someday i'll get there - Alek Olson ( SLOWED + REVERB )

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[abhidxs]

This songs sings to me for some reason. Im gay, and Im also a devout Christian. I know my reality as per the Bible, and what could happen if I act upon my urges. My prayers, fasts and my loyalty to the Almighty won't ever come close to saving me even once if i give into this thing of mine. Knowing that even if I get married to a woman and even have children, the fact that I would never love her back the way she might love me and for me she would always just be an "other", while for her I might become her whole world is a heartbreaking realisation. I'd keep struggling, I'd fight till my last breath, just so that I could see those pearly gates, and question the Lord as to why he made me this way, to feel nothing but pain throughout the time I came to know about myself. One day, someday I'll get there...

[INFERNALREQUIEMMUSIC]

WE AINT MAKING IT TO 20 WITH THIS ONE‼️‼️

[imliljes]

Sometimes when I listen to something like this, I'm stuck wondering if my music makes people feel in similar ways as this does to me. Well, I have hope 💙

[PamelaKennedy-jhbq]

I am the kindest, most selfless, giving, and loving person in my family. No one speaks to me…not my children, various family members because they find me “ too draining”

[giftybrown]

Hey champ, I just wanted to say I'm glad you're still around. And I'm proud of you. From one stranger or friend or whatever to another, hang in there. And keep your chin up! And I know you got this! I believe in you, even if you don't. Go get em!

[terminatorvr]

Tears going down my head right now after I read the comments 😢😢

[westgurribi]

It was my mistake, and I'll miss her forever

[Arkadia]

It's been 3 years since I lost my mother to suicide and the pain doesn't go away

[CrownzBeemz]

When you lose the girl you never even dated

[definitelynot]

I finally realize that she never loved me.

[Allie_]

*it was all my fault. She is the reason she died*
*I cannot take this anymore*
*This is awful*
*I hate my life without her*
*I WISH I HAD HER IN MY ARMS..*

[Solid_Snak]

so, the problem is: she loves me but i love someone else. she knows i'm straight (im a female too), she knows i love someone else but she keeps loving me and telling me she wants to be with me, she keeps calling me names and i seriously don't know anymore...i'm planning on getting with my male best friend, i'm scared i'll hurt her, tho. i'm so cooked.

[AIP_edits]

Honestly wanna disappear with this song fr

[NATHAN-ry]

I am sorry for being a jerl for bei g a self absorbed jerk i am selfish 😭😭😭i needa change 😭