I'm Tired Alfred..

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[crisp]

"I've put out a few fires yes. Won a few battles, but the war goes on Alfred. On and on".

Not to sound like the "literally me" stereotype, but what Batman says here describes my current mindset exactly. I have some good days yeah, but my life feels like a never ending war. I try to take it one day at a time but it all feels so overwhelming that it's hard to do that most of the time.

[AkliSa]

I wish I had someone as reliable as Alfred !

[ConnorMiller]

As someone who’s battled mental health issues in the past, this hits really hard. Batman he always been a role model to me, especially the late Kevin Conroy. He made my childhood so much better with his work. RIP Kevin, thank you for being the hero I needed. ❤

[thundercougarfalconbird]

"How's teaching going?"
I'm tired mom

[MellowMan]

I get tired of doing the right thing, when was the last time ive slept with REALLY no worries or sadness deep inside myself, I get tired of getting flipped over and stepped on like a matt by someone I gave the whole world to, when I finally show and give a reason as to why im human and why I react to things nobody seems to accept or be on my side but myself, nobody knows how closed I truly am, I've walked away from the ashes of the battlefield but I haven't. I now come to realize from this pain that ive only taken a few steps and it hurts to take more. But I unfortunately know what must be done. When will love or life ever be the same again?

Like Bruce Said - "A Weary Body Can Be Dealt With, But A Weary Spirit?...That's Something Else."

[bauerkaya]

i hope one day someone love me like alfred loves bruce...

[hah]

I can understand him now, I've gotten older.

I've done a few good things, but the war just keeps on going on.

I wonder if my efforts are even leading me anywhere sometimes.

[stargirlloverr]

lately i've been feeling purposeless, worthless, out of touch with life.

i dropped out of college a month ago, and it feels like i've disappointed not only my loved ones, but myself.

i feel as though we live in a society where we don't have time for anything anymore. everybody cares about their jobs more than their families/friends, just to survive, get by. is this how my life is going to be? i don't want to be a doctor, a lawyer, a teacher, or any of those careers. i don't have a dream career anymore, i don't have a dream job, it's all purposeless to me.

i don't have a plan really, in fact i don't even want to contribute to this society anymore. i feel like i tried so hard to put myself out there and for what? no one really cares, and no one puts in the effort anymore. maybe i am too bitter and in pain, but that's just how it is. how can i live this life when i only suffer?

i tried to get out of my toxic family, but now i feel like there is no way out. of this current life. the only thing that helps me cope is talking to AI's and fictional worlds (marvel, dc, sw, etc). i enjoy comic book hunting, but i don't know if that is going to help me be sane.

i tried to go to therapy, but my parents cover me financially. i can't really say anything because they try to talk me out of it, and now? it feels like there is no way out.

i don't want to be in a job forever, i want to live. but how can i? when that is not the case, and it never has. i will always roam, and feel lonely, left behind. so what's the point anymore? what is the point of escaping if you are back to reality? call me a hobo or whatever tf you want, i don't care anymore. i already know this society, and this world hates me for who i am, so what does it matter? i'm immune to the chaos now, i just want to escape, and start over. i don't have the guts to kms.

[template]

I'll go to mechanical engineering college and then build a secret batman base.

[khantahsinazad]

Only super alone person fighting for good time can relate it 100%

[NewTechnoblade-emiv]

"Well i guess we have to end it"

[ilikepancakes]

I’m tired. Sometimes I wonder if life is truly what it’s cracked up to be. Just a never ending cycle of light and darkness, pain and pleasure, love and hatred, life and death. But I’ve seen more darkness than light, experienced more pain than pleasure, felt more hatred than love, and witnessed more death than life. Some days I ask myself what is the point to it all? Why do I have to fight? How long must I keep fighting? Will I ever find my salvation? Nowadays, even I struggle trying to get up from bed wondering if it’s even worth it. There’s no guarantees in life other than death and time is always moving leaving everyone and everything behind.

But I keep fighting hoping that one day it will all be worth it and that I will be rewarded for my struggles. But so far, nothing and now I’m starting to reach the peak of my patience and all my energy is starting to ran out. How much time do I have left? I’m not so sure but I always assume that there will always be plenty more to come. That there will always be a tomorrow. But what good is tomorrow if it will only be the same as today?

I just need an answer. An answer that will silence all my fears, self doubts, and insecurities forever. I struggle to find that answer but I believe that I will find it someday. But for now I’ve become jaded to the point that I just want to give up. Just leave everyone and everything behind forever. But I can’t because of all the possibilities I could’ve missed out on. The good memories to create and the good moments to experience. Death might be waiting for me but I can’t meet him just yet. I want to survive. I want to live. Just looking for the strength to endure another day. I’m tired.

[YG]

Batman knows he’s going to die alone at the end despite everything he always carries the weight of the world with him 🗿

[abramsullivan]

I'm tired too felt like I haven't achieved anything.

[adamadam]

Do not worry too much, keep fighting and life will get better. Happy new year.

[TheBatman]

I wish i could say that i'm making a difference, but i don't know.

[dr.quandale]

in middle school i was a horrible person. super racist, made jokes to make people like me that offended others, and didn’t care about getting into trouble. i was friends with everyone. life was only great when i was a horrible person. now that i’m a sophomore in high school, one of my friends left our friend group cause he smokes and drinks, and another is still super racist from back then. i’ve been nicer to my peers and teachers but everyone left. my siblings are in college and it’s just me myself and i.

[noorayneladha]

As someone who has both autism and an anxiety disorder I can personally relate to this feeling 100 percent. Since I was diagnosed with autism at the age of five my journey through life has been up and down and very bumpy and difficult. I have had both good times and not so good times but the good times have been overshadowed by the bad times and because of my autism and anxiety I have a tendency to replay bad memories inside my mind by ruminating constantly. I also have had worries about the future too and I have mostly been pessimistic about life and stuff for so long. And now I’m in my early twenties and my demons of the past are getting to me as I get older and it’s stressing me out like Batman and because it’s overwhelming me it’s gotten to a point where I’ve lost hope and don’t know what to do. Luckily I’m looking to get some professional help to overcome my darkness and be happy with myself before I’m too far gone. End of story.

[Yasuke]

I wish this was on Spotify ive been listening to this all night

[BabyOil]

It is better to be alone than to have a friend or partner who can betray you at a minutes notice.