it's 3am and you're thinking about your life | a playlist

[rinnssss]

sometimes we just need to rethink our life...

| 00:00 - 02:08 |  tilekid - you not the same
| 02:08 - 05:46 |  mathbonus - there is light in us
| 05:46 - 07:40 |  metahesh - i'm so cold
| 07:40 - 08:23 |  glxy - 3 am
| 08:23 - 11:28 |  bonjr- if it's real, then i'll stay
| 11:28 - 14:09 |  retro aesthetic boy - late night calls
| 14:09 - 17:01 |  metahesh - you're not alone
| 17:01 - 19:41 |  metahesh - i might be dead
| 19:41 - 23:10 |  mrkryl - something like this but not this
| 23:10 - 26:20 |  hisohkah - school rooftop // slowed down
| 26:20 - 28:19 |  sadistik - eden (instrumental)
| 28:18 - 30:45 |  metahesh - the end is the beginning
| 30:45 - 35:32 |  .diedlonely - avenoir
| 35:32 - 38:33 |  instupendo - comfort chain
| 38:33 - 41:13 |  open ocean - asleep

I will be glad to read your comments and if you want you can write your ideas for new playlists. I hope you are ok ♡

[Mechdop]

It’s my birthday today, not sure if anyone else feels this way but it’s only on my birthday that I get this feeling. It’s just a depressing feeling unlike any other, it really envelops me and makes me feel absolutely awful. It’s supposed to be a special day, but this one is my first one away from family, and I’m starting to realize how much I miss them. Always let your loved ones know how much they mean to you, sometimes you don’t think about it until it’s too late.

[masondouglas]

i hope my kids wont be sitting in a dark room in the middle of the night on a school night listing to this like i am rn

[Hitkendlofi]

Some days are better, some days are worse. Look for the blessing instead of the curse. Be positive, stay strong, and get enough rest. You can’t do it all, but you can do your best

[rinnssss]

I don't know if someone will see this comment but I'm literally crying right know. If you only could know how much I love you. This channel is like a therapy for me. I'm so glad that it can help someone to relax and forget about problems. While reading comments here I understood how much I'm thankful for all of people who spent their time just to write a comment here. I'm so sorry I didn't post anything for a year but I want you to know that I read every single letter you wrote here. You all noticed, you're not alone. I'm going to make a new playlist this or next month. You don't have to subscribe or like it just write a one little comment and I'll be the happiest person ever. Your comments help me and thousands of other people. I can't even describe how much I love you all ♡

[sive]

Today was my birthday, no one congratulated me, I’m from California, now I’m sitting at one in the morning, I’m even kind of sad, but this channel gives me hope and relaxation, thank you)

[umbrellainq]

people call me “weird” for liking these playlist. but they make me feel comforted. more comfort then people will give me. love this playlist. thank you darling <3

[khloe.lynnnn]

these types of playlists hit hard when you're a teenager and you feel all the responsibilities hit you at one. stress and anxiety needs to be normalized because school is hard, and i constantly have something to turn in, something to work on, friendships to manage. it gets so stressful sometimes and i just wish i had an off switch in my brain to bring me some peace for a while. i hope anybody who's reading this has a great rest of their year, and remember to take care of yourself. <3

[coeurcorazon]

"No matter what happens, just write.
For if you injure a novelist, she'll use her blood as ink. And if you touch her heart, she'll tell about you through the poetry laced into her works."
That's my life motto.

[anushkashabu]

I'm also constantly lagging with my studies but it's my final year and now I have realized it deeply that my future is in my own hand and nobody gonna help me even if I begged someone to be there you'll have to learn to prioritize with your self be a director, producer of your own life, write your own script and even it can turn out both beautifully or pessimistic there a lot to do if you open your dream list and apply in your life there can't be happiness every time to cherish you sadness will be there hurtful moments will be there but you're a master of your own, your own true self and believe in yourself even if you think noone would do .. Be your own leader, one success is in your hands no-one could stop you and have a happy new year with loads of blessings ♡♡

[Zikato]

I've lost so many people and this playlist just lets me realize it's natural and it'll be okay. I have so many issues that are up to me to fix. I want to be better but bad habits are just a damn curse

[nickks]

i'm so afraid and worried about my grades and future, that i've been crying every single day, just asking why things are so difficult.
tired of everything and no patience for nothing. sometimes we just need somewhere to rest, stay... with this playlist and these comments i feel more in peace and i can feel the same as all of you, here i am confortable, for at least some time, thank you! ♡

[slendah]

it all feels like a simulation and these type of songs makes me understand the secrets of the universe.

[luckydodson]

A true story for everyone, with motivation.

You sit here doing this, every day, even though you know you have to wake up in 2 hours. Go back to school, the very thing that's made it painful to do anything. The place that left you with trauma from how worthless you were made to feel by your bullies, and teachers, from the "friends" that turned out to be manipulators, and bullies, from the expectations of being "gifted." You are told you are smart there, but you look at your grades, 15 percent, because it became debilitating to do your work. Everyone called you lazy, but all you could do every night, staring at your homework was cry. Slowly you went from one F, now you have 3, 20 assignments you were supposed to do over break, and you knew you were gonna get another talk from your English teacher, but all you could do was maybe distract yourself with a game. You haven't even been doing the things you enjoy. You stopped making that game you really wanted to make. Now it's the end of Thanksgiving break, Sunday night, and your sitting in your bed at 2:17AM crying because you have a class in the morning where the teacher makes you feel worthless, telling you "you can do better than this" constantly, even though this is your breaking point, you just want to end it all.

Atleast you know you are going to get to see your friends, the person you have a crush on, the teachers who make you feel like your worth something, the ones who love you, because even if you dont feel like it there's someone out there who loves you. You are going to get to see his goofy smile, and her beautiful eyes. Even though it hurts to even breath anymore, you still breath for them. Even through the pain of the day, the way everyones dissapointed in you, the rough talks knowing your gonna get your parents called again, failing your first test, the heart dropping feeling of having everyone look at you when the teacher says someone is in the single digits, and yet you still fight this, all in 8 hours, just to see them. It is all worth the fight, no pain, no gain.

Stay strong out there <3

[TTGXPR]

People who are reading I just wanna let you know I love you, even if you don't know who I am I wanna make sure you know who you are and why you were sent into this world of challenges and right now be strong out there in the world, don't let anybody criticize what you like to do

[ILostDevil]

I go to the gym, I workout, I work very hard towards my business, I do everything I can to support my friends and family, but at the end of each day, I cry myself to sleep wishing for just a simple hug.
This post, isn't to look for attention or to get some support. This post is about making sure that you show care or/and love towards the ones you truly care about.

[Prepelig]

its all coming to an end bros
i have been riding a happiness streak for the past month after i cut everyone out of my life exept my parents. not having to worry what others thing about me or trying to keep them around by texting everyday and getting stood up by everyone whenever i made plans to hang out felt liberating and even euphoric, but i think i went to far for to long. the joy i used to feel coming home from the gym just to play video games until 5am with no care in the world isnt there anymore, it all feels empty, im not sad nor happy just neutral and its probably not long until i hit the bottom again. carefull who you cut out of your life bros.

*update* : it took a month. I tried talking to people again but only two of them accepted me back, a childhood friend for 13 years and a girl. . . i was colleagues with her in high school and shes friends with my ex, im the one that got her into the gym too. we started talking and going to the gym together, she even walks with me on my way home and we text everyday. my friend told me its going good and to just keep doing what im doing because "she already sees me as a potential partner, otherwise she wouldnt spend so much time with me", hes got a lot of dating experience so i took his advice. two days ago she came to tell me something all exited. she started talking to a guy and its going "very well", now she isnt texting me anymore and i havent seen her at the gym.

i just want a fucking hug.

[sarahsaulnier]

I feel so alone but.. i think i have found a comfort in this feeling. As an artist i enjoy the feeling of my own space where no one could bother me and its just me with the control of my paint brush, that’s the only i focus on, not the loud car noises or when my anxiety acts up. It’s just me and i like that.

[starfishs]

It's exactly 3:25am.
So many people call me attention seeker for listening to these but honestly they're so calming and calms me down whenever i feel like k1lling myself. Love these, keep going. It makes me feel as if I'm not alone in this world. Maybe I should boost my confidence and start going out more, smiling more and talking more. Maybe I should stop being embarrassed about everything I do. Maybe I should stop caring about what others thinks. My mind will automatically erase this tomorrow when I wake up because it does not want me to be happy but whatever, I should stop caring about my mind thinks.

[KNDKDX]

The fact that is 3 am for me rn and I’m actually thinking about my life lmao. I’m tired