Witt Lowry - How Should I Feel (feat. Meg & Dia) (Official Music Video)

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Witt Lowry :

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Meg & Dia :

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Song produced by Dan Haynes :

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Mixed & Mastered by John Will : @iamjohnwill

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Directed by : Jonathan Chou & Witt Lowry
Executive Producer : Jonathan Hernandez & Joseph Barbalaco
Producer : Jibriel Rabinowitz
Steadi Cam : Jose Espinoza
1st AC : Sam Hecker
Gaffer : Harrison Bliss
Grip : Kevin Ramirez
HMU : Miriam Ortiz
Truck PA : Ben Rodgers
Set PA : Tyler Simms & Kitty Estrella
Editor : David Rho
Colorist : Sam Zook

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LYRICS:

[INTRO] [HOOK]
Monster, how should I feel
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, there are voices
In the darkness, and they say they won't go

[VERSE]
Stare long enough at the abyss and it seems to start to stare back at you
Lost inside my head is a scary place I’ve adapted to
Friends and family call and I tell them that "I’ll get back to you"
Too busy on my phone, doomscrolling, spent the afternoon
Stressed out, head down, can barely leave my bed now
I hate these fuckin feelings they tell me to try these meds out
But doc, we’ve only talked for like 10 minutes, I’m sketched out
Paranoid, can’t tell if these people are foes or friends now
You know what it feels like to feel like nobody can help
On top of that feel like you’re loosing yourself
I wouldn’t even wish my enemies the hand I was dealt
Thought I could pay the pain to fade with some material wealth
But tears fallin in the Tesla I guess it’s kinda ironic
To feel so fuckin broke inside something I always wanted
My demons came to play it feels like my brain may be haunted
Hate myself sometimes as much as they hate on me to be honest
I saw fentanyl take the life away from my cousin
I watched alcohol steal the life away from my dad
I came from nothing now I’m scared that might be what I’m becoming
Look in the mirror and barely recognize the one looking back, so!

[HOOK]
Monster, how should I feel
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, there are voices
In the darkness, and they say they won't go

[VERSE]
Wrote a song when my dad passed and they said it was trash
That made me wish that I put less of myself into every track
I know you can’t just burn the orchard when one apple is bad
But the fact of the matter is that I feel I’m starting to crack
And they say don’t, take it to heart, we’ll how the fuck do I not
When I put my soul inside something and they say it’s a flop
Constantly tear my art apart when this is all that I got
They wanna see me on a stage or me left in a grave to rot
I’ve been overstessin bout overstressin, I lie in bed and think about this life I manifested, yet my depression’s always yellin that I’m destined for regression, sad obsession with progression, still they think that I’m just desperate for attention
Broke, down about around this time just last fall
At therapy tellin my therapist I feel so small
Pushed everyone I love away and fuck it’s all my fault
Is it better to feel like this or to feel nothing at all
I turn the lights down, lonely
Remember back when we would cash in cans at the grocery
Weren’t there when I was drowning but the first to say you know me
So sick of people saying that they care and never show me
My grandpa once told me that inside an empty mind is where the devil likes to play
And everyday it’s all the same I just stare at an empty page
Ruminate about all the things that have piled up on my plate
Time I take control of my brain, know I can’t just pray this away, so!

[HOOK]
Monster, how should I feel
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, there are voices
In the darkness, and they say they won't go

[OUTRO]

[WittLowry]

You all are incredible! #TEAMWITT forever

[kkittenxx]

Words cannot begin to express how much of a difference you’ve made in people’s lives. Continue doing what you do best, no matter what others may say. You’re gifted and your story heals way more than you know.

[elishalewis]

You’ve inspired me to keep motivated Witt. From Debt, to helping me cope with my mom passing by relating to Oxygin and the pain of Last Letter. You’re in my top 3 favorite artists. I’d love to see you in concert and shake your hand. Thanks for all your passion and what you do. Respect

[Ben-fneb]

There was a clip recently by Logic saying that many rappers just play a persona so criticism doesn't touch them. But when you pour yourself into your songs then it hits you because what you wrote is what you felt. Keep pouring your heart into your work, Witt, and blend out the monsters. You're touching lives out here. And keep doing you. 🤝

[lml]

witty, i remember going to your concert in 2019, i’ve been listing to you since 2016, you have changed my life just by your lyrics. and you ARE the future. you never fail to amaze us with your music, this video really speaks to me it’s the best one yet. this album will be the shit!! i am so excited for you mark. thank you for saving my life!!

[RealBabyBiscuit]

I'll have this song on repeat, it's fire!

"inside an empty mind is where the devil likes to play
And everyday it’s all the same I just stare at an empty page
Ruminate about all the things that have piled up on my plate
Time I take control of my brain, know I can’t just pray this away, so!"

Damn that slaps!

[leiifen]

I used to rock to Meg and Dia's Monster early on in my teenage years and I was already excited when you started to collab with Dia. But this tops the cake, It's been my bop for 10 years and to hear it along with one of my favorite rappers really just takes me breathless and a loss for words, thank you for this song really. Actually geeking out so fucking much. Thank you for this track, It'll be my favorite of all time!

[LUXXYLO]

It’s literally incapable for this man to make a flop. He doesn’t just provide us with amazingly deep & beautiful music, but music that actually reaches out & comforts so many similar broken souls. I can legit say I’m grateful for Witts music.

[ItsRaviin]

Literally listening to this at work right now, THIS MAN IS ON ANOTHER LEVEL HE NEVER FAILS TO PRODUCE

[jaybwilliams]

Never forget the line you used in Last Letter "I met this girl at my show, she said im sober cause of you, you do way more than you know" you have fans like that all around the continent, you've saved lives with your genuine lyrics

[haileclayton]

i absolutely love how he continues to let his walls down in every song and tell the realities of life. thank you so much for sharing this witt 🙏 #TEAMWITT

[cruetusnex]

"Monster" by Meg and Dia is so nostalgic for me. This is a new favorite. Witt has always made bangers, but this is on another level for me!

[dominiquedavis]

Dear Witt,
I absolutely love you and your music. It has helped me so fucking much. I always get weird looks when I bump your music and they don't understand how much you put into these creations. I'll never stop listening, it's like I can feel your heart in everything you do and I love to listen to a rapper who has soul. So thank you for making this masterpiece 💜💗

[ixfeisty]

“Wrote a song when my dad passed and they said it was trash…” I don’t know who’s saying it’s trash but that’s one of my favorite songs. Even though I’ve never lost a love one, that song hit very deep and was very emotional.

[nicholasmccabe]

I remember listening to Like I Do in 2014 and from there using your music to cope through intense bullying and hard times I experienced through all my high school years. To this day I’ve yet to hear a song from you that I can’t connect to in some way. Never stop what you’re doing Mark. Your music seriously pulled me out of such a dark place then and I’ll be with #TeamWitt till I die

[TheLucarioever]

The pure raw emotion on every single line. I just can't 😭😭😭😭

[Just_me]

Witt always singing about exactly everything going on in my life.
I can’t love you less man.
Such a brilliant and timeless music.
He is definitely creating a solid legacy.

[HP_Playa]

This man out here been inspiring me bro. He ain't about the mainstream and just talking about drugs or weapons. He talks about real things and helped me get through depression. Helped make me realize that music ain't got to be fake and when you spit real, you don't know who might listen and be saved. This man helped me get through when I just wanted to quit and end my life. This man has always been great and just knows how to make amazing music. I can't wait for the album Witt. #TeamWitt. Much love and peace to you man. ❤️

[chamberkerden]

This was, beyond a doubt, one of the best tracks you have created. It mixed the old and the new Witt to make an incredible sound. Phenomenal.

[RebeccaSeals]

This resonated in a way you’ll probably never know man, really.

This is a completely different era, like wow. I can’t wait to see what you do next.