One Month Clean From SH 🍻 w OnlyJayus - #Shorts

[tintinelliot]

To ANYONE who is struggling. I am almost 26. I've been clean 8 years now.
It gets better. It gets SO much better. Please be gentle with yourself. Know that I understand but also know that you all deserve so much better. Hang in there and take care of yourself. ❤️

[sennqs]

if anyone's confused: SH = Self-harm. I'm sorry you were going through this, Bella, amazed how strong you are to expose your insecurities like that. I'm glad how everyone is comforting you and I hope you get better from here on :) always put your well-being first and foremost

[luffy_whaa]

Today I'm 11 days clean
Just a little message.
Wherever you aere in the story, there are so many ppl that are so fvcking proud of you. Keep going ❤❤

[Alys_inthe_garden]

I know none of the people here, whether that be jayus or someone else, but I’m willing to scream these words for you.
I’M PROUD OF YOU. YOU DESERVE THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE, AND YOU DESERVE EVERY PINT OF HAPPINESS YOU CAN GET. Just know that you matter to me, and to so many others.
I LOVE YOU!

[voteforscience]

This is so true. I walk up to six hours a day so I don’t self-harm. It doesn’t give the instant release, but it really helps. Walk at whatever pace you want/need. Sometimes I stroll and sometimes I run like I’m running for my life. Having dogs to go with you really helps.

[fluttermywingswhileipout]

after all the pain we go through, after all the tears we cry, after all the moments we spend we remember, that we are not alone. we remember that someone else in the world hates themselves just as you may hate yourself. we want to improve from that state of depression, because a very wise person once said, “If you still hurt, how can you continue to heal.” congrats on making it this far Bella, we’ve all got a long way to go. ❤️❤️

[gurluranBADDIE]

I started doing Self harm when i was in 7th because of bullying thinkinf im useless that's why everyone bully me and till now i do self harm but im trying to be 1 month clean i have scars on my hand because i self harm just now i hope i be 1 month clean so proud of you all out there love you..

[lvly.ml]

Im 25 minutes clean. Im proud of you Bella, one month clean is a great achievement and i hope you make it to 2 months or more!


Edit: yallll my mom asked what was on my hand. I said i scratched it hard😭 also im 4 days cleannnn!


Edit: almost 2 days!!

Edit: 3 DAYSSSS

Edit: 3 WEEKS!!

Edit: 22 hours clean..

Edit: 2 days clean?

Edit:1 day!

Edit: 2 weeks!!

Edit: one

Edit: 6 hours


Edit: 3 days! I wanna be clean until the last day of school if i can!


Edit: last day of school but im clean for 165 hours and 21 seconds!


Edit: im a day clean! I cut myself wayy to deep so im bleeding . I used foundation to cover it up!



Edit: YOU ALL ARE SO SWEET! Im a month clean!!! You all helped me so much ily all!



Edit: im a day clean!



Edit:2 hours 37 mins!

[aceofsulls]

i acknowledge your bravery to even speak out to the public that you feel this way. not even i could reach out for help without a second thought or hesitation. you are loved bella!

[avallach]

We're all so proud of you! You've got this, Bella—you're not alone. We're rooting for you!

EDIT: To make it clear, as many have asked, "SH" means "self-harm." Not going into details so as to not trigger anybody.

[_-A-U-X-I-T-I-S-_]

Im so proud of you.. you're doing amazing.. keep going, you can do this!❤

[Lily_lovefd]

Im 75 days clean, only because of my bf tho, if he wasn't in my life i wouldn't know what to do with myself, he has truly saved me❤ im scared to lose him, but i dont think he is scared to lose me.

[joannaceballos]

i’m so proud of you!! i’m 3 months without sh and i feel better than i felt in a while. sometimes it’s hard, but you have to keep pushing through.
Edit: for all the ppl asking: sh is Self Harm. Also thank you for all the support you guys mean the world❤️

[Willybig]

I know how hard this can be and I know we’re all so proud. You can do it bella ❤️

[sweaterweather]

oh my god jayus that’s amazing!!! one month is a huge milestone and i know how hard that can be. we’re all so proud of you.

a message to read if you relapsed: first of all, ik you’ve probably heard this before but relapse is normal and part of recovery. i know you feel like you failed but i promise you that you didn’t. you’re so incredibly strong.

also i know this video wasn’t made very recently, but if you are still struggling, please reach out to someone. your friends, significant other, a therapist, someone. even if you’re not struggling it’s still good to talk about your past struggles.

i am so sorry you had to go through this. you are so amazingly strong and i personally have always looked up to you. i hope you get better <333

[glitter_balloonz]

congratulations!! you’ve got this. keep going and we love you. ❤

[milliegirl]

I’m so proud of you, I recently relapsed after being 5 weeks clean and seeing amazing people like you deal with sh helps me keep going
Edit: thanks for over 200 likes and all of your amazing responses

[localaveragehuman]

im so proud of you bella. ik your life isn’t the best but i love you. im glad you’re one month clean. it’s amazing how far you’ve come. i really hope life gets easier for you. you deserve better

[TheSofiaSahin]

This is to anyone who needs to hear it:

Your neck isn’t a coat so don’t hang it
Your wrists aren’t paper so don’t cut them
Your skin isn’t firewood so don’t burn it
Your life isn’t a show so please don’t end it

Be yourself, be safe, be kind
That’s all it takes to be a good person

If your think people judge you, trust me, they don’t.
People are caught up in their own issues, too busy to focus on yours

Sending virtual hugs and kisses<3 🫶❤️

[l_dawg]

Congratulations Bella! We are so proud of you! Keep it up!