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Carl and lori grimes- I wouldn't leave you
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So mum it's your birthday today I miss you, you'd be 55 today if you were alive still it's been 9 years and 1 month since you died, it still hurts
I'm gonna be brutally honest here this isn't really for the people who read this but it's to you mum OK?
I miss you like crazy but I don't even really remember you hell I barely knew you I was 12 when you died I don't know much about you at all mum just bits and pieces I remember and bits and pieces I've found out but none of it tells me enough, probably never will I'm the last one left mum from your side grans dead, your brother died when you were 6, your dad when you were 16 I've got cousins on your side but that's it and I talk to none of them I have no one to talk to about you that knew you dad's a fucking prick mum he didn't even message me on the anniversary of your death he's completely replaced us with his new perfect family, he messages or calls sometimes but barely ever he doesn't even know me anymore and I don't know if I believe that you can see me or whatever but if you can you know what he became like to him after you died I was just useless, pathetic, worthless and people always try to say something along the lines of he was just struggling but so was I you were my mum I was a fucking child I didn't deserve that I don't deserve to still believe every fucking thing he's told me and I hope you hate him mum and I don't care if that makes me a bad person or whatever I just hope you'd choose my side, I was hurting, I still am but he only saw his pain and anger and I hate him mum but I love him he's my last proper link to you even if he never talks about you he's the only person in my life that knew you, nobody else in my life even got to meet you I wish I had more time with you, I wish he was a better dad, I wish I could stop believing him.
I love you mum so much and I'm sorry for everything I hope your happy and at peace or whatever but I wish you were here rn like just for five minutes even but yeah love you mum
So mum it's your birthday today I miss you, you'd be 55 today if you were alive still it's been 9 years and 1 month since you died, it still hurts
I'm gonna be brutally honest here this isn't really for the people who read this but it's to you mum OK?
I miss you like crazy but I don't even really remember you hell I barely knew you I was 12 when you died I don't know much about you at all mum just bits and pieces I remember and bits and pieces I've found out but none of it tells me enough, probably never will I'm the last one left mum from your side grans dead, your brother died when you were 6, your dad when you were 16 I've got cousins on your side but that's it and I talk to none of them I have no one to talk to about you that knew you dad's a fucking prick mum he didn't even message me on the anniversary of your death he's completely replaced us with his new perfect family, he messages or calls sometimes but barely ever he doesn't even know me anymore and I don't know if I believe that you can see me or whatever but if you can you know what he became like to him after you died I was just useless, pathetic, worthless and people always try to say something along the lines of he was just struggling but so was I you were my mum I was a fucking child I didn't deserve that I don't deserve to still believe every fucking thing he's told me and I hope you hate him mum and I don't care if that makes me a bad person or whatever I just hope you'd choose my side, I was hurting, I still am but he only saw his pain and anger and I hate him mum but I love him he's my last proper link to you even if he never talks about you he's the only person in my life that knew you, nobody else in my life even got to meet you I wish I had more time with you, I wish he was a better dad, I wish I could stop believing him.
I love you mum so much and I'm sorry for everything I hope your happy and at peace or whatever but I wish you were here rn like just for five minutes even but yeah love you mum
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