Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (Lyrics)

Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (Lyrics)
i been trying so hard to survive

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ALEXANDER STEWART

Lyrics 🎤

[Verse 1]
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
I feel so f*cking guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my life
So I keep all the pain to myself
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
So I pretend I'm fine

[Chorus]
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you, oh
If you only knew

[Post-Chorus]
(Oh)

[Verse 2]
I wish I was somebody else
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
It's a silent cry for help
I wanna get better, I want you to know
That I can't do this on my own

[Chorus]
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you, oh

[Bridge]
Take me out of this hell
Oh, somebody help
Take me out of this hell
Oh, I'm not myself

[Outro]
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Oh, if you only knew

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[NewMelody]

*We all have our bad days, but that doesn't mean that all the good days are over. Hang in there, and don't be afraid to reach out to people for help* ❤

[MonaBig-mzxi]

If you’re listening to this song, know you’re worth it
I love you and God loves you, so please take care of yourself ❤️

[Princy-nnvb]

Did it really take me this long to find this song? This is my life in a song and I am grateful to have someone who understands this hell hole.

[Its_the_WEEKEND]

This is actually my life put into one song. EVERY SINGLE last word describes me and my life perfectly.

[jeremymessersmith]

wow this song hits so hard, I have been an alcoholic for a little over 20 yrs, I have been Sober since May 20th of this yr.. i don't know how many days that is i don't count, while being an alcoholic there was a time in my life that I wrote a note and kept it in my wallet just in case i didn't wake up from drinking so much so my wife could find it and help her bring peace with me being gone. (it did feel nice when i was able to toss that note though) Being Sober has its benefits and I'm glad I'm doing what I'm doing. but if you only knew what my mind is telling me i should do but going to keep pushing forward cause giving up is not an option for me...and honestly it doesn't bring me any Comfort knowing so many people in these comments feel the same way also i hate that people feel like i do i wouldn't wish depression on anyone

[luciandumea]

Just had this on repeat and cryed the shit out of me. God bless you

[RMRMS]

everything will be fine ... even the sad time can't stay forever ... pat head ...God with u

[IndiaRosa-]

Why is this exactly what was going on in my head yesterday?
Does YouTube have cameras in my room?!?

[alwaysbejoyful]

This song touched my heart. Make me cry 😭😭

[BellaSkinner]

I'm 13 and this hits so hard the only thing that different between him and me is he didn't listen to his mind I did and I'm so lucky to be here

[giovannigarcia]

That song is beautiful, it reminds me with my Aunt Selena, before she passed away from stomach cancer 😔

[strawberri]

This song hits so hard. Especially the part where he says he cant tell his mama bc it would hurt her to much. I feel u man.

[yoldavingdarkfire]

I currently this on repeat because honestly this is me right now being stuck in your own head is hell

[SkyGreen-Jer]

oh my gosh, my life. HOW DID SOMEONE PUT THIS INTO WORDS FOR ME. DANG

[jameskaczmarowski]

It is a revealing song. Sorry this may sound heartless but, yous guys all have the power to change your circomstances. Everyone has that strength. NOBODY said it would be easy. And NOBODY said you have to do it alone.

[Milothebunnyyy]

I’m 15 and it’s sad to say this is my life 🙁

[Marie-zboj]

this song hits me really hard 💔 why should i feel this soo much pain 💔 i cannot bear this anymore 💔💔💔

[daniellenosal]

Hits hard... Took the words right out of my brain but too ashamed to say out loud🥺💔

[sweetcandy]

why is this so relatable? my cousin used to understand me so well, practically sisters. She could read every emotion I felt even though I wouldn't show it, could read what I really meant underneath the words I said. She's moved on now, we still talk, but it's so different. Everyone struggling, it helps to cry, let it out. You got this <3

[stevemehlow]

I found this song at least a clip of it on Instagram and then instantly had to hear it it's like this song was written for me it really hits hard such a beautiful sad song and if you cried while listening to it stay strong I know the pain you're going through it's a heavy burden just to stay alive