100+ ALTERS? SUB-SYSTEMS: Dissociative Identity Disorder | (Formerly Multiple Personality Disorder)

In this video, Kya explains how Dissociative Identity Disorder forms, briefly covers the theory of Structural Dissociation and goes over two different types of sub-systems that can exist in DID Systems. He covers why forming subsystems and polyfragmentation can both result in having high numbers of Alters for some systems, as well as talking about our own subsyem.

Kya sheds some insight on the slow healing and integration process in order to make sense of DID, uncovering Alters and trauma memories, and why its so complicated trying find answers about what's going on in your own head!

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We are not Mental Health Professionals. These videos were made from what we believed to be accurate at the time of their creation, from sources made accessible to us and our own personal experiences. New or updated information may have become available since these videos were made that we may not be aware of, or were not aware of at the time of making the content. We try our best to keep up to date with accurate information, but we are not researchers, psychologists or scientists, just mentally ill people trying to spread awareness and validation as best we can. Please do not use our videos as your only source of information or as a replacement for professional help.

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[calledmedarling]

I KNOW THIS VIDEO IS FULL OF IMPORTANT AND INTERESTING INFORMATION BUT IF I DONT GET THE MAKEUP TUTORIAL SO HELP ME KYA I WILL CARBONATE ALL THE MILK CURRENTLY IN YOUR FRIDGE

[LostLifetimes]

The "layers of identity around the fragmented memory" kind of reminds me of how a tree grows around things stuck in it. You can't just pull them out without some serious work that might hurt the outside of the tree more to uncover it depending on how buried and large it is, but the fact that the tree could grow like that at all and overtake what tried to pierce it just shows its resiliency

[whimsylore]

We're polyfragmented with 300+ alters and three other subsystems/layers/"cities" that we know of. We've only recently been able to bridge the gap enough to start communicating consciously with them and let them front. It's been quite a ride because they have a different set of traumas they're dealing with compared to us on the top layer.

[theNoctifloralParacosm]

as a system with 400+ alters with 5 registered subsystem, this means the absolute world to us!

[lordvraska]

As a singlet, it is both incredibly fascinating and deeply troubling to see just how far the mind will go to make sense of and remove itself from traumatic events. I hope that, as processing continues and especially since Omega has been coming to front much more recently, that perhaps the subsystem will become more comfortable communicating, or maybe even allow you, Kya, access in some way, if they feel as though you’re ready. If nothing else, hopefully Sally can forge a stronger connection, since there’s already more between them and her than most of if not all of the alters in the main system. I also hope that these types of comments, which I make pretty frequently, aren’t upsetting. I could see how it could be interpreted as me pushing you all towards fusion or trying to rush your integration, but that couldn’t be further from what I want. All I want is to see you guys be able to reach a stable, comfortable, and hopefully mostly happy existence, whatever that means for your system, and I’ll be here for as long as that takes, and I’ll continue to watch afterwards to see what you guys are capable of when you don’t have to focus on trauma processing. Lots of love, all, and don’t forget to drink your water💜

[jojoo]

As a person who's been here since Chloe was host, it is so crazy realizing how much your guys' recovery and new experiences impact the system. I remember Chloe being in the dark about a lot more and Kya seems to have learned a lot from the past few years they went through. I just wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart that you are still here and on YouTube, educating people about something that not a lot of people know enough about. It has helped me personally and I always try to educate people a little whenever the topic comes up! <3

[simplymeowlogical]

I'm proud of you, both saying this to Kya and the system as a whole. You've come incredibly far, good job. I know you have the strength in you to keep going

[aislingnifhoghlu]

I love the tiny moments where you can really see or hear the bits of Kyle and Nin and Chloe and Nina still present in your fabulous host! Thank you so much Kya and all of the system, your videos always put a smile on my face as you find brightness even in your darkest hours ❤

[AshChiCupcak]

Its incredible how the human brain is able to fragment into so many parts and manage to keep up with all of them on a subconscious level. It really is a testament to you dont know how strong you really are til you prove it to yourself and youve definitely proven you are very strong, and even through the chaos, you know what youre doing.

[bubbiccino]

Super curious how brain scans look/what they tell for people with trauma

[JDFxBallScratch]

Heya, we're in the process of being diagnosed with DID, and your videos have really helped alot of us out in this rather rough time. So thank you so much 💜💜💜

[gemhart]

The care and dedication you put into your videos is so evident, thank you for all you do to share your knowledge and understanding !

[smha]

Just wanted to show some support and hope this helps in a little way to help provide things you and your babies (Serafina, Mango, Guinea pigs) need. Thank you as always for helping to educate people. I look forward to your videos every week! Hope you are safe and well and always stay true to you. Much love & support always! 💕

[emymania]

Ive been watching this channel for over a year now and it has helped me through hard times and processing a traumatic event. I don't think I would have been able to get through my gsces without the help from this channel. Thank you to the whole system for encouraging me and helping me put myself first. <3

[ScarletFlower]

I loved that old video from Chloe back in the day where she tried to make your inner world mansion as she understood it in the Sims. Inner world stuff is so fascinating to me. We're all so grateful that you and your system share what you do. <3

[jomarrosario]

Thank you, your videos have been very important for our system (we used to call ourselves the spiritual system) I was diagnosed in 2019 and got kicked out and was homeless for 6 months, that experience made our system go into a hiding state, and it's been almost 4 years since we even been able to think about everything that happened during that time without being triggered.

[KateandBree]

As a singlet, I want to take the time and say I appreciate and honor the vulnerability you have been putting in your most recent videos. I can't imagine how hard it is sometimes to press the "submit" button. I appreciate, see and hear the work you have done.

[moondropcollective]

as a polyfrag system with almost 300 alters, this video means a lot !! we have 6+ subsystems it's so hard to keep track !! thanks so much <3
- a little ex host

[caitlynoo]

I don’t have DID but one of my friends has it and ive been watching you for awhile just to understand the disorder. The more I learn the more sad it is and realizing the horrible trauma that happened to each of the systems that exists. I have my own ptsd and bipolar but nothing to this level. Thank you for educating me.

[Savannah_]

Ive found out im a osdd system from watching your content and i cant be more grateful. Your videos have gone from interesting to actually helpful in day to day life over the years. Ive have been making huge progress in healing and recently have finally gotten to a point that I dont feel like im faking it 100% of the time. Thank you for everything❤❤❤