#sad #sh #shorts #vent

[ava_]

⚠️lil sh tw


i used to have a major sh issue. i would do it the second something got slightly bad or because my brain told me i deserved it. the only person i’ve ever told is my cousin and the first thing she said was, “how could you do this to yourself? this hurts me too, you know?” and it felt like my heart had been ripped out, torn to shreds, and put back in my chest. i know she didn’t mean it like that, but it hurt so bad when she said that. now im over 200 days clean and i never ever want to go back to that part of my life. if i can recover, you can too ❤️❤️

[vicramberry]

the urges are getting stronger, its getting harder and harder everyday

edit: guys tysm for the support, im genuinely so grateful for you guys supporting me. and for the people who relate to this comment:
you arent alone. whatever your going through, it’ll end soon. but do not try to fast forward it by taking your life, if you give into those thoughts, your loved ones will be just as heartbroken as you were when you were alive. the sadness with pass onto them, and it’ll just be a cycle. you. will. get. better. if its possible? you can do it. remember to drink water, and even by just getting up thats an accomplishment. your very important, and theres always gonna be at least SOMEONE. who loves you.<3

[Cantbeerased]

"it hurt me when you self harm"
me: IT HURT ME MORE BRU IM THE ONE DOIN THE CUTTING

[RelatableZodiacs]

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when your crying i love you when you feel tired i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.

[BucktAndMp]

Same here...
If someone is going through this please don't say "you have no idea how much this hurts me" it just makes the hurt more

[PIXELLLZZZ]

I genuinely just wished I had a friend who actually somewhat gave a fuck.

[o.Crust.o]

All I want is for them to help, not for them to play the victim.

[blodytrz]

“It hurt knowing abt your sh”
I WAS THE ONE WHO WENT TO THAT DRASTIC OF A MEASURE JUST BECAUSE I WANTED TO FEEL SOMETHING, THAT HURT

[summer.vibezz]

its not the cutting that hurts. it’s the feelings we have after and our emotions after we SH.

[可]

I know it's hard, but please stay strong, you're not alone. You are loved and you can overcome this.

[Quartzite]

It does hurt, BUT the person who's doing it's pain is so much more important. It may sound harsh but it's the truth. Telling them how they are causing you pain will not make anything better and will just make them feel worse.

[relladuke]

200 reasons why you should live
1. your family



2. your friends



3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something



4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment



5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes



6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes



7. the feeling you get when youre room is tidy



8. the feeling you get when youre laughing hesterically.



9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend



10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile



11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve.



12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit.



13. you’ve never been to disney world.



14. you’ve never been skinny dipping.



15. you’ve never swam in a lake.



16. you’ve never met your idol.



17. you haven’t gotten married.



18. you’ve never decorated your own house.



19. you’ve never saved someone’s life.



20. you haven’t learnt to drive.



21. there is music you haven’t listen too.



22. you have so many more people to meet.



23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong.



24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right.



25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories.



26. you would have been the best mom or dad.



27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life.



28. your friends would suffer.



29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room.



30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt.



31. someone loves you.



32. you are not alone.



33. i’m here for you.



34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross.



35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet.



36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.



37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents.



38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older.



39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever.



40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried.



41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.



42. finding your person.



43. really soft pillows.



44. eating pizza with your kids and partner.



45. you’ve never danced in the rain.



46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain.



47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried.



48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again.



49. your friends would blame themselves.



50. your mom's smile.



51. your best friend's laugh.



52. your sister would lose her best friend.



53. your cousins that look up to you.



54. hot chocolate on cold days.



55. ice water on hot days.



56. getting a tan.



57. hearing ‘i love you’.



58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day.



59. your birthday.



60. you’ve never been to a nightclub.



61. long hot showers.



62. long steamy baths.



63. freshly shaved legs.



64. perfectly smooth hair.



65. watching people trip over small objects.



66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life.



67. you would regret dying.



68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone.



69. you wake up everyday for a reason.



70. stars.



71. you will always be enough.



72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over.



73. reading powerful quotes.



74. genuine smiles.



75. the crunch of autumn leaves.



76. christmas.



77. christmas eve.



78. decorating the tree.



79. long meaningful hugs.



80. sunsets.



81. ice cream.



82. you never got that puppy.



83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go.



84. rainbows.



85. travelling to new places.



86. funny stories.



87. funny jokes.



88. inside jokes.



89. coffee.



90. your talents would go to waste.



91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy.



92. all nighters with friends.



93. cuddling.



94. reconnecting with old friends and family.



95. smiling.



96. capturing perfect moments on camera.



97. swimming on a hot day.



98. feeling cozy in blankets.



99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with.



100! becoming successful.



101. cute babies.



102. cute old people.



103. love stories that make you jealous.



104. telling crazy stories.



105. watching lightning.



106. watching rain.



107. star gazing.



108. recovery.



109. melted chocolate.



110. freshly baked cookies.



111. late night adventures.



112. overcoming fears.



113. sunday mornings.



114. friday mornings.



115. you’ll be dead, forever.



116. you will make a difference to people.



117. picnics with friends.



118. waking up late.



119. waking up late and ending up being on time.



120. to prove them wrong.



121. to prove them you can.



122. to prove you're strong.



123. to love and be loved.



124. the ocean.



125. pets.



126. very loud music.



127. days out.



128. finishing a book.



129. conversations that just flow.



130. learning new things.



131. you are important.



132. you are wanted.



133. mistakes.



134. snow.



135. sun.



136. flowers.



137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross.



138. new bed sheets.



139. new home decor.



140. roller coasters.



141. theme parks.



142. smiling at strangers.



143. random acts of kindness.



144. the sound of water.



145. visiting a place from your childhood.



146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own.



147. to feel proud.



148. reassurance.



149. cute nicknames.



150. long stares that make you feel loved.



151. meaningful gifts.



152. blowing out candles.



153. meeting online friends in real life.



154. success.



155. to work the job you always wanted.



156. the live the life you dreamt of.



157. babies smiling.



158. sleep.



159. tea.



160. breaking rules.



161. dreams.



162. the last day of school/work.



163. taking pictures.



164. brownies.



165. bubbles.



166. water slides.



167. holidays.



168. to fall asleep on someone.



169. to feel protected.



170. to grow taller.



171. to grow stronger.



172. to grow old.



173. to make memories you’ll cherish.



174. to laugh at old pictures.



175. to be loved by a pet.



176. the first signs of summer.



177. the first signs of autumn.



178. the first signs of winter.



179. the first signs of spring.



180. to binge watch a series.



181. to live independently.



182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself.



183. to not have broken any promises.



184. to fulfill your promises.



185. to breathe.



186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age.



187. so say you’re alive.



188. to know you’re stronger than you think.



189. falling in love.



190. you’ve never snuck out.



191. you’ve never not smashed your phone.



192. you’ve never stayed out all night.



193. you are a kind soul.



194. you have a warm heart.



195. you care for others.



196. the smell of pancakes.



197. when you walk over frosty grass.



198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt



199. i love you.



200! to say you made it.

[Idkwhatoput]

⚠️tw self harm⚠️


My friend accidentally walked past a door and cut her arm once we got a plaster on it we sat down and she pointed to it saying she self harmed jokingly - earlier that day I told her that I had a problem with sh and it shattered my heart knowing she would joke about something that I and so many people are going through



Stay strong and you will get through this xx (feel free to vent here x) ❤️

[yourfavswiftiee]

dear people who do self-harm or are suicidal, god loves you, and everyone does too. I understand the urge is hard and sometimes you feel as if you have to but you really don’t . commiting suicide takes away your pain but passes it onto someone else which may make them depressed and be suicidal if you are . it’s a never ending cycle . people doing self-harm know that i know and everyone knows you can face this. your not on your own. i love you for who you are and so does everyone you are loved . please stop doing this to yourself . it causes pain to so many people . I know you can face this . ❤❤❤ i love you ❤

[TSwiftie]

You have a captivating smile.
Your positive energy lights up the room.
Your style is impeccable.
You have a great sense of humor.
Your kindness shines through.
Your confidence is inspiring.
You have a radiant personality.
Your intelligence is evident.
You have a genuine warmth about you.
Your presence is uplifting.
You have a beautiful soul.
Your passion is contagious.
You have a knack for making people feel at ease.
Your generosity knows no bounds.
Your perseverance is admirable.
You have a magnetic charm.
Your creativity is impressive.
You possess inner strength.
You have a soothing presence.
Your enthusiasm is infectious.
You have a heart of gold.
Your empathy is a gift.
You have a natural grace.
Your resilience is remarkable.
You have a gentle spirit.
Your optimism is refreshing.
You have a remarkable ability to listen.
Your humility is inspiring.
You have a unique perspective.
Your wisdom is evident.
You have an infectious laugh.
Your authenticity is refreshing.
You have a calming presence.
Your compassion knows no bounds.
You have a remarkable way with words.
Your generosity of spirit is uplifting.
You have a wonderful sense of adventure.
Your sincerity is heartwarming.
You have a beautiful way of seeing the world.
Your determination is admirable.
You have a contagious zest for life.
Your integrity shines through.
You have a wonderful sense of humor.
Your resilience is inspiring.
You have a talent for making others feel valued.
Your positivity is infectious.
You have a kind and compassionate heart.
Your intelligence is captivating.
You have an innate ability to inspire others.
Your dedication is admirable.
You have an incredible work ethic.
Your strength of character is admirable.
You have a gift for making others feel heard.
Your authenticity is inspiring.
You have a natural charisma.
Your thoughtfulness is appreciated.
You have a unique and special presence.
Your perseverance is commendable.
You have a way of making others feel understood.
Your generosity is truly appreciated.
You have a remarkable capacity for empathy.
Your kindness makes a difference.
You have a genuine spirit.
Your positive attitude is contagious.
You have a special way of brightening someone's day.
Your thoughtfulness does not go unnoticed.
You have a remarkable ability to adapt.
Your humility is admirable.
You have a beautiful heart.
Your resilience in the face of challenges is inspiring.
You have a talent for bringing people together.
Your optimism is uplifting.
You have a wonderful sense of humor.
Your creativity is inspiring.
You have a remarkable ability to overcome obstacles.
Your kindness is a blessing to others.
You have a contagious enthusiasm for life.
Your generosity knows no bounds.
You have a special way of making others feel welcome.
Your courage in the face of adversity is admirable.
You have a genuine interest in others.
Your compassion for others is evident.
You have a wonderful sense of humor.
Your kindness makes the world a better place.
You have a remarkable capacity for love.
Your positivity is uplifting.
You have a special gift for making others feel valued.
Your kindness and compassion are unmatched.
You have a beautiful soul.
Your presence brings joy to those around you.
You have a remarkable ability to see the good in others.
Your resilience in difficult times is inspiring.
You have a genuine desire to make a difference.
Your kindness is a light in the darkness.
You have a unique and special way of connecting with others.
Your generosity of spirit is truly remarkable.
You have a contagious passion for life.
Your strength of character is admirable.
You have a heart of gold.
Your presence in the world is a gift to us all.

[Simply.libz]

Just incase you need it 🐝 ♥
101 reasons to live:
1.) Chicken nuggets
2.) calm fall mornings
3.) that warm cozy feeling while watching a movie in bed
4.) The relief of feeling a warm meal hit your stomach after a long day
5.) the warm sun on your skin
6.) making people smile
7.) putting on fuzzy socks and snuggling into a blanket
8.) laughing so hard till you can’t breathe
9.) sleeping so good you wake up with blanket imprints on your arms
10.) Hugs
11.) Dancing to music when making food
12.) birds singing in the early morning
13.) unusual sights (people with mismatched clothes or parrots in grocery stores)
14.) candy on Halloween
15.) Christmas tree decorating
16.) Thanksgiving dinner
17.) the excitement to go clothes shopping
18.) the happy tears you cry when accomplishing something you’ve been trying to do for a long time
19.) The chaotic rush of Black Friday sales
20.) Lava lamps
21.) Disney land
22.) the warmth of freshly baked cookies
23.) the triumph of finally taking that step
24.) bacon
25.) making new friends
26.) healing
27.) sunrises
28.) sunsets
29.) bubble baths
30.) the smell of Him/Her
31.) knowing your worth
32.) making something new
33.) swimming on a hot day
34.) eating tons of ice cream in winter
35.) the cleanliness of freshly brushed teeth
36.) seeing new movies in theatre
37.) hot popcorn with tons of butter
38.) butterflies 🦋
39.) Seeing your favorite artist in concert
40.) Happy mid day car rides
41.) blasting music home alone
42.) fresh air coming through your house windows
43.) balloon animals
44.)white Christmas’s
45.) candy canes
46.) bubble wrap pops
47.) cracking your back after a long nap48.) stepping out of your comfort zone
48.) loving yourself
49.) memes
50.) banana pancakes
51.) getting better
52.) being different
53.) making fun of bald men
54.) making immature jokes
55.) costume parties
56.) your favorite snacks
57.) buying something you’ve always wanted
58.) the feeling after a warm shower
59.) your favorite meal
60.) new foods
61.) new places
62.) board games
63.) The feelings of wearing an outfit you love
64.) The freshly lit scent of candles
65.) pets
66.) walk through Gardens
67.) admiring yourself after you cry
68.) stormy nights
69.) rainbows
70.) festivals
71.) craft fairs
72.) Falling in love
73.) your fav movie
74.) new shoes
75.) finding a new song you love
76.) listening to a playlist an artist just released
77.) Hot chocolate on a cold day
78.) spending time w your fav person
79.) cuddling with animals
80.) The way the sun makes your eyes glow
81.) the spark you get when talking abt your fav thing
82.) hot air balloons
83.) overcoming a fear
84.) Trying a new food and loving it
85.) laughing with friends
86.) the excitement to tell someone a new joke you learned
87.) receiving compliments
88.) the content feeling of a hardly worked day
89.) pizza
90.) telling someone no and standing by it
91.)seeing new flowers bloom
92.) watching nostalgic shows
93.) smiling when you realize it’s over
94.) crying at weddings
95.) watching old people hold hands
96.) new years kisses
97.) funny coincidences
98.) feeling attractive without makeup/that day
99.) realizations of the better decisions you made
100.) waking up another day without heartache
101.) The feeling when everything starts falling into place

[Lca-Psycho]

I do self harm but I make sure not to leave scars, I don't want others knowing my pain, I just want to be the happy

Sorry for venting on yall- this reply section is a safe place to ask for advice if you need it, I just want you all to know your not alone

[Delusionalhoes]

Hey! My friend does this and has tried to commit on multiple occasions. Your right it probably hurts you WAY more but I constantly live in fear that someone’s gonna tell me he died. It does effect us bc we care. We don’t want you to be in pain.

Edit; this is now funny to me because that person ditched me to date the girl who literally tormented me and ruined my whole middle school life and to be honest, I don’t care if he dies anymore he’s not my problem or my friend.

[Taffy-H.]

As a person whos struggled with sh and has to watch someone else struggle with it, IT DOES HURT, i get it makes you mad but like, it foes hurt, it breaks me to see someone i love so much going through sh.

[Xander_Iris]

Just in case! You need it! <3

1. to make your parents proud

2. to conquer your fears

3. to see your family again

4. to see your favorite artist live

5. to listen to music again

6. to experience a new culture

7. to make new friends

8. to inspire

9. to have your own children

10. to adopt your own pet

11. to make yourself proud

12. to meet your idols

13. to laugh until you cry

14. to feel tears of happiness

15. to eat your favorite food

16. to see your siblings grow

17. to pass school

18. to get a tattoo

19. to smile until your cheeks hurt

20. to meet your internet friends

21. to find someone who loves you as you deserve

22. to eat ice cream on a hot day

23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day

24. to see untouched snow in the morning

25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire

26. to see stars light up the sky

27. to read a book that changes your life

28. to see the flowers in the spring

29. to see the leaves change from green to brown

30. to travel abroad

31. to learn a new language

32. to learn to draw

33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them

34. Puppy kisses.

35. Baby kisses (the open-mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek)

36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.

37. Trampolines.

38. Ice cream.

39. Stargazing.

40. Cloud watching.

41. Taking a shower and then sleeping on clean sheets.

42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.

43. “I saw this and thought of you."

44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."

45. The relief you feel after crying.

46. Sunshine.

47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.

48. Your future wedding.

49. Your favorite candy bar.

50. New clothes.

51. Witty puns.

52. Really good bread.

53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.

54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)

55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.

56. The smell before and after it rains.

57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.

58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.

59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.

60. Trying out new recipes.

61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.

62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.

63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.

64. Breakfast in bed.

65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theatre.

66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).

67. a feeling of being loved

68. Forgiveness.

69. Water balloon fights.

70. New books by your favorite authors.

71. Fireflies.

72. Birthdays.

73. Realising that someone loves you.

74. Spending the day with someone you love.

75. Spending the whole day in bed.

76. Eating a whole pint of your favorite ice cream.

77. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky.

78. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.)

79. Bonfires and smokes.

80. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them.

81. Coming home to someone you love.

82. The color of autumn leaves when they change. Summer.

83. Sing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends.

84. Cuddling.

85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.

86. Someone’s skin against yours.

87. Holding hands.

88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.

89. Singing off key with your best friends.

90. Road trips.

91. Spontaneous adventures.

92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.

93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.

94. Thunderstorms.

95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.

96. The taste of your favorite food.

97. The child-like feeling you get on New-Year Morning.

98. The day when everything finally goes your way.

99. Compliments and praise.

100. to look at this moment in 10 years' time and realize you did it.

Stay strong superstar!