only kindness Δ.Κ.

sorry i wasnt able to put music in this even if i had gathered over 500 strong and positive songs from all over the world[almost half greek]. always with kindness,understanding and truth.
this incudes the images of some of the notebooks i sent* friday 17 march 2017 which included a big letter i wrote about kindness , undestanding and truth, about creativity, about life and happiness [my mum actually i was to insecure to make one final move to just learn the truth and accepted ofcourse whatever it was] to Dim.K for Des.K.- i want to write so many things but im a "bit" dizzy. i wrote few important things/truth in some of previous songs videos. always with kindness.
some or all of them possibly look like bizzarre things to you at least [absolutely logically due to the lack of communication] but the only mental issue was aspenger syndrome [me and elon musk] only that. i wrote few important things about my health and in a previous video
ps. the first photo was 1 of the 1000+ i had with the moon[and not only but it was in the previous mobile phone and dont know where they are now] near there, as long as i was able to do it [2015-2020 mainly but had a few after this time] i had been taking the car and had been going near there to take a photo and also at that period was still able to walk long somewhat distances[4-5km so sometimes i did this[take a photo of the surroundings or sky] while i was doing my exercise]. i had many of beautiful sunsets photos of the waterfront as well. and even very few with the sunrise. and the moon as well. edit: and even i always wanted to see you and have a conversation i also was too afraid to do it
p.s2 irrelevant but i had some serious problems with my dad as well who regurarly hit my mum and not only [and i was an only child]
ps.3 my mum wanted to speak with your dad about why he "refused" the presents "she" gave to him the second time she visited him but i was too afraid[and the health issues with the lyphs, low immune system.. and after pangreas and liver make me even more afraid] holding her back a bit
ps.4 some or all of them possibly look like bizzarre things to you at least [absolutely logical due to the lack of communication] but the only mental issue was aspenger syndrome [me and elon musk] only that. i wrote few important things about my health in some of the previous music videos
edit p.s6 one of many times i saw you on the road[i admit it there were many times that i just tried to see you on the road basically to understand the truth for which i wasnt sure] was holly monday 10 april 2017 at 2pm or 3pm but was too insecure/afraid to speak even if i wanted it so much [you were with your parents] and i was with my mum going to take some blood test results [from biokliniki]
p.s7 somewhat irrelevant: since i wasnt/couldnt be concentrated and failed at 2014 exams for cpe ,i took part on the next season[2015] in eurognossi classes for mishigan , i took the mishigan but the last moment i decided to have cpe as well in which i had 199score[failed for just 1 point again], the next season[2016] i took it with 201 with very few lessons.
p.s8 its not the most important and it didnt relieve the truth but i remembered it now, i always used to bought diaries every year from 2015 until 2020[maybe even 2021] but i think only 1 time i managed to give them to you [maybe 1 second time my mum decided to take them from me and give them to your dad after seeing me to take them for a scroll with the car for ~3 months and them back home]. aah now i remembered it also, i had with me also one?[maybe with 2 small ones] karafa with pomegranate liker[i extremely rarely had drunk alchohol in my life and after 2010 almost never but the dark red color was looking good in the karafa and had a tree]. one time i was so determined to give them to you[it was 5,6or7 jan 2017 but it was one of the unique times that thessaloniki center roads covered with snow and in the corner i was turned into skier but i wasnt good at it and fell rather badly, i just saved the karafa with the liker[not my hand tough]
From my soul: from my heart, its very hard to imagine how much i always wanted you to be happy, and how many tears i had