Anson Seabra - I Can't Carry This Anymore (Official Lyric Video)

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Feel it heavy in my bones now
Feel like everybody goes out
And smiles for the 'gram yeah
Tried but I can't

Prayer in the shape of Prozac
Try to medicate the lows that
Come and meet me in the night time
Losing track of my time

Mama said gonna be all right
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gonna shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

Would you like me if I drank that
If you wanted I could take that
I'll do anything for love
I don't feel like I'm enough

You can probably see right through me
'Cus I can promise if you knew me
You would probably walk away
No you wouldn't want to stay

Oh, Mama said gonna be all right
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gon' shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

I know I'll be fine it's just that
Every time this comes back
Tell my maker up above that
I have had enough and

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

[AnsonSeabra]

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[matthewhouse]

The worst pain to feel is no tears, no noise... just the *pain*

[evelewis]

I miss the nights when I went to bed without tears in my eyes.

[Longerade]

im suicidal, but im so thankful to have songs like this on the earth. Thanks to all the singers who making that. The only thing where i can put my emotions in. Much love.

[berry]

I've never understood how online hundreds, thousands, sometimes even millions of people say they are feeling the same way as you but as soon as you go into a public place, you see everyone with smiles, laughter, and always surrounded by multiple people acting the same way. I always just feel so alone ig.

[Alex_woah]

*Depressed people don’t want to die... They just want the pain to stop...*

[myaa]

i don’t wanna end my life, i just want this thing inside of me to escape..

[beckywood]

pretending to be okay is harder than battling depression itself

[saulcastro]

“Mama said the sun gonna shine but mama don’t know what it’s like to want to die.” Hit hard yet amazing for crying your heart out

[savanamathews]

"Mama said the sun will shine; But Mama dont know what i feels like to wanna die."

How many people can relate to this?

[the_night]

I don’t want to die, I just want to close my eyes and finally, feel alright.

[burnoutsbyteensandsuch]

Thank you for being the one artist to not just discuss suicidal ideation but to give some of the reasons behind it. It's so validating even though it's painful.

[jellymia]

"I wonder what it's like to be ok". This hit me so hard. 😢

[rheaa]

Do you ever have those awful days where you’re so sad that you can’t even cry? Cause same.

[axqll]

We are all just suicidal people telling others suicide isn't the answer.. Edit: why did my comment get more likes than Ansons i-

[rjoejohns]

My mother told me back when I was in my early 20s, that I was just going through "a phase". In my early 40s now, it's a hell of a long phase!!!

[shanghai_]

This song brings back the nights where I shed so many tears without anyone knowing. The silent cries, the silent nights, and the hurtful thoughts I had, and then goes out of my room with a smile on my face. Thank you for making this song, I felt understood.

[zitawhitlock]

Problems of being the nice friend :


- No one ever asks you how you're doing.
- You have the feeling that you need to make others smile.
- No one notices it if you're in a dip bc you are used to not show your emotions bc they already have enough problems without you...
*...*

[Larry_Fish]

This lockdown is extra harsh when you’re an overthinker who constantly needs distractions to not feel sad or lonely

Update: Thanks for all the likes everybody. These last few weeks have been rough. I constantly find myself trapped in my own mind. Every night I’m at war with my own thoughts and I’m constantly loosing every battle. My own thoughts want to take me out. I just wanted to say that I love you all and I hope you all find happiness because I feel that I will never find it

[twistedxxfreedom]

The chuckle at the 2:57 Where he says
I can't carry this anymore.
I feel those who are truly in pain know how much pain is in that chuckle.