Nitrous Oxide Addict-Orylan

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[chrissywilkens]

"A warm hug", that's exactly how I used to describe heroin. 6 years clean 💪

[LEASHA]

I used to say almost exactly the same thing in my living addiction... dope felt like the warmest blanket of love and goodness rushing over you...
And then...a devil made of pain and anguish would destroy every good feeling it brought me MOMENTS later..and I'd search for that warmth again ALL DAY AND NIGHT... every single day, for years.
I've been clean now 18yrs ..I hope I never chase anything that hard ever again except for my success as a good human being. Period. Goodluck out there & bless🙏

[morganfairbanks]

I like how straight up she is. Not being childish about it just 100 percent real. Glad she is alive glad she is recovering.

[adriananightmare.]

Everybody describing their first taste of addiction as a hug makes me so sad. 4 years clean. 🖤

[brandimyhren]

In high school a guy did this in a jacuzzi hit his head then went inside to lay down and never woke up again. It starves the brain of oxygen and is very addicting.

[SenorGooch]

Lack of B12 causes neuropathy which explains the numbness in the extremities. Your hands, feet, then your whole body. It’s crazy because you can’t feel the body parts but THEY HURT. It makes no sense, but it’s a thing. Have had low B12 induced neuropathy for years now since I had covid and it feels like I am walking on nothing, but someone is pouring magma on my feet while stabbing them. Doctors say they haven’t seen someone this young with it besides diabetes and cancer patients

[Ilene.s]

Someone I knew worked for a company that sold & delivered tanks of nitrous to dentist's offices. Very different from whippets. I passed out with a hose in my mouth and would have died if friends didn't come by & kick my door in. Worst part is that I only stopped using it alone, not using it completely. But no one ever said I was very smart. Btw, 17+ years clean from everything.

[slyjester]

That brings me to my next point, kids. Don't do drugs

[meowngscabs]

My BFF experienced this and now she educates anyone she can.

[shandidope]

My mom experienced this. Her body can't even make B12 or absorb it anymore so now she does vitamin B12 injections every single day or she's sick and can't get around.

[ms.vgomez]

I once witnessed a guy at a house party inhale whippets from a huge balloon. Almost instantly he fell backwards into a glass window. No bueno

[ShareHolder-gpil]

If you have this big of an issue with nitrous, don't EVER touch any other substance. Nitrous is like a fun novelty when you're tripping or rolling, it's not a daily medicine.

[TherealhousewifeofCleveland]

Been there, used to be addicted with 90 lb tanks all o er the house. A 10 lb in the car, blue cracked lips
thing you didn't die. All symptoms will eventually go away. Heart ❤️ to you.

[rosamoreno]

Homegirl kept preaching in all of her other “previous” videos that she was happy and that her family was happy but most people do not turn out like this if they are so happy. I am very confused 🤔

[Netti]

I had a roommate die from dusters. Beautiful girl. RIP-Malia.

[cindys.]

Brutal. She's been through a lot. I hope, from this conversation, that it means she's clean now.

[Txtech]

i had one close girl friend die after we bought air duster because she was on probation and couldn’t use anything else. her boyfriend woke up in the morning to her cold and already departed early in the morning. i believe it froze her lungs or something like that happened. had another friends boyfriend pass away last year from the same stuff, pressurized air. a healthy man in his 30s cold and departed when his fiancé got home. this stuff is cheap, in any electronic isle, and deadly. i haven’t even mentioned all the wrecks people over the years i’ve known that have changed their whole lives. this stuff is no joke.

[MattGatts]

I would say.. I don't see how ppl can get hooked on that shit. But.. I was a heroin addict for a bad 8yrs. From 23 to 31 I was getting high. I was still taking care of my children and doing what I had to do, but I wasn't who I was meant to be. August 2019 was the last time I touched it and I've been sober ever since. 5yrs doesn't sound like a long time.. but it is for me. Especially when I couldn't go a single day without using. To those of y'all out there fighting that demon of addiction, just know you can get sober. It takes work, but it's worth it! Life is amazing and beautiful now!

[FloridaCroatianBballer]

That eyeball tattooing is really hard knocks

[niyahmenxce]

She Is very smart!! great job for choosing SOBRIETY🎉❤