I was wrong.

[Siacourage]

"If it's lonely at the top, are you really at the top?" That hit hard. Happy belated birthday Ruri. 🎂

[jayacus]

What an incredible video, and lesson. I loved your quote, "If your lonely at the top, are you even at the top?" Wow, just brilliant. Thank you for this video and wishing you well.

[Mandalorich]

When i was 23-24 years old (now i'm 33), i was in a private security company. Started military training at 19 y.o, for ideals and the want to change the world, i've lost my self during the path. I was alone, i wanted to be alone, being greedy and thinking only on carreer and money. Than i had an incident in patrol, were i am almost died. I wake up in hospital, many days after, and suddenly my way to see life is changed. I faced ptsd, then depression, i had to face the fact to be alone in the moment that i was really in need of someone with me, and i realized that carrer and money are not the only important matters on this planet. What is said in "into the wild" is really true: "happiness is real only when shared" and also find happiness in the little things of life, such as have a good day with friends/partner. So keep up the good work and i hope you will find someone to share your goals togheter! Happy birthday! Buon compleanno! From Italy.

[Naturnal]

This is the 3rd video I've watched of yours. Your channel approach is what the YouTube hemisphere needs more of. Great work! Happy Birthday to you

[Christian-vebs]

I love your honesty. More than anything it’s important to be honest with yourself. Honestly I feel the same way about myself 😞

[NiMi-_-]

Happy birthday Ruri! I needed to hear this have a blessed journey on accomplish your goals and enjoy the rest of your day 🙌🏾🙏🏾🎉🎂

[hanc]

I am grateful to you for your shares and what you have contributed to us. Happy birthday Ruri.

[landmaze]

It was my birthday too, 4 April.
And I was like you, ADHD, desperate, broke, without family in a foreign country.
I am half turkish and half ukranian. It's hard to be in country where everyone is saying that you don't belong to them and you should leave.
It's almost a year I am here, and yet third time in row I am alone on my birthday.

I discovered your channel not long time ago, and only because you have success and passion about productivity, I didn't KMS and still fighting this unfair world of opportunity.

I want to thank you for being open about your situation, and showing that you can change your life anytime.
It's helping to go through.

[crcurran]

Happy Birthday!!

It's going to be OK. It's not your fault the situation your parents are in. You are the counter force that will give them a higher standard of living than they would if you didn't intervene.

[fond]

This is so true, I absolutely love your honesty and your lovely character. Absolutely a masterpiece, your video.

[ramenra]

I agree! Monk Mode is only useful for a few months when you work on a significant business project. I prioritize going out with friends more and finish up all my work by the first half of the day

[Artillory]

I never commented on YouTube much, but I hear you. And I have to say you are doing the right thing always striving to improve. I often link my students to your channel because of your story and your ability to communicate the struggles you have endured. I think we all see ourselves in you and are struck by the hope you are still inspiring to this day, this very special day for you. So thank you for continuing to share your insights with us all, you give this older person hope to change and connect with the world. Oh...and Happy Birthday!

[CJ-nmsw]

I'm 38 and I've been isolated for many years now. I live as a nomad in different countries because I don't have many friends or family left. It's a depressing life. You really need to foster healthy relationships. For me, it was mostly just unfortunate circumstances.

Happy Birthday!

[mfouly]

i have ADHD Too - i'm addicted to learning too - i know only 3 language & i loved ur videos i have seen many of them and i leant a lot - feel ur strong relation and love to ur family - i feel them in ur words - love ur honesty - love ur hard work and skills improvement everyday as u say - feel the loneliness as i do got stuck in it too so i feel the pain & i wish u all the best in ur whole year coz its 5 month now after ur birthday :) - wish u achieve all ur dreams, got healthy relationships get rid of toxic people, wish u enable ur self to enjoy little things that may bring happiness everyday but we choose to neglect them intentionally or unintentionally u r a great person u do provide really good idea that inspire whoever want to listen and have the intention to apply - i signed my self in the waiting list of this loneliness community and looking forward to join when time comes a big thank u from Egypt - u will be welcomed any time u decide to visit Egypt

[talkingleds]

I wish I had 10% of your courage. You deserve joy. I struggle with my self esteem everyday, but people like you inspire me a lot to change at least a bit.

[ivanuwka]

Happy birthday! You are a very inspiring girl, thanks for your YouTube channel!❤

[labedition]

Happy Birthday Ruri, may God Bless you more and more!!

[everpartyy]

Your most honest heartfelt video yet. I loved this but please stay with us and work on your mental health. We all love you and can’t afford to lose you xxxx

[volkizengin]

Good and bad things always happen in this life. In my life, good things rarely happen. You helped me a lot. Good luck and happy birthday Ruri! ❤🥳

[mrs.carolenamamea]

You're 23. I remember when I dropped out of college ASU at 23 and went back home. I didn't realize how exhausted I was because I would sleep for days... After 6 months of being back home. I was ready to leave and go back to the U.S. and strive to achieve my goals... most of it I wasn't even sure about... I don't think I really enjoyed life until I was 28 years old... So focused in my goals that I didn't really enjoy life. I enjoy life more and not feel bogged down in my late 20's to early 30's before getting married... but you know the trials and obstacles change as you age... Best o luck. You are young and still have a lot of time to enjoy life. You are doing so much better and way ahead than you may think. Best of luck and thank you for sharing your story. Love ya Ruri!!!