I'm Ruining my Entire Life

Today I talk to you about how I've felt in my deepest emotional hole to date and how I try to get out of it again.

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0:00 The Hijacking
1:20 I've become a Father!
2:58 My Life goes downhill
7:01 Disgusting Corporate Ways
11:15 Affecting the channel
15:00 A hellish Spiral
16:57 Mental Breakdown
26:13 If this channel means anything to you, then you should keep watching

[PapaFlammy]

*_Hey everyone :) Not an easy video for me to make, but I hope you appreciate the honesty of a "stranger" online! If I ever made your day or maybe helped you out with my videos, then feel free to support the channel in some kind of way! :) Please stay safe and (mentally) healthy, there are people out there that need you!_*

[cardinalityofaset]

I think we should let our children choose their ocupation. IMO it really doesn't metter whether she becomes topologist, algebraist, statistician, geometer, or logician.

[zachstar]

Youtube did something helpful in a timely manner? They must've been hacked.

[lewisnicholson]

Take care of yourself man, a whole community has loved your videos for years and it takes a lot of courage to be vulnerable to those people, I wish you the best of luck 🫡👍

[iurialmeida]

omg when he talks about his daughter, his voice even cracks 😭😭 cute as hell

[jackieb]

Flammy, you didn’t lose control of your finances, the company you worked with to build your house bamboozled you into thinking the price was way less than it actually was.

[TitanOfClash]

During the pandemic I suffered greatly. I was depressed for nearly two years, and I took my third year of university of twice, failing both times. I'm now on my third attempt, but this time I'm much healthier, and happier, and I know I'll succeed.

Why I got better, and why I even became ill in the first place, I don't really know for sure, but it happened, and it's over. And the same will be true for you.

Many thanks for the years of laughs and education you've given to us all. Papa bless.

[christopher]

Flammy, I hope you are alright.

I have recently been feelin' a bit not-so-well because life definitely can be chaotic and messy, but life always can get better, and I hope all of those in subpar situations know this.

Hope everyone is doing well, stay healthy.

Also, as an edit, it is definitely good to talk about stuff like this. I hope you are alright.

[mr.inhuman]

This is so strong... bro literally slapped himself and said "fuck it. I won't take this no more."

Truly inspiring. Not even kidding.

[neilgerace]

Congratulations on becoming a father! It is an exciting job!

[Loujemouse]

Just finished watching the video, it takes a lot of courage to make a video like this.

Stay strong and take care of yourself, I've been watching your videos since 2020 and without you I would have forgotten how to do maths!! Glad to hear almost everything is paid off regarding the house, I'll support you by buying some stem merch

[neilgerace]

20:33 (referring to your caption in the corner)

People who are burning out often believe there is nobody who understands what they are going through, not even their spouse. Best wishes to you, all three..

[vasilisasergienko]

I’m doing A Level Further Math and I have one teacher who is amazing, and I love bringing questions from your videos to the class. When I found your T-shirts with Euler’s formula I knew this is going to be present from our class for him. Thanks for you work🙃

[WaqarAr]

We love you flammy. Sorry for hearing that you had to go through difficult times. I wish you more strength and all the mess fixed up as soon as possible.

[ehhh]

So sorry to hear all this, take care Flammy. I'm sure good things are coming your way. Take care <3

[kono]

I cannot state how much I enjoy your videos, you are a great educator but also add some comedy to your videos, which is very needed. Thank you and please take care.

[ChrisSutherlandPhys]

Thank you for what you do Flammy, I am happy to hear Brilliant took a human approach to the situation as well, it's the least you deserve.

[olliecole]

Huge respect for speaking publicly about this, I can imagine it wasn't easy. We love you flammy ❤️

[Archimedes_]

Leaving a comment for the algorithm. Your vids were an inspiration to study maths at uni, and now I'm about to graduate with my masters. I'm so happy to see you back on my feed and I hope things turn out for the best for you :))

[D.Axtmann]

We'll always stand behind you, Papa Flammy! ❤️