'I Don't BELIEVE, I KNOW' AnnaMarie's Near Death Experience #NDE - Learning About Heaven EP 053

“I Don’t BELIEVE, I KNOW” is the Near Death Experience of AnnaMarie who was struck by lightning at 15 years old in the summer of 1971. AnnaMarie is instantly transported to a “void” where she is in the presence of Jesus and is given the choice to stay or go back to earth.

1. I was in a void-like place, watching a silent but colorful, 'film-strip' like, event of past occasions of my life. This void-like place was black and white, like that of an old TV. But, the pictures were colorful and very specific. One event was of me, as a young child, pushing a younger sister off a tricycle. This was like a running 'film-strip', it did not pause, and it just kept moving. The events were of times I had hurt someone's feelings. I didn't feel judged, but I was made aware, of how I had affected others.

2. While in His presence, I felt such indescribable love, warmth, acceptance, patience, tolerance, peace, calm and serenity. As you can guess - with all these adjectives, the wonder of it cannot be described in a way to explain the profoundness of it all. Visuals were not needed. Understanding and love was all that mattered.

3. He told me very clearly, 'IT'S ALL, ABOUT LOVE.' I was also told that suicide was not my choice to make.

4. I was clearly given a choice: to 'stay' or to 'go back'. I felt very much, that I wanted to stay where I was, but I looked down, and saw my usually, calm-in-a-crisis mom, nearly hysterical and very distraught. I felt her sorrow, and was instantly back on Earth in my body. Apparently, just thinking and feeling mom's pain was my decision to return.

5. For many years, I was angry at God and confused. With time, I realized the anger was because I felt cheated. When asked whether I wanted to 'stay' or 'go back' - I had felt I was rushed back here - I wanted to 'think it over' more. I also was a bit angry that I had to return. (In later years, I realized that coming back was my decision, but not at this point.)

6. During this time of anger and frustration, I sought out some new-age spiritual things. Much of this was exciting and intriguing and at first provided a very free feeling. But, new-age stuff is very self-directed. When troubles come, it is difficult to rely on oneself for comfort and guidance. I was left feeling very empty. I needed to feel the full unconditional love, comfort, strength and patience of our Lord, and for Him to wrap me in His spirit, fill me and hold me, and then walk with me. Upon letting Him in, my anger began to subside and once that happened I started to feel His spirit lead me.

7. Now, I feel close to God when I read the Bible daily and interact with other believers. Religious organizations will always have conflicts and leaders that are stubborn and rigid. They are human and imperfect. Many people gain a Christ-centered life through organized religion. I was given a short cut but didn't recognize it as that until the past eight or nine years - I don't want to waste any more precious time. No one has all the answers. If we allow ourselves to be led by His spirit, truth will always be evident. I now feel, myself growing forward spiritually and being nourished every day in a way that is healthy and fulfilling.

Thank you for listening to this video. Learning About Heaven is going to offer some of the best NDE experiences to listen to, discern and learn. We could all spend a little more time thinking about and learning about HEAVEN.

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6. During this time of anger and frustration, I sought out some new-age spiritual things. Much of this was exciting and intriguing and at first provided a very free feeling. But, new-age stuff is very self-directed. When troubles come, it is difficult to rely on oneself for comfort and guidance. I was left feeling very empty. I needed to feel the full unconditional love, comfort, strength and patience of our Lord, and for Him to wrap me in His spirit, fill me and hold me, and then walk with me. Upon letting Him in, my anger began to subside and once that happened I started to feel His spirit lead me.

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7. Now, I feel close to God when I read the Bible daily and interact with other believers. Religious organizations will always have conflicts and leaders that are stubborn and rigid. They are human and imperfect. Many people gain a Christ-centered life through organized religion. I was given a short cut but didn't recognize it as that until the past eight or nine years - I don't want to waste any more precious time. No one has all the answers. If we allow ourselves to be led by His spirit, truth will always be evident. I now feel, myself growing forward spiritually and being nourished every day in a way that is healthy and fulfilling.

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4. I was clearly given a choice: to 'stay' or to 'go back'. I felt very much, that I wanted to stay where I was, but I looked down, and saw my usually, calm-in-a-crisis mom, nearly hysterical and very distraught. I felt her sorrow, and was instantly back on Earth in my body. Apparently, just thinking and feeling mom's pain was my decision to return.

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1. I was in a void-like place, watching a silent but colorful, 'film-strip' like, event of past occasions of my life. This void-like place was black and white, like that of an old TV. But, the pictures were colorful and very specific. One event was of me, as a young child, pushing a younger sister off a tricycle. This was like a running 'film-strip', it did not pause, and it just kept moving. The events were of times I had hurt someone's feelings. I didn't feel judged, but I was made aware, of how I had affected others.

[LEARNINGABOUTHEAVEN]

5. For many years, I was angry at God and confused. With time, I realized the anger was because I felt cheated. When asked whether I wanted to 'stay' or 'go back' - I had felt I was rushed back here - I wanted to 'think it over' more. I also was a bit angry that I had to return. (In later years, I realized that coming back was my decision, but not at this point.)

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2. While in His presence, I felt such indescribable love, warmth, acceptance, patience, tolerance, peace, calm and serenity. As you can guess - with all these adjectives, the wonder of it cannot be described in a way to explain the profoundness of it all. Visuals were not needed. Understanding and love was all that mattered.

[LEARNINGABOUTHEAVEN]

3. He told me very clearly, 'IT'S ALL, ABOUT LOVE.' I was also told that suicide was not my choice to make.

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