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[zedkhill]

how...did you write a song using the content of my last therapy session?

[rainbowsXregrets]

Man this broke my heart, because I literally struggle with this everyday. I will literally share my deepest secrets and trauma on the internet but I haven't talked to my grandparents in 2 years, haven't seen them in almost 5. I haven't even seen my (single parent) mom for 3 years and I'm her only child. The longer time goes by the less I feel like I can fix it. 😔😥

[obcl]

I didn't have an anthem until RIGHT THIS SECOND.

[HDOUGLAS]

This is the first time I’ve heard you sing despite following you for a couple of months now and honestly this is beyond beautiful. You somehow just got even more amazing. Please share as much of yourself as you can with the world because it needs people like you.

[OKAYOKAY]

I wish you would release this song. You know how many lives would be touched by your words?

[Pansyleia]

Girl, I relate to this so Answering texts and calls within an apropiate timeframe has become a mayor issue in my life. It triggers my anxiety and depression. Thing is, I just dont understad why I do this, because I REALLY want to keep in toucht with my loved ones....
Anyway, Im sorry this happens to you too, but at the same time you made me feel less alone and crazy.

[scePhotography]

This is so beautiful!! I love it. I love your voice, the words, all of it.
My brother once wrote a poem and it always stuck with me, but here’s just one line - “a friend to the strangers, a stranger to friends.”

[LucyLevinsohn]

Wait a minute… did we know you were a fire singer/songwriter?

[LJharrison]

Beautiful.💜💜 For me, I'm like this because people tell me to reach out, saying they'd always be there for me, & were always there to listen. Naturally, I was doing that for them, at the drop of a hat, & at the expense of my own health. Using even negative energy levels, to go to them, no matter what time they called me. Yet, they had me hanging onto their words, only to find out that their promises were just smoke & mirrors. Also, seeing family that's so supportive of literally everyone else, except me. They display their support to others having stepped onto the pedestal themselves, under the guise that they feel like they're there for everyone. Yet I'm the black sheep, ghosted & ignored. They call other family members "heroes" for sharing non-stigmatized, more recent traumas. Literally commenting on every single one of their posts. But when I'm open in similar ways for the same reasons of spreading awareness & hoping it helps people - absolutely nothing. Because my trauma is "dirty." So now their guilt for them not intervening when I was young, becomes my own. When I bring up topics regarding the family, discussing things calmly & rationally, being concerned for someone - certain people just cut me off. It's as if they get to dictate how the conversations flow at family functions. And I'll walk away. Only to come back to them talking about the exact same subject, even if it's tense - because it's okay when others discuss it, but not me. As if my words, or my presence, have zero value. So I'm trying to set boundaries for myself. Yet I still feel so guilty for not texting them when they post about their struggles. But by stopping communications, or even not showing up to functions, I will be scapegoated & blanketed with that cloud of blame. That is, if they even notice or care. But they will, whenever it finally becomes convenient for them. It's hard, balancing this fine wire.

[liseklerekoper]

Your voice & songwriting skills were made for the acoustic guitar. Just a girl & her guitar … breathtaking!!!🔥

[animegirlkat]

This was beautiful and very relatable.

[crystalsaphrias]

Sometimes it's easier to tell things to strangers because you're less afraid that they'll see you differently, or they'll see your "flaws", or they'll see your vulnerabilities.

Strangers have no investment in you.
You can't be afraid of letting them down or disappointing them.

[fozabba]

Beautiful song and beautiful voice! I love the acoustics in that room

[Firenaux]

It's scary how deeply I can connect with the messages sung by a "random" person on the Internet I'll likely never interact with (I'm subscribed now but "random" through the YouTube algorithm). This isn't the first time you've brought me to tears because your words punctured all of the layers of emotional armor built up around that hole in my heart. I think I listened to this on repeat for ten minutes straight.

[NHYarris]

So relatable! You have a gorgeous voice!

[lojaned]

Wow. Your voice is so beautiful and your words hit so deep. I hope this becomes a full song someday.

[downloadbuddy]

It’s very common that people are taken for granted. At the end of the day, everyone work on the relationships they want to keep. It’s that simple.

[sfree]

You have much less to lose when you share with strangers and acquaintances. There’s a lot on the line and more fear involved when it’s those we love the most.

[gymnastgirlflips]

I love this song! I'd love to hear a full version (if this isn't the full version. Don't want to assume).

[LifeInThe]

Oh my gosh, this is me.
I was in a relationship with a narcissist that was abusive. I'm literally suffering from injuries I sustained in January, it is now October. But I cannot tell my family.
I refuse to let my kids know.