#pov Toxic relationship #shorts #youtubeshorts

[jmjnorris]

Yes, this. Oh my gosh this.
Weirdest mood swings of my life.

[deltaloraine]

It changes every single day. One day I get everything done, stick to the routine, workout, take my meds, eat three meals, and go to bed early….and then the next day I don’t eat, can’t get out of bed, forget to take my meds, and I can’t stop thinking about the inevitability of death. Consistency is really difficult, I’m fighting myself every day

[yeehee]

youtube really said "oh look, its another example of your life" 😭😭😭

[ak]

That sounds like my garden in the spring. An intense period of growth before flourishing. 🌻🌾

[chaospuppy]

yes, this exactly. Lost my mom 2 years ago, my grandmother told me she's giving me her house last month. I've finally got a stable fulltime job that pays the bills (for now), and I'm finally healing from the childhood/young adulthood trauma I dealt with.
Finally starting to feel like a real person for the first time.

[arikalestin]

Yep, right there with you. Recently separated from my husband of 15 years, and it was a toxic one to be sure. We are both doing better without that problem weighing on us lol

[beatlesfran]

Omg yes! I'm coming out of the other side of navigating the storms of years of trauma and this is a total vibe. I'm happy to be moving on but sad for all that was lost. It's like this weird twilight between grief and relief... relgrief.

[danakirby]

I think most of us feel this way most of the time. You're not alone❤

[WriterDreams]

Yes. It's a good thing. Gotta not let others take it away from you. It's what is working for you. Don't let their insulting views ruin what you need. Good luck.

[KNGathright]

Yep, it's a rollercoaster for sure 😂.

[justcallmejamie]

Yes, I am also going through what feels like a quarter life crisis. I know it sounds ridiculous, but all my friends are getting married or aiming for something higher like kids or a better job, and I feel like i put my life on pause for too long after graduation (for personal reasons). I am 25, going on 26 this year, and am aiming for college. Stuart, your videos are amazing and have helped validated some of my own feelings that I had. Thank you for being your bouncy energetic self and keep up the amazing work! I know you will make it as an actor some day.

[boluminescence]

Yeah, also tired, obsessed, stressed, and too much energy

[Becomes_a_h]

My therapist is using me as a case study. I don’t know whether to be flattered, insulted or both.

[Galaxy_Full_Of_Therians]

Yes but I’ve been there for about 2 years now, and counting😂

[Luna_]

I’ve never felt so called out before 😭😭😭😭😭

[ZN.]

yes. you explained what im feeling. thank you

[TheNextBestSelling]

Yeah me everyday. I do things to make me feel happy and passionate, and then two seconds later, I stress over a relationship I ended a year ago cause he didn't want to get married. 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️

[lethiapage]

Yes I am thank you! If you have ever been through a serious shit storm or two or three, you live almost in constant low-key fear that it will happen again. But then this week I had a couple crappy days and that's all it was and there was no catastrophe and it feels like I'm growing as a person. So even though my stress levels are still up from worrying, I realize that I will be okay. It gave me renewed sense of faith in my God and in myself.

[justrobin]

Yep
I’m optimistic
I’m depressed
I’m healing
While also hurting as my body is slowly dying
Fun👍🏻🍪

[twinkiefaith]

Yes. I had a horrible nightmare, but for some reason, you were in my dream telling me everything was going to be okay. Now I'm watching your videos for comfort. I wish you every happiness in your offline life.