Listen Arcade but you’re slowly dying in hospital

[rhyiamfg]

no ones there, you’re dying but no ones here for you.

you can’t help but cry as you lie on the cold hospital sheets shaking, skin & bone.

a small radio in the distance starts playing arcade, you feel more and more tired as you start to fade away.

the beeps get louder and louder as you grow quieter and quieter.

the song continues.

you know you’re dying but you can’t do a thing about it.

you start flat lining, taking your last breaths before becoming nothing forever.

they bust through the door but realised it was simply too late.

‘no.... i was too late....’ the person you loved whispered, crying their own tears.

‘i was too late.’

[shangiestarsson]

My depression : just die and end the pain
My heart : mom will cry

[emberlyn]

I'm not even suicidal, depressed, etc...it's just so calming to lay down, in a comfortable position, in your bed, eyes closed... listening to this to get all your emotions out....but ofc we have to cover our mouths to make sure people don't hear....

[ellvirangmai]

can't wait when the doctors say "she cant make it, im sorry."

[imjusthereinthevoidofspace]

All I thought was :
Mr. Stark, I don’t feel so good

🥲

[microwavedmetal]

My mom tells me to do better...but I wish she knew that I am trying my best.

[kxkvj]

For whoever is listening to this...















Sunshine, you need love :(

[evanlilly]

The fact that this is the closest I will get to having someone cry for me when I go makes me just want to end it all.

[roachandcheese]

"I'm not afraid of dying, just what comes after"

[hatdoghahaha]

*/Noticed something
*/Remembers Something
*/Cries

Feel me?

[MissdNd]

heart:Mom will cry.

mind:But mom deserves a better child... Who is more responsible in school, more reliable...

heart:but mom will still cry...

mind:We don't deserve mom.

heart:but when she cry we'll be sad too.


our heart is like our baby sister who keeps us fighting...
our brain is the older sister who thinks whats best for everything...

[sayantikabanerjee]

It's new year's eve and guess God just doesn't wanna keep the old you in this world no more, 11:45 and you're in the hospital, the wish to live came out as water from your eyes ! You can't do anything, can't talk to you loved ones for one last time and then from the next cabin arcade plays as you can hear the slowed version of the song so can you understand your time is getting less with each line of the song and there is a flashback of everything, but you do wanna live and then finally that breadth the last one you hear cries, and finally the songs ends with your life and it's a New year!

[merelhogeloon]

i cannot imagine how my and needed to hear this, and needed to hear the beat stop.

[malakben]

what an amazing feeling when you re listening to this while you re really dying

[kathleencasey]

That sad when ur dying no one theres to help u💔💔😭😭

[sleeplessshinso]

TW// SEWER SLIDE, SELF HARM, AND DEATH. Please read this warning and do not read on if you’re sensitive to such topics.

POV: You’re dying

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No matter how much I tried, my eyes wouldn’t open. I wanted so badly to pat her head and comfort her, tell her to stop crying for me. I don’t deserve her tears. I wanted to tell her that everything will be okay, though that wasn’t the truth.

I’m here because of a suicide attempt. I was sick of it all, and I downed a bottle of pills. Now that I did it, I hate myself even more for it. I want to puke the pills out, I want to sit up and hug her and tell her it’s okay. I wanted to get out of this bed and run, but I know my time is limited. I feel myself slipping away. I love her. That’s my mom. She was sobbing uncontrollably, her head resting on my arm. I wanted so bad to grab her and tell her that I’ll be fine.

I wanted to sit up and tease her and call her a dork. I swear. Please let me survive this, I’ll do better. I’ll love my family, I’ll try harder. I don’t want to leave my sister, the sweet girl who was with me through it all. Or my mom, who was completely devastated when she found out I self harmed. She screamed. I know she knows that how she reacted was wrong. She yelled at me and told me I’m being dramatic.

Dear god I hope she doesn’t blame herself.

I can’t smell anymore, my vision faded a while ago, and I’m starting to lose touch. At least I won’t have to feel the sobbing on my arm.

... the sobbing is fading away. It’s so far away..

It’s so quiet. I can’t hear anymore. My last senses are shutting down. Fuck. I really messed up. I’m going to die.

I’m so sorry mom. I’m sorry sister. I’ll do better.

Sorry. I love you.

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Hey! I’m sorry this is sad, I just saw this and wanted to write something. I hope it isn’t terrible.

[Lhulesia]

Omg i just searched for this and i found this *-*
Ty💖

[jordanbrace]

Is it just me or does the heart monitor make it so much better.

[LauraGrace-ip]

Why is it that this song is so fitting?

[Ekh]

When this will come true and I will finally die!? :)