Our Final Fusion Journey (no more DID...!)

Sorry the ending was super rushed - i've had this in edit for months and just wanted to finally get it out there

Thank you again for your continued support! Without every subscription, every like, every watch, we would not have been able to afford the specialist therapy we have been so extremely lucky to have. Who knows if we would have ever reached final fusion without this access and this privilege. Thank you - from the bottom of my/our heart(s).

-Multiplicity&Me xxxxx

p.s. please do check out the CTAD Clinic on YouTube! Truly and utterly life changing

pps - if this has been a difficult change for you please know that it's okay to feel upset - it's a process and it's something we've been adjusting to for a long while now but this news may be a shock for some who didn't know. Please practice self-care and take care of youx
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+ Discussions of fusion throughout

===Whilst we may give self-help tips and advice, we are not a replacement for any mental health professional===

🎶 Love the music? All music was created by Jake’s actor, Will. 🎶
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☆ CTAD Clinic on YouTube - please do check Dr Mike Lloyd out!

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[thectadclinic]

Truly inspirational, great information and creativity in how you showed what DID can be like. Good luck in your excellent future!

[marissablaszko]

"No ptsd symptoms for a year" has me sobbing. You have no idea how badly I needed to hear that it IS possible to get to the other side. Every week for months Ive wanted to quit therapy because it seems impossible, and I can't put into words how this video makes me feel. You deserve to thrive 💕

[saraadams]

Jake's laugh. Jamie's cadence. Ed's hair flipping. Ollie's growing up. The boys definitely aren't gone. They're just making up one big Jess-shaped puzzle now <3

[IAmBuddythedecibwave]

Saw some comments mentioning how others might find you 'boring' now. I'm laughing because them not being interested anymore is actually good for you. You aren't a circus act, or a TV character. You're a real, adult woman, and you deserve to be seen as such, not as a tool for others' entertainment. I'm so happy for your balanced life and newfound freedom! Keep being 'boring'!! ✌️

[tgrsparrow]

Kintsugi. A piece of porcelain repaired with gold, becoming far more valued and beautiful than before.
You are a beautiful example of such things. And I'm proud of you.

[BubblesBulldog]

It’s almost like instead of each alter stepping forward to front as their individual self, they all took each other’s hand and stepped forward as a unit and have now connected emotionally and logistically.

[LeftNamesNO]

You just said "no PTSD symptoms for over a year" and I just started crying from relief. I'm so glad things are turning out alright for you and im gratefull for you giving us a frequent glimmer of hope and now having turned that into a beacon. Thank you so much for all your vulnerability over the years! Dont worry too much about us, go and enjoy your life! you deserve it

[xXAlexOrWhateverXx]

It’s like braiding strings then. All the stings are still there, but they’re now one large string that’s a lot stronger.
This is great news! Congrats Jess!

[Strawberymari]

When you said ‘I get to see every minute of my daughters growing up’ I teared up. you deserve the world. You’re all together and I’m so glad the ptsd is gone and you are truly thriving. This was what you wanted and it’s your life! So proud and happy for you, Jess💕

[oldaccount]

I wanted to say that I genuinely don't think you're boring without the DID or trauma AT ALL. You're a funny, intelligent, enchanting, interesting woman regardless. Share your hobbies with us, do makeup tutorials, do book reviews. Whatever you like. The world is your oyster and the right fans will still enjoy the content and you'll gain new ones who'll be here for whatever you make next 💖 so happy for you

[chevgage]

I feel like people think they disappear entirely but as someone who dissociates without amnesia walls, they don't. The pieces of them create all of you and you carry the best traits just together.

I would love if you made content still. I don't see a lot of content thriving after healing from trauma to the degree they aren't being controlled by trauma anymore. It would be really hopeful to me to see what that looks like.

[codexwinchester]

I am very happy for you. I hope this isn't disrespectful or insensitive, but Jess 2.0 seems so much happier. I also can see, small mannerisms, gestures and speech patterns that very much show you have all come together. A hand flick that reminds me of Ed. The excitement about talking about something that fascinates you, like Ollie. An overall happy disposition that I associate with Jake. The intense love of explaining something and learning, like Jamie. And of Course the lovely Jess, bubbly, caring and kind. You are all one, but all still exist. Its beautiful to see. I wish you all of the best. If more videos come? Wonderful! But if they dont? Dont worry. Now is the time to live your life, free of trauma, and full of joy. ❤️❤️🥰

[witchywoman]

I remember when I saw your Instagram post saying you’d reached final fusion, my first thought was “Ollie will be so happy he gets to drive the Transformer”. It’s amazing to see you so happy and without those awful trauma memories terrorising you. Wishing you the very best for the future, Jess 2.0 ❤

[camisthejester]

Most of us live as “brown” or watch “browns” on YouTube - it doesn’t make you boring to watch that you’re healing

[heartful.healing]

I'm a trauma therapist and I just want to express my gratitude to you for being so open and sharing your journey with us 🙏 I've learned so much from you and also really appreciate you introducing me to the CTAC Clinic as I have a learned a ton from Dr. Mike Lloyd as well. I'm so grateful you exist 🤗

[fridad]

I hope we can get a “a couple of years later” video some time where you tell us what’s up, and how it feels to be whole (still) and everything and just bring hope.

You’ve always brought hope though.

One incredible thing about this video is noticing that you switch from “we” to “I” in the first 30 seconds.

I’m so happy for you and hope you and your family always feel good and safe and secure, no matter what happens.

We’re all rooting for you, Jess! All of your subscribers, we all wish you the best! ❤

[the_ferris_system]

We are a DID system that has experienced fusions before but is working towards functional multiplicity. Seeing you so happy after final fusion makes us happy. We're glad you achieved your goal of healing! Thank you so much for sharing your journey with DID. You inspire us. ❤

[senpais]

congratulations on your new baby and your final fusion! i'm so glad that you're doing better and that you're no longer experiencing symptoms of PTSD. i've learned so much about DID and mental health in general from this channel, and i'm so happy to see how much you've grown over the years. your videos were a part of why i decided to minor in psychology alongside my music major, so thank you once again for educating people like me on the intricacies and nuances of DID. much love to you and your family!

[PieOfEpicness]

Am I going to miss the gang? Absolutely. But am I also infinitely happier that you're trauma free? Yeah. That's more important, I really am very happy for you and your family ☺️

[themusicalgamer]

Despite fusion being terrifying to many of our alters, there was one night where we managed it (can't really say how). Knowing what it's like, to feel every one all at once, to be filled with that inexplainable joy.... We're incredibly happy for you. We're so excited you'll get to enjoy life to it's fullest