Max James 'Myself, it is where I will begin' [NPR Tiny Desk Contest 2019]

i've been searching for so long
i've been searching where I went wrong
i've been searching, i've been searching
i've been searching through that lonely night
i've been searching where I went right
i've been searching, i've been searching
chorus:
so I look far out from me, and I look deep within
and now I see myself it is where I will begin
with my searching, with my searching
I've been wondering why these answers make me sad
I've been wondering why these things I find are bad
It's what i'm wondering, it's what i'm wondering
Been wondering if I would if I could
Been wondering if I'm doing enough good
it's what i'm wondering, it's what i'm wondering
chorus:
so, I look far out from me, and I look deep within
and now I see myself is where I will begin
with my wondering, with my wondering
I've been learning there is love in everyone
Learning this now I see my life has just begun
It's what i'm learning, it's what i'm learning
Learning everyone is my friend
Learning to find no foes in the
it's what i'm learning, it's what i'm learning
chorus:
so, I look far out from me, and I look deep within
and now I see myself is where I will begin
with my learning, with my learning
Knowing my love is what I need to show
Knowing I love my life when it moves so slow
it's what i'm knowing, it's what i'm knowing
Knowing no use pining about my past
Knowing my life will pass me by too fast
it's what I'm knowing, it's what i'm knowing
chorus:
so I look far out from me, and I look deep within
and ow I see myself it is where I will begin
with my knowing, with my knowing
dreaming of a place where everyone can grow
dreaming of a place where we lift up those that are feeling low
it's what I'm dreaming, it's what i'm dreaming
dreaming of thanks each day til I die
dreaming of being better makes me high
it's what i'm dreaming, it's what i'm dreaming
chorus:
I look far out from me, and I look deep within
Now I see myself is where I will begin
with my dreaming, with my dreaming