Anson Seabra - Trying My Best (Official Music Video)

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DP/Director | Chris Commons: @christophercommons

Lyrics:

I know you think I got it all figured out 'cus
I walk around like my head's in the clouds but
I'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out of his head

I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen and
All of the times I spent being not me
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head

'Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down
but I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws

Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul I won't stop

'Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down
but I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

[AnsonSeabra]

last one maxed out again... same question: What is one way that you are trying your best? :)

[comedianmalyka]

Damn the comment section is so nice we need people like these

[Aborrent]

"I don't wanna die, but sometimes I wish I never been born at all"
Bohemian Rhapsody.

[.._oh]

Hi I'm student of Korea. The adolescent's life in Korea is so hard. Every day, every time, we study nonstop. If we stop studying, we become a loser the rest of our life. 17 olds adolescent sleep 3 hours, we can't play since we were 8 years old because of a feeling of anxiety. It's why our country is entitled 'The contry with the highest youth suicide rate', and why i think about to die all night. As i said, we live in a country such a hell.
I'm not an American, I'm not an english speaker. But i want to say to you is one. Just like I'm alive right now, you dont give up ur life. I think this song, trying my best, means every time, every situation pleaseee don't give up ur everything 😊

[Almiina_]

"You don't hate yourself, you hate not being your self"

[ashleydynesupatan]

To everyone who gets to read this:

*Thank you for trying your best.*

[rissat]

I wonder if anson knows how many lives he’s saved.

[khushbureads]

You know the worst kind of pain is when you are trying your best but no one is there to appreciate you. To tell you that it's okay to get tired, it's okay to stop and rest for a while. But there are always people waiting for your fall, people to judge you, to remind your flaws and every wrong turn of your life.

[craftycaron]

To all who suffer, please keep trying. I lost my son to suicide 1-16-2024. I wish I could have saved him. I pray daily for this silent epidemic that I wish didn't exist. May God console hurting hearts and fill all brokeness with love ❤️

[Kenny-ceey]

I can't possibly be the only one who is tired of trying.

[arield.]

I don't want to die but I don't want to live like this.

[heyheydesa]

Bumped into this song. Just had a breakdown today, struggling for almost a year now. But I'm trying my best. Thank you for this song and I raise my glass for the everyday survivors like me.

[highlights]

Dear person,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.

Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.


Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.

I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.


YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.

You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.

You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.

Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.

I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.


It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.

I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.


I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??

I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.

If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.

If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.

If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.


And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)

All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.

Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.

I need you here with me :).

Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.

Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.

I am sorry you feel misunderstood.

But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).

Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!

- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.

I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.

This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.

And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.


I hope you will remember my words-:) ❤️💞

[fajrulakbar]

Hi. I'm indonesian. I'm 19 y.o and i don't have parents. My mom has passed away 13 years ago and my father has passed away 6 month ago. It's hurt for me to realize what i feel but i try my best, still my best to survive whats gonna be happens tomorrow. Thanks for me, no matter i have someone beside me or nah, i still loving me.

[amanda-necv]

when you think you're okay but cried over this song,
dear, you're not okay mentally... but you've tried your best. :)

[snakes_in_sneakers]

Anyone out there who is struggling trying their best.
Look up. Wherever you are, there is probably a sky somewhere above you.
I’m under this sky, and I believe in you. Keep trying your best. All my love.

[mkei]

I'm at the point of my life where from "trying my best and finding positive thing in every situation" turns to "just literally existing".

[sacredsnake]

A moment of silence for those who unfortunately gave up on trying their best

[ONYKZ]

I wish all of these people in the comment section could be my friends.

[pantoraarengh]

I cannot control my tears while listening this song.
Life is really hard to survive