Aaryan Shah - I'm Not Allowed to Die Anymore [Official Lyric Video]

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Written by: Aaryan Shah
Produced by: Aaryan Shah, Christian Korpi, Cody Remillard, Kysiko
Recording Engineer: Josh Kay
Assistant Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Mixing Engineer: Brandon Behymer
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
Creative Direction by: Aaryan Shah, okayGOOD Studios
Executive Producers: Aaryan Shah & Jeremy "Kysiko" Alain

Directed by: Aaryan Shah, Christian Korpi, & Cody Remillard
Visual Producer: Michael Lappen
Director of Photography: Elias Ginsberg
Edited by: Christian Korpi & Cody Remillard
Colorist: Fedor Karpenko

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Lyrics:
I’ve been asleep since December
I think I’ll freeze in this weather
Is this the end that I chose?

I’m fighting to keep myself sober
When I wish my life would be over
Is there a way I can do both?

Everyone says that they need me
How do I say I’m defeated?
How do I tell them I’m bleeding?
I’m just not happy anymore

I wish that they never met me
I wish that they could forget me
And I wish that somebody’d let me
So it won’t hurt them when I go

The weight of the world on my shoulders
Is heavier now that I’m older
It’s selfish of me to let go

My family’s broken and severed
And I can’t keep us together
I wish that I wasn’t alone

What happens when I stop breathing?
What happens when I’m the reason?

[rajvirduhra]

“Everyone says that they need me. How do I say I’m defeated?” 💔

[natalyguardado]

Whenever I hear this song, it makes me feel as if you’re singing from the perspective of some sort of defeated hero! Everybody needs him, but the hero isn’t sure if he could continue being the savior to his people. You’re that hero! You’re my hero, Aaryan! For that I thank you 1000 times over…. No, not 1000 times. An infinite amount of times over. You’re simply the best!

[ilaydataflan]

You express my thoughts with your music. I realize that I'm not alone because of you.

[hibaziadeh]

This is exactly what I am going through… Thank you Aaryan. I love you so much ❤

[alexeravella]

U saved my life with your music I just can't get enough of your music thank u

[mihairamona]

You’re gonna definitely be a star!! The rawness of your voice, lyrics and music is phenomenal!! My vision literally got so blurry, once I started crying!! It feels like we are one through your music!! Never stop giving us such art!!❤️❤️ we love you

[Guccilouisfendiprada]

I’m so happy I discovered you a couple years ago. I can say I’ve never connected with someone’s music as much as I do yours. You’re so authentic and raw, truly one of my favorite artists. You don’t miss 🔥👏🏽

[BoyturnedMan]

I'm so excited to hear you in person. You have a talent to speak the feelings that I can't express and I am forever grateful for you.

[tharaaelbadry]

I can't believe I'm listening to such a song like this ...
I feel like it's coming in the right moment exactly the way we feel ..

[sadiedouglas]

I literally can not wait!!! Your voice affects me in a way that I have never experienced before and I fucking love it😘

[humalien]

This shakes the core of my soul omfg😳💔💔🩸🫂🌹🌕🫂🫂🫂💔💔💋💋❤️‍🔥

[humalien]

I'm crying everytime I hear this. I feel this exact way daily 🥺😮‍💨😔😶‍🌫️💔🛸

[nomics]

Aaryan, Your GOLDEN!! Keep making beautiful art!! I been sharing my ass off, cause you have it brother! I'd die to taste 1 day of happiness.

[nstrna]

"What happens when I stopped breathing?"
"I wish they could forget me
So it won't hurt them when I go"

[begzodabdullayev-ydnd]

I am from uzbekistan your songs are the best

[franconicolas]

i love from argentina, i dont speak english . i love you music

[rokaayashy]

" I'm just not happy anymore "

[rupamghar]

Most powerful sense feels in this song

[evasilaban]

80% yeah...., thank u for made it so beauty even the meaning is not

[dreamkiller]

Mad love and respect my Man U said it all ❤