Anson Seabra - I Can't Carry This Anymore (lyrics)

Anson Seabra - I Can't Carry This Anymore (lyrics)

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"We cannot put off living until we are ready." - Jose Ortega y Gasset

• Anson Seabra

• Koala Kontrol
Snapchat: koala_kontrol

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• Lyrics

Feel it heavy in my bones now
Feel like everybody goes out
And smiles for the 'gram yeah
Tried but I can't

Prayer in the shape of Prozac
Try to medicate the lows that
Come and meet me in the night time
Losing track of my time

Mama said gonna be all right
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gonna shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

Would you like me if I drank that
If you wanted I could take that
I'll do anything for love
I don't feel like I'm enough

You can probably see right through me
'Cus I can promise if you knew me
You would probably walk away
No you wouldn't want to stay

Oh, Mama said gonna be all right
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gon' shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

I know I'll be fine it's just that
Every time this comes back
Tell my maker up above that
I have had enough and

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay
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#ansonseabra #piano #sad #pop

[Untwinxer]

Why is it that every single song that starts with a little vinyl crackle is amazing 🥰

[WLTRego]

you might be the biggest anson fanboy out there, koala
another reason why you're awesome

[mattmendozamam]

_Mama said the sun gonna shine_
_But mama don't know what it's like to want to die_

Those words cut deep 😢

[TomorrowsVibes]

Is it just me, or are sad songs more emotional and often also more beautiful then happy songs?

[tintinaziz]

I might be saying this because I'm depressed, but the way he sings this.. it just explains how I feel. The way he sings his words, the emotions are just raw and it felt very real. Thanks for speaking on the behalf of the broken and depressed, Anson ❤️

[ccc-canine]

I'm going through the hardest time in my life right now, and yet, today, I was sitting on my bed, allowing my depression to sink me further into my bed sheets- and this song came on. For the first time in months, I broke down crying, not because it hurt, but because I found something that could put into words everything I can't. And for once, I was okay. Even if just for a few minutes. So, thank you Anson, for allowing to experience even a little bit of peace.

[martharose]

Songs like these trigger my depression but they're so beautiful i can never stop listening <3

[jewelzordel]

Heavy from the inside of my veins/ I can't carry this anymore/ I wonder what it's like to be okay.
These lines for me stab my heart and cut deep. Anson Seabra your voice is amazing!

[iAaronnn]

didnt think you could top Robin Hood.. But you just did <3 absolutely beautiful

[dominiquecanon]

This song came up randomly. I haven’t listened to it honestly forever. It reminded me that I used to listen to this and cry because this is exactly how I felt. I am constantly on the verge of tears of joy now, because I worked through all my issues through counseling and self reflection and trauma repair to a point where now I am grateful every single day so much that I almost cry over everything because I can’t believe I am okay and have peace of mind

[iBGSurASS]

Saddest song ive ever listened to. Simply beautiful

[ZalyxTV]

One thing I've learned at my lowest point; It's better to live for today rather than worry about what tomorrow might bring. That's one of the only ways to change the outcome of tomorrow after all :)

[eithiana]

Reminds me of high school and college. It gets better but those feeling come back every once in a while. I can't help but to wonder how it is to be ok.

[nathancooper]

This is as soul clutching as it gets...

[the_bottomfragger]

Beautiful, perfect for my next train ride.
Just want to write some personal thoughts for you guys if you're feeling down. The past years, at and after new year's, I've always hoped and often felt this would be my year. This year I didn't have that feeling. This year I'm going to MAKE it my year, no matter what. I've been working insanely hard on everything that I want to work on in my life. Every small detail of my plan is on a checklist and I will never stop again.
All the pain you feel is so much less harmful when you turn it into energy to make yourself the best version of yourself.
Have a nice day, hope this inspires someone.

[ejd]

Gosh, I relate to this music so much... And I would like to not to...

[yourfavoritepessimisticexi]

Such a beautiful song, glad I didn't skip it

[kentleighenglish]

So chill, I adore the vocal and piano combination in this.

The one thing I would change is that vinyl distortion effect throughout the track, it adds an extra layer, but I'd use something a little different if it were me.

[joy_]

omg best song ever, it is my life.... love you <3

[chillofi.mp]

_🌺 this vocal is impressive, very good work by this artist. 🌺_