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I hesitated uploading this. I took a few weeks off to cope so I could make this video. But I just ended up babbling and breaking down. I never thought I'd have to make a video like this and I've never felt this type of pain. Making this video only resurfaced all the trauma I've been going through. To picture Nimbus' last moments over and over again and now to say it out loud really kills me. These are just my raw thoughts and I believe Nimbus deserves a video where I can just cry and tell him I love him.

sorry for the sad news guys. I'll be okay.

RIP NIMBUS 11/30/19 - 7/29/24
I love you bud.

[qcbb]

when you mentioned "his last moments were scared and in pain" it seriously touched me. I felt that most of the time seeing my pets died

[Emma-qllv]

I thought he would pass from his complex medical issues but never from the neglect of a family member. That’s what hurts the most

[TheRealBox]

It's disappointing how our parents teach us responsibilities and how to take other's requests seriously, but they always are the ones to infringe ours. RIP Nimbus.

[Brookexz_official]

The “I failed as a parent, as a best friend” is what got me. We love you Ashley❤you will never fail him. He is watching down at you with joy❤

[WeridSeal]

The “you’re dead to me” was so cold I got chills, Nimbus didn’t deserve this at all, it’s devastating.

[laurslifee]

i saw “rip nimbus” in the comments and started sobbing. im sorry for your loss and nimbus will be missed

[lexi-tu]

The fact that she clearly stated to her parents “don’t leave my dog unattended day time or nighttime” and he still did.

[YourMissGirlySwiftie]

The pain in her eyes when she said he’s gone

fly high Nimbus 🕊️❤

[HIT-ENTERTAINMENT]

Ashley Yi, YOU did not fail Nimbus, YOU took care of him, YOU made him healthy, for god sake you helped him you made his leg better so he could walk! And he was your joy, he loved you and he is now looking down on you smiling. He is grateful for everything you did for him. Ashley, please don’t feel like you failed him because that is the worst thing you could do, my father died a few years ago and for a year I thought it was my fault, but that ruined my mental health. So please don’t think it’s your fault, I love you Ashley and we are all here for you ❤

[sidneycage]

I'm so sorry, Ashley. Please, please, please never blame yourself for this. You didn't know that your father would do something like this. This is on him. You did your part by trying your best to warn them about the worst. So this isn't on you. It's so difficult to lose a pet, especially in such a horrible way. Take as much time for yourself as you need, hun. And remember, Nimbus will forever be with you in spirit. 🕯🐾❤

[jonpotson]

When she said coyote, the voice, the pain, the agony, the loss in her voice, I literally broke into tears. I always thought Nimbus would've passed away from a health issue, but not from a careless act from her own family. When she clearly stated that she didn't want Nimbus alone in the daytime or night, he still did it. My heart broke seeing her like this. Fly high Nimbus. ❤🕊🌿

[RyRat]

“his last moments were scared and pain” that hit me knowing you couldn’t be there to help and comfort him i feel terribly sorry for you may Nimbus rest peacefully

[CeciliaDior]

I remember the first time I came across Nimbus. It was the video where he overcame his paralysis. Nimbus is and was a strong dog. I'm so sorry that your father was completely ignorant with your request. So many people love you and Nimbus. Take your time to cope. There's no rush at all. Like Nimbus, you're strong too Ashley. I'm not religious but I'm sure Nimbus is watching over you. He'll always be in your heart. We'll all miss Nimbus. Rest in peace Nimbus. I never got to know him, but I'm glad you were his mom. Chin up Ashley. Stay strong.

[icenile]

I hate this so much. I figured out on instagram that he passed on and was already angry hearing that her dad carelessly left him alone. But to know he didn’t reach out to her after getting her dog killed really makes me upset. It’s bad enough you’re the cause of her pet dying but you won’t even reach to simply say I’m sorry?? Maybe he’s so scared to but that’s cowardly. As someone who’s lost their pet, that pain is so hard to get over. I just can’t.

[maryjaneedwards]

It's the fact that this was 100% preventable. It's the fact that someone could have SO much trust in a person only to be let down in the worst way possible. I don't even know Nimbus but I know that he didn't deserve to die like that. R.I.P Nimbus.

[Seungmin_burned_the_building]

I don't watch her often but when I do watch her vids, I do it with much joy. What always stood out is her love for nimbus. Nimbus and Ashley had such a cute and strong bond. Seeing this now breaks me. You can hear the heartbreak in her voice and you can see how she tries to hide it behind her smile. It's disgusting that this person didn't care about what you said. It's disgusting that they didn't listen and just backstabbed you like this.

Ashley, Nimbus is watching you from heaven and will always be in our hearts. He had a beautiful life with you. You are such a good pet mom. We all can see your love for nimbus. It's like the sun, it's big and shining bright. He will always be remembered. He will always be loved.

[hyliasgrace]

hearing you so choked up and shaky broke my heart. you did not fail as a pet parent because your father was irresponsible. you made your expectations known and he ignored them. Nimbus loves you and will always be with you. I'm so sorry for your loss, Ashley. your feelings are 100% valid. sending all good and healing vibes your way 💜

[akankshamishra]

I side with you on your decision of not talking to your father, my dear.
Don’t worry. You took a good decision.
Take your time to heal.
Warm hugs.

[racheltausia]

You didn’t fail Nimbus. You always did the best thing for him. He knew and knows you loved him more than anything in this world and beyond. Now he will never leave you.

[Maya-jncl]

Nimbus didn’t deserve that. Fly high Nimbus we miss you so much. ❤🕊️