DEAD「 CRT Avenue 」MV

DEAD「 CRT Avenue 」

"Am I still alive?"

Arrangement/Vocals: azriel
Mixing/Mastering: mididuck

■ Lyrics
I can’t lie
I know I’ll never grow out of this
These dreams are crawling up out of the pit
Devil on my shoulder
Angel dead on my wrist
Dry heave out my stomach
We all just try to exist

One good reason not to give it up
Another reason’s not too difficult
Why so hesitant to make it up?
When all your problems are just fictional

Breathless cries
Hopeless eyes
Am I still alive?
Am I still...

I don’t deserve it
It’s a twisted obsession
A clever misdirection
I learned my fuckin' lesson cause
I’m going in circles
With nowhere to run
I’m lost in a cycle
I’m stuck in the mud

One good reason not to give it up
Another reason’s not too difficult
Why so hesitant to make it up?
When all your problems are just fictional

One good reason not to give it up
Another reason’s not too difficult
Why so hesitant to make it up?
When all your problems are just fictional

A recluse can’t let loose
You know yourself all too well
6 am still up and
I don’t know when this’ll end
But somehow
I just know
That all you ever was is dead
That all you ever was is dead

[Heartunsent]

i dont know if youll see this or not, either way i want to say this,
this song has helped me more than anything, recently i havent been doing the best, it feels like ive been losing myself but the lyrics "one good reason not to give up, another reasons not too difficult" really just struck something.. it makes me think about the reasons i have to keep going, thank you.
i really hope everyone can find their reasons, good luck to anyone whos struggled in the oast or is struggling now.

[Waffle_Crumbs]

I just lose everyone I care, I might as well be alone and be anonymous.

[Yuugensha]

I'm feeling the mood, the song is really relaxing to listen to!