Lean In - Room 25 (feat. Amariah of Future Static)

Dreambound
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Artist: Lean In
Song: Room 25 (feat. Amariah of Future Static)
Album: Single (2024)
Hometown: Melbourne, Australia
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Lyrics:

I lie in a hospital bed
Wishing I was dead
With a bloodstream full of meds
(I can't tell what's happened in my head)

No applause, just a choir in my head
Voices of fear, that I’ll never fucking shed
Until I’m dead
Or driven to this place instead

In Room 25
Forced to face all that’s in my head.
I can’t run, I can’t hide,
This elusiveness has all but died

Mourning memories, finally faltering
As my fabrication obscures my view

I want to sleep forever
I'm loathing, the fear inside my head
I lie, every time I say I'm fine
Will heaven have me?
For hell has followed me

I bathe in the breaking tide
Eyes wide
Dying on the Inside

Tears of silence
Silver smoke
Of solitude, I’m scared

I want to sleep forever
I'm loathing the fear inside my head
I lie, every time I say I'm fine
Will heaven have me?
For hell has followed me

Perhaps this used to be my elegy
A doomed journey, painted in silver
With no lining, in a room full of light
Littered with lacerations
In all it’s painful cataclysms
And all its fleeting fireworks

In Room 25
Where gratitude left
I leave my breath

I’ve spent so many breaths
Curled up like a spiral that I wanted
Wishing to die
Hoping that heaven would let me inside

I’ve waited so long
For the dark to steal my breath
Steal my breath, even from death, (even from death)
I’ve waited so long
For the calm to bring me rest
Please God, I want this to make sense

F***ing help me
F***ing help me
F***ing help me
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Credits:

Written by
Lean In

Performed by
Lean In & Amariah Cook

Featuring
Amariah Cook

Mixed/Mastered/Produced by
Nick Sjogren

Video by
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[LeanInBand]

Thank you to Dreambound for having a platform for us to release our first single.
Room 25 - a story of anguish, suffering and fear inspired by a band member’s intense battle with mental health.
Thanks to all for checking out our very first song. More to come.

[KearneyTv]

This goes hard af thank you for introducing us to these guys

[Pthumerian]

Must have musical mucus in his throat.