Aaryan Shah - Martyr (Love Letter Live Sessions)

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Directed By: Aaryan Shah, Cody Remillard, & Christian Korpi
Produced By: Michael Lappen
Director of Photography: Elias Ginsberg
Edited by: Aaryan Shah
1st AD: Michael Lappen
Gaffer: Yorgos Tzoytzoyrakos
Sound Engineer: Josh Kay
Mixing Engineer: Jeremy "Kysiko" Alain
Colorist: Elias Ginsberg

"Martyr"
Written by: Aaryan Shah, Johnny Vice
Produced by: Aaryan Shah, Christian Korpi, Kysiko, Wavvyboi
Contributions by: Tristan
Recording Engineer: Alex Lebowitz
Assistant Engineer: Jesse Strauss
Mixing Engineer: Brandon Behymer
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
Creative Direction by: Aaryan Shah, okayGOOD Studios
Executive Producers: Aaryan Shah & Jeremy "Kysiko" Alain

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Lyrics:

Nothing’s the same, it changed
And home doesn’t feel like it’s home
And I don’t wanna stay but I got nowhere to go
Everything’s fake and I don’t know what I want anymore
I wish I was home

Used to have dreams
I used to believe
Now I can’t take all these thoughts of mine
I never sleep and I’m in too deep
And I’ll never find my peace of mind
Away, I’ll run away
But I can’t escape what’s in my mind
What's in my mind

I just need love, and I just need drugs
It’s never enough to say I’m high
Too many pills, and everyone feels
Like killing themselves
Well, so do I
Head in the sky, I’m living a lie
I’m tired of living a double-life
A double-life

Nothing’s the same, it changed
And home doesn’t feel like it’s home
And I don’t wanna stay but I got nowhere to go
Everything’s fake and I don’t know what I want anymore
I wish I was home
I wish I was home

Nothing’s the same, it changed
And home doesn’t feel like it’s home
And I don’t wanna stay but I got nowhere to go
Got nowhere to go

[rishlove_]

Your voice sends me to a place I never knew I could go

[JolynJessica]

to all of you, i am40 now, still fighting, but i have lerned through lots of trauma, home is not a person, a place, belief, or family....home is you! gather your broken pieces, love them, forgive them, you invite pain from others, because you allow it, because you belive the lies of those trying to deminish your light, drugs alkohol sex whatever only numbs the pain in the beginning...after time they too become a burden, when you do to keep using them to numb the pain, they stop numbing and do the oppisite, just like past love, past high, the day yesterday, you cant ever get the past back.. not the feeling of that first line, the first kiss of a lost love, a dead family member....the key is to not wallow in the there are new highs waiting in the FUTURE. new better love, because you have learned what not to fall for, new friends, new family... your body is the home of yor soul. if you work as hard at loving yourself as you do with others, grant yourself as much understanding etc you will become whole again. in death we take nothing from life with us exept our soul. and are reunited with the collective soul! so ergo! the soul is home!

[theucheao]

This album… everything from it…
From the fact that it’s from the mastermind of Aaryan Shah. The raw, honest emotion. The lyrics. The delivery. The sonics. The cadence. THE COLORS. That Somber Blue is so beautiful and is implemented so well. THIS ALBUM has become VERY special to me.

[POPS_MHG]

I love your songs only remedy for my heart ❤

[parkJIMIN-yfnf]

I love you, your songs make me feel really comfortable. Thank you

[moonflower]

I hope to see you live one of these days

[humalien]

I miss my home to I'm a homesick starseed . You are as well beloved . I'm here for you whenever no expectations just to listen. I will try to help make it easier for you. I love you always unconditionally

[SaadSheharyar]

BIG inspiration you are Aaryan, wish to collaborate with you one day :)

[jedidiastolbert]

Are the key, Chords and Tabs for this anywhere?

[akaur]

the way i thought martyr could not possibly get any more sad🤣🤣