new home 1 hour loop: slowed + reverb (austin farwell)

FULL CREDIT TO AUSTIN FARWELL (the one who made this song)

hey everyone, here is an hour long version of 'new home' by austin farwell :) one of my subscribers recently asked for it, so here it is! :D
i also wanted to say a very big thank you to you all for supporting my youtube channel - i can't believe i've received over 2k views which is amazing, so thank you all for liking and viewing my videos :)
so yeah i just wanted to let you know how much i appreciate you all and the support you've given to my channel over the past few months ♡

have a nice day/evening/night lol ノ.৹:+. ( .• ᴗ •. ) .+:৹.

[DreamyHaven]

I'm not depressed but I love when it rains.
I'm not sad but I love sad songs.
I'm not hiding but I love when it's night.
I'm not tired but I love my bed.
I'm not quiet but I love silence.
I'm not alone but I feel alone.
I don't really understand myself

[abigoodlxt]

i want to remind whoever you are that’s reading this that it is okay to take care of yourself. you can’t please everyone all the time and you need to take care of your emotions just as much as the people around you. you’re doing amazing <3

[nkanova]

Definitely a bitter sweet feeling. It really does feel you’re moving into a new house. Saying goodbye to old times and memories that were made in the old house but new ones are awaiting in the new house. It’s gonna be ok. Change is always needed when it’s time comes.

[salomeshira]

This music is literally healing.
Closed my eyes and just wanted to cry and I wanted to let you know that no matter what you are loved
Maybe the people who love you can’t show it because they are struggling too but please never listen to that voice that screams in your head that you are not good enough or you don’t deserve it to be loved.You are trying your best and at the end of the day it doesn’t matter how productive you where how good your grades are or how much you weight
But what matter is what your heart is filled with.
Maybe you didn’t hear it today but you did an amazing job and I’m so proud of you.I love you so much an I’m wishing y’all the best day ❤️

[nery]

I didn’t expect to cry as hard as I did before playing this video. All of a sudden after listening to this a couple of times my mind just started showing me everything I’ve done in life from my childhood, to past friends and family that have passed, and memories etc. Wow.

[yourfriendtex]

This song feels like life in a nutshell, it’s filled with downs and ups, lefts and rights, happy and sad times, and nobody lives forever…

Thank you for posting this, I would have never found this masterpiece, if it weren’t for you, this song would never be known by me, I hope sometime soon I can show this to my grandma who’s 90 because she is extremely depressed and always says “she just wants to die already” she has lost almost everybody that was close to her, like her brother, her friends, and her parents, but she beat cancer and she has lived this long, I just want her to know that she matters, we will always support her, and she is lucky compared to other people out there, who didn’t even make it past cancer, and to everybody out there who aren’t feeling too bright, please know that people feel the same way about you, I understand that you just feel like nobody cares, your opinion never matters, and you just feel like you are bother, but you’re wrong, I promise you once you tell your parents, you won’t regret it.

[solmorenaalvarez]

I spend more than 8 hours listening this magic piece while i study

[Omegzkun]

ill be honest, society has changed so much now that i feel guilty for crying since im a man, but im finally letting out all of the past that ive kept in for so many years, im letting out all of the rage and sadness, all of my depression and anger, i havent cried in such a long time i don’t remember the last time i did😭

[_IanB_]

I listen to this every night when I go to bed with my dog. He’s almost 15 and getting so so old. It’s just a moment we treasure of being together. This song makes me think of happy moments and sincere happy occurrences and memories yet reminds me how lonely I’ve become the older I got. I’ve had a very hard month lately and this song has been a sane and peaceful moment to pause life for me. Thank you!

[hinochii]

I'm glad that there's a 1 hour version of this masterpiece.

[levidiesta]

While I was listening to this song I keep remembering those times I had fun as a kid and realizing that im getting older kinda hurts a little.. i wish those days where we can enjoy the beautiful sunsets a bit longer.

[cammyconfirmed]

This makes me look back to when my Great Grandma was alive, We would always go to her house on weekends. She would make the best pancakes and bacon. She was the most kind, funny, caring human I knew. I know she is in a better place now. This song makes me feel a feeling I cannot describe, it is pure beauty. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you. Thank you for reminding me of her. I needed this; I know that everything will be okay and it will get better.

[Tsender]

I used to have these two friends. We all had Asian moms who took us to the same piano teacher at the same time. We lived on the same street and hung out every day. We would try on each others shoes and new cloths and take turns riding each other’s bikes. We traded Pokémon cards and made sure everyone left the trade happy. We would cut class by hiding in the bathroom and just talk about teachers and mean kids. Secret meeting in boys bathroom was what we called it. I always would check to see if they signaled for a meeting and they always did the same. We had sleepovers and always wanted the other friends to have the comfy bed over the hard blow up bed. We were heartbroken when one had to move to Arizona. I miss him so much and think about him every day. The other friend moved too and I miss him so much to this day. I can almost hear them in the back of my head when I’m in a boring class saying “SMBB?” That stood for secret meeting boys bathroom. I miss hearing their calming voices and playing video games with them after school. I just want to see them one more time. Just one. That would make me so happy. I respect your privacy when of names and don’t want to put your name out there if you don’t want to be put out there but if this sounds familiar please know that someday I will see you living a successful life and I will think to myself, “wow, we used to be best friends.”

[helenobrien]

Such a lovely piece of music, i could listen to it for hours, thank you.

[Ghost-wgzv]

It made me cry a bit because I wanted to listen to this song with my dad but he is gone so I’m just listening.

[KillahkNiGhTs]

Thank you for making this, this song makes me tear up everytime I listen to it. This is a wonderful, thank you once again.

[liquorammon.]

this video keeps me alive during exam phase. thank you.

[joeyallysonlangit]

this song is so comforting yet at the same time hurtful. as if it’s telling you how well you’ve fought till now, and how hard it must have been for you this whole time. as if it’s telling you “well done, i’m proud of you”. but along with the comfort is this reminder of the struggles. the pain you had to endure to get to where you are now. the people you lost and the passions you’ve lost along the way. as if to tell you to never forget them because even if they are painful experiences, they are still meaningful memories. sometimes life can feel like shit. you feel suffocated and stuck like there’s no way out of this dull cycle. and to be honest when you’re stuck in that state it’s incredibly hard to find the way out. it takes a lot of strength to move forward despite having all the odds against you. but here you are, still breathing despite not wanting to be alive. things may be difficult right now but trust me there is so much beauty in life. we only live for so long, who knows what’ll happen the next minute or the next day or week or month. i’m not gonna lie i myself am suicidal. i am in constant battle with my mind, fighting myself so i can survive and struggling to find the will to live but despite all that i wish to live a meaningful life. one where i will be content, one where i’ll have bad days but find goodness eventually. i want to fall in love with life. i want to feel alive and to live and i hope that everyone that questions whether life is worth living one day sees that it is in fact worth living for.

[randomice]

This just gives me vibes, vibes that are like watching the beautiful view of the city or beach at your hotel balcony. Or just driving around at night and seeing the places where you used to go as a kid. Walking around the city with your friends after hanging out. The biggest vibe that its giving me is just being in a luxury apartment staring at the window on the couch and seeing the glowing city lights slowly turn off one by one.

[Rosewolfi]

listening to this made me feel many ways.. it was as if i was in a fairytale or if i were in a room with my beloved or? writing a book of a story but mostly...


it also reminded me of a recent time where i felt i had a love at first sight at an unlikely of places.. it was a funeral for a family friend of mine. and he was holding a cousins child, and i just thought to myself.. he looks just as warm and as bright as a sunset on a spring evening, and his smile is just as warm to gaze upon... and oh how he was just as amazing and handsome in personality as he was in looks.. but not only that but what happened that whole evening which i could reminisce for days on end.. i remember how he came up to my car because a few others had and the other few people were talking and so we talked and then they went away and i couldn’t help but stare at his dark star like night black hair.. we ended up leaving for an after party.. though this time we didn’t really talk, but i remember when we had a prayer before the food we all held hands and he held mine.. and i remember that i just couldn’t stop thinking about the warmth and soft yet firm touch of his hand and then we stopped and he squeezed my hand though i couldn’t tell if it was on purpose or accident but it made me feel butterflies.. and then i had gotten some food and sat down next to an empty chair, on purpose just in case he did want to sit next to me.. and he shocked me.. he sat in the chair and i could feel myself lose my appetite with the excitement that i was right and the joy it brought to me because he made my heart race like none have before.. and i had barely been able to touch my food and i felt bashful because it was so unlike me.. and he had finished everything on his plate and i was getting up and he got up and took my plate as well and somehow just him doing made me fall even more.. so much that i couldn’t stop looking at his warm face as he went to the kitchen with the dishes.. but after that i just glanced over at him because he was with his siblings and other family.. and i was alone for awhile because i had no clue what to occupy myself with.. so i took pictures of the beautiful home to pass time, and while doing so He had come by again and told me where the best spot would be to take a picture and i was curious and unsure and told him i would and when i got up there it was the perfect view for a photo of him, and i had a good shot at him but he started walking away so i jokingly told him i would just take pictures of him instead.. and i did take one photo of him, it didn’t turn out great or represented how extraordinarily or extravagant he was. but he was right about the spot and i was so excited and i wanted to show him but a family member came up and so i just let them be and just wondered around the house for awhile, and i would look at Him whenever i caught the chance, and He would look right back.. and as time passed on, it happened a lot where our eyes would meet one another’s but i don’t know why but i would look away immediately and moments later i was almost ready to leave and i caught a glance at him... and he was crying and i thought to myself that i should ask him what’s wrong or something.. but he also looked pretty when he cried but also sad and had the face you’d wish you could hold and wipe the tears off of.. and it made me want to well up inside.. I tried to work up the courage to ask him if he was alright but we just took glances at each other and i looked at him sadly cause i couldn’t bring myself to walk over to him.. but moments later he ended up cleaning up after mostly everyone had left and he sat on a couch and my mom had told me to go grab something over by that couch that he was sitting at, because we were ready to go and i glanced over at him and he was looking at me and i felt nervous and smiled at him and as i had walked over i picked up what i needed and had told him i was just about to leave, and he unexpectedly got up and said okay and we walked over to my mom and i grabbed our stuff but she had continued talking a bit and started hugging everyone, and then he talked to me again and said he should try and stop by where i work and so i gave him a way to contact me.. and i felt really happy and especially because my momma loves him too and i was just about to leave and then... he let me hug him.. but it was a brief hug it was kinda a long one but yet still short but it was comforting, because i could just feel Him holding me tightly and then slowly let go .. This is what this song reminded me of and i will listen to this whenever i wanna relive that moment.. and i will never forget it.. because i truly felt in love ..