc. when performing an activity or something work related. Always be in gratitude for all that is happening “for” you, breath and be as present as possible (keep your thoughts here and now, not in the past or the future). It’s all God, and so are you🙏🏼💜

[deanna.radiant]

I got tears in my eyes while watching this because this is exactly what I'm going through. I'm not lacking motivation but the way I saw the world has changed a lot so it feels lonely, not lonely with myself but it's difficult to find people who has been through similar experiences and relate to how I see thing now. It's difficult for me to go back to my old fearful, fight or flight mode. I lost my close friends and the lover however, It's peaceful to be in this path even though the world tend to see me as illogical or delusional. I hope with time things will get better. I just need to stay sane in this illusion and not fall for unhealthy ego. I'm still learning and it's been a great experience, but it's been lonely even though I'm not alone and there are loving people around me, who want me back to my old ways. I can't chop off the wings I got after being in that "awakening" cocoon!

Like another commenter here said, I'm also thankful for my Dog for loving me unconditionally, staying by my side when I was releasing a lot of past emotions and healing myself. 🌻💛

[love_reka_]

I literally feel EXHAUSTED. Like real deal TIRED from doing nothing, just physically through

[markdean]

I’ve been in the dark night of the soul for years, I had a spiritual awakening just over two yrs ago, this resonated, started out amazing, everything looked different, my mind slowed right down from inner chatter, I can close my eyes and not think, I was just about to go back to my seasonal job which was all about the money, I had money saved, I took a full year off, I lost motivation, I was not interested anymore, I supported myself, feeling amazing, drama free, I delved into lectures, like 8 hours a day worth, still listen to them. My family thought I was nuts with my explanation and me trying to articulate what happened. I pushed most my friends away by letting the contact just go. I’m alone a lot. I feel un motivated, been back to my seasonal job. I need to support myself, but want nothing to do with my 20 yr employment. I’m alone, however I don’t feel lonely. I wish I knew a circle of people who went thru the similarities, though.

[Star_Light_]

It reminds me of the quote “be as a child”. Before the awakening we were adults, burdened with life and responsibilities and when we awaken fully the burdens are lifted because we see the illusion and can be like a child who is unburdened and feels free! All of life and it’s complexities is a gift and is there for your spiritual growth. I’ve read all the comments, we are one.

[MaitlandAntwaun]

a wise man once said those that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow