POV: you’re mental health is getting worse •sad slowed vent playlist•

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the songs I’m the video and I’m giving credit the their rightful owners

First to do timestamps gets pinned

Feel free to vent in the comments

[tobymiranda]

Timestamps:

00:00 - Radiohead- No surprises
04:13 - Vacations- Young
07:42 - Steve Lacy- Bad Habits
12:02 - Yungatita- 7 week & 3 days
15:39 - Black Banshee- Teen Pregnancy

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[bradg]

you know what sucks? when you want to cry but you can't anymore..

[mallestical]

When you can't even sleep with your own thoughts is when you know it's getting worse

[mickel.ly.mayhem]

Im sitting herereading comments while listening to this playlist debating if my life is as bad as i think or if im just overreacting.

[dza_smp]

My Family found out about my self harm today. It broke my heart to hear my mom crying. I can’t do this anymore. I don’t want to do this anymore.

[iymero]

It hurts when you can't decide what's true and false, especially in this generation

[wilted.]

Remember, when no one you personally know understands what you’re going through, there’s always the comments sections on vent playlists.

[xsqergb]

it’s funny how people on yt are comforting more than anyone i know.

[MarkWendrich]

My mom said not to talk to strangers, but the “strangers” in the comments are everything I needed❤ You guys are even better than my own friends and even family❤

[__ghosti__]

"It's just that... ah everything's all fucked up..."
-The Grabber, 2022

[SheKills]

I just want a break from everything and I want to be left alone. I have been working my ass off and on top of that I've been studying non-stop and overworking myself too much and yet my parents yell at me for not doing good enough and they always bring me down and I'm just tired of all of it. I need a break from everything.

[Limerant_Evangeline]

Bro i literally went to therapy for 3 months minimum, and my depression got WORSE. absolutely hated it. When i started, i had a lot of will to live still. now after, i struggle every day not to grab the knife under my bed and just do it.

[qrtgdnw]

"You know when you are around that one person and just when they are around you are just the happiest you could ever be?" One of my friends asked me this yesterday it gave me flash backs when my friend died in 2018. Every single night I cried in my room, So Olivia if you are seeing this I still miss you.

[si]

Hello beautiful person <3
How are you?
How was your day?
And did you eat anything? You have to eat to be healthy :D
Hmm... you look sad, what happened honey?
I guess maybe it's hard for you to say, but hey! I will be here to listen to you and maybe help you, I care about you and I know that you can overcome any problem you have <3
You feel lonely?
Don't worry darling, you might feel that way because you can't find a person who really cares about you, but here I am, you can tell me whatever you want, I'll always be here at all times and believe me. I will never leave <3
Did they break your heart?
How silly I can't believe they waste such good feelings, soon you will find someone who loves you as much as you love that little person, you will find your soul mate and believe me you will be very, very happy <3
Did you lose a person?
Oh no! It's something horrible, and even more so if it was very important in your life, I'm going to tell you something, I lost my best friend and it was very painful, but how did I get over it? Well, I began to think a little more about myself, why did I do it? Well, focusing on how to start living without him... it hurt a lot at first because his memory made me feel very, very bad, but over time I began to feel better and accept that he's gone and that unfortunately he'll never come back, but little by little if I could do it, I felt better and I didn't think so much about it anymore; It's what I recommend honey <3
insecurities?
Noo :( you're perfect! Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, I love you and accept you just the way you are! How do you feel fat? No! You're beautiful <3 very very beautiful and no one can tell you otherwise, not even yourself! You are perfect in front of anyone <3, Oh! Is it the opposite? Do you feel skinny? Not at all! Your body is perfect :D and therefore you don't need someone's acceptance, accept yourself as you are, sweetie <3
Your nose?? Nope!! it's nice!! Who cares about standards, your cute nose is beautiful <3
abdomen?? No! It's very cute, and it doesn't need changes <3
body in general No no and no! You are beautiful just the way you are and if you want to change, I know it because you want it, not for someone else my life <3
I love you and I will never leave you!! 💗

[MarlinLovesFood.]

I act like im happy all the time i try hard to get good grades and keep myself entertained to not get even more depressed 🙂

[GreyGames]

You wanna know what fucking sucks? When nobody can help me through my moments when my ptsd, anger, and anxiety clash. I feel horrible whenever I blow up at my stepmom and dad because I feel like they think I want myself to die because of how I am feeling, but I dont. They are sending me back to therapy for the fourth time in the span of two years because my anxiety, ptsd, and stress have gotten bad again….
Stay strong everyone, unlike me, and drink some water, talk to your friends, and cuddle up with a blanket and stuffed animal and get some sleep. If you cant, I hope everything turns out okay.

[muichiirin]

looking at my insecurities and recalling past traumas while listening to this made me bawl

[Chrry]

I constantly feel pressured by my grades, my mom, and just having to do things. I'm tired, but not the kind of tired where I need to sleep more. I feel like I can't do simple things like do a little bit of schoolwork or pick my room up a little. Some days I can't even think, my mind just feels foggy on those days. It's like I'm trying to think but I can't see my thoughts through the fog, or I can't *hear* my thoughts because it seems like someone just pushed a mute button for my head. I don't know what to do anymore, it feels like going to sleep and never waking up again is the only solution to all of this.

[Heart-stopper_Freak]

Its been getting worse for me, mostly because of the way im being treated at home/school.
The only way i an escape that sh*t, is to just leave, something your not alowed to do at school
🥲

[cheesegorditacrunch]

I feel so lost and empty. I’m nonverbally screaming for help in school, home, but nothing seems to work. I want to run away from home but I can’t cause my parents, grandpa, & brother. I never want to see anyone or anything again. I just want to be lost in nowhere. Nobody knows what it’s like inside my head. I’m not even happy when I’m screaming out laughing.