EDEN - drugs (Lyric Video)

a lyric video for EDEN 'Drugs'..

#eden #drugs # lyrics #xo #wake up

"I don't do drugs. I am drugs." - Salvador Dali

EDEN

Lyric Video by: Incept

Lyrics:
cos i had the best of the worst sides
and i had these lungs
and i had too many flash fires
that i just let them burn

till my chest is on fire
and my head just wont die
i guess im lying cos i wanna
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like its move or slowly die
you aint you when youre like this
this aint you and you know it
but aint that just the point

you dont know
how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im
still caught below
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess sometimes
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

cos all i needed was some words to say
that all these feelings dont mean shit to me
cos its all just chemicals anyway
anyway
and i got way to many routes to take
to make this all just go away
and find another heart to break
so heartless with the words i say
just saying what im supposed to say
cos i had nothing for you
i cant love when i cant even love myself
things i would rather be thoughts at the back of my head but im addicted to hurting
and i got these lungs
and I spent too many late nights
thinking a hole in the earth

till the sky is on fire
and my head still wont die
i guess im lying cos i want to
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like i need something to come alive
she said you aint you when youre like this
this aint you what you done?
and i said thats the point

you dont know how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im still caught bellow
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess inside
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

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[cskyla]

"I can't love when I can't even love myself"
oh, that hurts.

[hocuspocus__]

EDEN's been at this for years, released more music us fans could ask for, and yet he's still so underrated

[cisss]

Voice is perfect.
Music is perfect.
Meaning is perfect.
This song is perfect.
EDEN is perfect.

[emilywilkinson]

This was the song that I was listening to during my first suicide attempt. I still listen to it. It makes me feel stronger. Some days are tough and some days I don’t wanna deal with the pain. But listening to this reminds me that I am important and loved and I’m here for a reason.

[laurenreyes]

"I just feel so tired" hits me in the feels

[desireejefferson]

"Cos' I'm a fucking mess, sometimes" sums up my whole life.

[mugeerdem]

I'm obsessed with his songs. The sound, meaning, everything feels so deep. Eden is just perfect in every way and deserves much more attention.

[ghost_in_the_robot]

Just lost my little sister due to an overdose, this was one of her favorite songs. Really hits different now, I feel like there's a void in my chest which can never be filled. The entire world is stained black now. My father found her laying on the kitchen floor, purple and black from being dead for a few days. It's a weird feeling deleting your sibling's phone number or deciding what to do with their personal belongings after they're gone. All I can do is think about our good memories together and who she was before she became addicted to hurting. I wish I could've been her drug, but she couldn't trust anyone, not even her own family. We actually both had sons and her baby ended up being adopted, while my baby mama left me and got child support going. After that, it's like our lives went downhill, the disappointment of not making your parents into grandparents to emulate the feeling of a cohesive family and togetherness. We only drifted further away in the end, now that my beautiful sister is gone, everyone wants to think about the "what ifs" and the trap of thinking the trajectory could have been changed. She was truly unique, so funny, and charismatic. I will carry you with me until my dying day, sorry I couldn't go with you. We made a promise to never leave each other, after all the tragedy and abuse we survived. I wanted to convince you of how amazing you were, but I failed in communicating how much we needed you. Now we are left to clean up the mess. I'll let your son know how much of a fighter his birth mother was, should he come searching when he's older and wants to know why he's a different ethnicity. You will always be my guardian angel, Christina. Rest in peace, love your brother. I'll die with your secrets and carry your sins forward with honor. You were a survivor, not a victim.

[ChristinaLoutina]

The part where it goes "Cos I'm a fuckin mess sometimes" speaks to me

[ruthwale]

the part between 0:00 and 5:39 gave me chills

[zoesalvatore]

I heard this song yesterday. when I heard the "cos I'm a fucking mess sometimes" I fucking fell in love with it

[kwjuggernaut]

Almost 2023 and still listening to this song

[cheyennekohler]

Ironically enough, this song actually helped me get through rehab. In music therapy group, I was able to pick any songs I wanted to listen to and I would always pick this one. On replay. I love this song a little too much.

[ekorobo]

It makes me angry that EDEN is so unknown. EDEN is the best musical artist I've ever heard.

[miguelblezio]

I don't do drugs, but I feel this song fits so well with my life... It made me even cry.

[ihearbanjos]

Almost 3 years ago now, I had the worst day of my life.. I received the phone call that my brother had finally passed, after being removed from life support..
I had made a play list. Consisting entirely of Eden songs days before. Because I knew I'd need something to keep me from going off the rails.

I knew I was gonna do something dumb and would need a tether to life, and that I did.. I took 6 hits of acid. Put on my headphones laid in the center of my empty living room and stared at the ceiling through misty eyes. I've never cried so hard in my life. For 15 hours I laid there. Watching the ceiling spell out things my brother has said to me. Spell out the words Eden was saying... until this song eventually caught my full attention(it had played several times but it finally clicked) I got up and went for the longest run I've ever ran in my life. And then passed out out on my bedroom floor.. I spoke to my brother in the dream I had, and his words struck hard.. "Don't lose Eden, or you'll lose yourself" and not a week has gone by I haven't lost myself in Edens music... The Anniversary of his death is coming up.. but I'm not worried anymore.. Eden has the Wheel. ❤❤

[dekuisabroccoli]

You know when you're in a really hard time of your life, and nothing seems right.
but then something happens, and for some minutes.. or even hours everything just seems so good. everything seems alright and you don't understand how you could ever feel sad and hopeless at all.
that's how I'm feeling right now and it's cause of Eden. his music does something to me <3

[lincolnsisneros]

We'd rather have someone understand our feelings than try to fix them.

[koalakontrol]

All I want for Christmas is a follow on Instagram

K thx

[christianjohnson]

2022. Still gets me through a lonely, dark night... Just like it used to.