Ｓｌｏｗｌｙ Ｄｙｉｎｇ (a traumacore playlist)

Ｓｌｏｗｌｙ Ｄｙｉｎｇ (a traumacore playlist)

#slowlydying #traumacore #playlist

Tracklist: Updating...

▶ Do not re-up

[juliemeekslemon]

Do you ever just have this random ringing in your ear
Or a random loss of appetite
Or the feeling somebody or something is always watching you even in your own room
Or the feeling when you have random headaches and/or nausea
Or the feeling when you want to just collapse on the floor
Or when you feel like you are drowning
Or when everything is just a blur
Or the feeling where you want to say something but it feels as if your mouth has been stitched shut...?

[УандербратовчедкитеНапочивка]

POV you are dying: *slowly reaches out for your phone* *plays this playlist*

[Karoffee]

picture is a comic called " suicide boy" should be chapter 50-60. thanks for this playlist! <3

[AlexieBarley]

I just wanna say that I had no idea this was traumacore. Im just doing projects and suddenly this plays. out of nowhere im like "this is comforting, what is this? .... oh.... O H"

[-onemore-]

0:00 Ykwim?
3:33 Hey Kids
7:26 Chamber of reflection
11:15 Fly out west
14:05 Freaks
16:54 Landlord
19:30 Oh Klahoma
22:36 Still life
25:56 Can i call you tonight ?
30:33 I can’t handle change
34:39 devil town
37:59 New flesh
40:48 Somebody that i used to know

[hatsunemiku]

I just wanted to put it out there that traumacore isn't being used as an aesthetic, but as a coping mechanism for trauma :D
EDIT BECUZ SO MANY ARGUMENTS :
--For the “core” part, its mostly the ‘artsy’ parts of the vents, not the trauma. Songs can contain expression of hurt and have sentimental value we can emphasize with.
-As someone who has gone through severe sustained child abuse, yes music is a way of coping which many can agree with. Do not make peoples way of managing themselves look bad, so they can feel further worse. Traumacore is a misnomer. We aren’t making it into and aesthetic. Art is a healthy coping mechanism for trauma
-Traumacore was not meant for romanticizing mental illness, trauma, or abuse. Its out of my control if someone does that + there are bound to be people like that out on the internet unfortunately so dont come biting at me for that.

[chloefauvet]

Hey there.

What are you doing here so late?

Can't sleep?




Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night.

I get that.

It feels nice to do that, so I understand.

Take all the time you need.





You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.

Wanna sit down for a while?

Tell me about what's bothering you?


Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying.

I wanna be here for you.

I'll try to help as best as I can.

I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story.







Ah, that sucks.

I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.

You're so tough for getting through all of that.

I'm so proud of you for not giving up.


Of course I understand.

One broken soul to another.




I just want to remind you.

No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.

Take care of yourself.

You can't go into a battle already wounded.

You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest.

This will all be over soon.



And hey.

If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here.

Helping people is my specialty.

They always find their way, one way or another.

You can come sit down with me any time.

I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen.



And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you.

My job is done.

Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on.

You'll always have my support.

I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve.



Before you go...



I love you. ❤

[celestial]

timestamps:
YKWIM? - Yot Club : 0:00 - 3:33
Hey Kids - Molina : 3:33 - 7:24
Chamber of Reflection - Mac DeMarco : 7:24 - 11:15
Fly Out West - Yot Club : 11:15 - 14:04
Freaks - Surf Curse : 14:04 - 16:54
Landlord - Yot Club : 16:54 - 19:30
Oh Klahoma - Jack Stauber : 19:30 - 22:25
Still Life - Sitcom : 22:25 - 25:58
Can I Call You Tonight? - Dayglow : 25:58 - 30:30
I Can't Handle Change - Roar : 30:30 - 34:40
Devil Town - Cavetown : 34:40 - 38:00
New Flesh - Current Joys : 38:00 - 40:50
Somebody That I Used To Know - Gotye : 40:50 - 45:36

[youlol]

If you ever feel broken,

Just know that the McDonald’s ice cream machine is always broken and people still love it regardless..

Hope that made you feel a bit better
Love ya❤️

[shanice]

Nothing beats listening and dancing to this in bed alone drunk and depressed at 3-4 am, it's really healing

[adoreula]

i absolutely love your playlists and hooni deserved better

[misuki]

Pov: You are not sad, You are not happy just don't feel thing.

[antoniapena]

Sitting outside my apartment looking at the moon listening to this music, I feel nothing and absolutely everything all at once.

[kulh]

"i'm here for you"
"we'll get through this together"
"i understand how you feel"
"i know where you're coming from"
"you're not alone"
"don't give up"
"i'll always support you"
"i love you"

If you don't have something helpful to portray to someone who is struggling with their mental mind, step away. Just admit to being the same as all the others.
Treat your friends, family, children, even strangers. Treat them like this, with respect and care. Understanding. Nurture. Maybe then the world can get along once again.

[imaginaryreality]

I would never understand how this world could be so cruel to some people. Life is hard, but sometimes it's just too tough. You guys deserve so much better :( I hope one day you guys will find peace. If there's anyone who wants to vent, please do it! Your feelings are always valid. It's alright to ask for help! Take care <3

[tonkykong]

quick vent i think






I dont really know if i am traumatised but here are the long term things weighing me down:
when i was 12 i began showing signs of depression.
a year or two later i got with my current girlfriend, who was suffering from suicidal thoughts and self harm.
i had two best friends. one of them also became suicidal and began to scar his arm. the other was diagnosed with ocd and anxiety
i tried for a year or so to help everyone, while balancing my own depression and school work.

then one of my other close friends, called M, killed herself.
from that moment two years ago, i became obsessed with suicide. i never considered taking my own life, but the thought of suicide in general has never left my mind. i dont understand how my friend, who had seemed one of the happiest and most positive people i knew could become so overwhelmed with darkness that she saw no signs of things getting better. it was after this event in my life that my friends, my girlfriend and I all became severely depressed.

I self harmed once or twice, but the guilt and fear someone may find out stopped me from repeating anymore. instead when i was too depressed to sleep, id drink.

ive stopped drinking and harming. but my depression hasn't really improved. my girlfriend and OCD friend are both taking medication which really helps them. My other friend is doing much better i think. I feel like ive been left behind. i felt like i was sharing their problems for so long that its made me weak. now i rarely go a day without a depressive episode.

fortunately my friends all support me, and i vowed after the death of M that i would never take my own life. rn im just tryna keep on keeping on.

[matty]

When I was 7, she was 9
And now I'm 16, but she's 14

It's been 4 years, I wonder how you're doing up there

[DawnTheFox_]

This is slightly comforting as i have untreated trauma, i know this because of how i act out randomly and how i react to things but my mind just shuts down when trying to figure out what it is that is causing me like this

[localidiot]

Idk how many people each thing can cover but oh well

I know you’re tired. I’m proud of you, so please take a break, whether that be mentally physically or both. You tried your best and that’s good enough so don’t be too hard on yourself.

If any of you need to talk, please don’t hold it back it’ll make it worse. Of course don’t force yourself and tell every detail but don’t lie and say you’re ok if you really aren’t. It must have been weighing you down a lot. Ranting and venting of course won’t entirely take the burden off your shoulders, but it feels lighter when you share it.
I’m always ok if anyone needs to talk about anything

It’s not weak nor pathetic to ask for help so if you feel like anything is too much, don’t be afraid to ask for help. And YOU yeah, I see you, I know that you’re the one that people go to for help, but you need help too so god damn ask for it.

You deserve love, happiness, forgiveness and life. You may not think you do, but as a stranger on the internet I can say you do. Even if living is hard, latch on. Even if it’s for a reason like watching a new movie, seeing a sunrise again, listening to all your music in a certain order on shuffle, petting your pet’s head one more time, it’s ok. I know it’s painful to live and dying seems like a way better option, I know it does, but it really isn’t. I wish I could make you feel like living is worth just as much as well.

If you haven’t eaten anything or drunken anything, please do try, even if it’s only a bit. Every bite and sip counts towards something. If you need to take medications, take them. Don’t mix meds unless there’s a direction to do so.

Bind, and tuck safely of you are, and clean any wounds if you’ve done anything to cause open wounds to yourself. Remember to disinfect them. If it’s your first few times, please get immediate help so it doesn’t spiral into something that you can’t control or have the urge to control anymore.

If you’re in an addiction, try getting help by going to rehab centres and such. Seriously, but if you’re trying to fight it yourself, please try to ease out of it slowly and don’t go cold turkey cause it will hurt like hell.

If you’re in a toxic relationship and you can get out of it, I strongly hope that you do before it gets worse. As for family bonds, your chosen family’s bonds can also be stronger than blood family’s. Idk, and if you feel uncomfortable, just because they’re close to you doesn’t excuse them from doing what’s making you uncomfortable.

Homework and work is shitty, so take it SLOW- idc if you’re like 6 projects late, it’s better to do good on one project than to have to have a mental burnout after trying to do two. Of course it depends on how much the projects matter to your future, but if it’s general brunt work, try not to let it worry you too much.

Try to get a good amount of sleep if you aren’t already. If you can’t fall asleep even after some specified meds, even closing your eyes can do wonders.

*sends virtual hugs and head pats* don’t know who needed those but here they are.

I love you.

It’s not your fault, even so you beating yourself over it is more suffering that if you deserved any at all.

Take everything in chunks at a time, be safe.

Seriously, I want all of you to be happy. I don’t know if this helped anyone but I’m young, know damn near nothing about the real world but if you do need someone to talk to I’m right here.

[saltguun]

his honesty, his eyes, his soft knees, his personality, his music taste, his fashion style, his favorite colors, his fake piercings, his temporary hair dye, his hands, his jewelery, his art skills, his name, his voice, his charm, his love for dark colors and yet pink is top tier, his strength, his body, his lover, his recovery-- i think i've did it. i love myself and im so proud of myself. i have outgrown this stupid phase. this is not narcissism. i am just proud of myself. i do not think i am above everyone because im not. i've did it.





i believe in you, you can succeed. your doing amazing and i love you. :)