Current Joys - Fear

Current Joys - Fear

Shot by Stumble On Tapes
Directed by Nick Rattigan

A Different Age out March 2nd on Danger Collective Records.

[natsophia]

u see if i wasn’t up and sad at 3 in the morning I wouldn’t find such great songs
jokes on u insomnia

[EMPOWA]

future me is probably crying to this song

[kev]

Living a sad, lonely, and happy life

[lvlystrz]

“It’s so hard to stop.” I felt that, as someone who struggles with self harm, it is. But it’ll get better for anyone reading this. I love you.

[wessel]

I lost my cat and my girlfriend in the same week and when I listened to this song, I just started sobbing. Recovery is a long process for anything. I hope everyone is well.

Love you all.
-Wessel

[martamisztelamisztela]

Current joys has just been the soundtrack of my life lately, and, I don’t know if that’s a good thing

[ruru_bckwrds]

You know you're a loner when you spend your weekends listening to Current Joys, smoking weed, taking long walks and studying.

[auraleimusic]

my mental health has been horrible in quarantine, and i feel like this describes how i’m feeling :/ music is my escape

[JsminMri]

so, this is where all the lonely people hang out... nice

[chiragbhati]

It's so hard to stop listening to this song

[ItsDvil]

Your song motivate me to delete my social media accounts. Thank you! I had wanted to do it for a long time but was afraid of losing friends and experiencing FOMO and loneliness. It's been over a month now, and I'm really enjoying the isolation. It’s very relaxing.

[yeetthembabies]

Me on a Saturday night: happy
Me on a Sunday night: wanting to die and crying my eyes out.

[beserk]

It’s painful to say goodbye to someone you don’t want to let go... But it’s more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave

[im.mr.tsunami]

I make others and myself laugh so often, sometimes I forget how much I hate my life. And myself. Music like this reminds me of who I truly am. It reminds me of how I truly feel.

Edit: wow a lot has changed in these two years, damn. To clarify things, because people still keep responding, I'm doing much better now. I went through what was necessary for me to start my life from the start. Things aren't going perfect, but I know that's just part of life and it's cool yk? If my dumbass could survive all that shit, you can too.

[roygordon]

LYRICS:


I never felt it when I was young
I never knew where it came from
Now I feel it like a hurricane
And it's so hard to stop the rain
It's so hard to stop the rain
It's so hard to stop
Starts out gold, but never stays
The neon takes my breath away
And now I feel it in my veins
But I don't want to be afraid
I don't want to live this way
I don't want you to leave

[janasnoek]

Whenever i hear this, i wanna Share everything this song makes me feel but nobody ever listens or understands. Makes me kind of alienated idk

[soraxxforever]

I'm best friend's with this guy. All throughout high school if we ever needed someone, we would go to each other. I've known him for 13 years. It sounds weird but you could say we have a deep bond and we even dated in the past.. but it wasn't the right time. Anyway we graduated last year, he was my date to prom. He's always there for me. I feel so disappointed with myself now because his girlfriend is pregnant and I'm so happy for them. Honestly. But there's apart of me that wishes I just said yes to him right away instead of saying nothing. Fuck... I can't help but feel I've missed out on what could've been the best years of my life. Now whenever I see him, I always think of what could've been, and how stupid I was.

[mdjustin]

I'm just leaving this comment here. So that a month, a year, or a decade down the line if someone likes or comments on this thread, I can relive this song.

[Just_whatever_KK]

To my Future self







Please stop cutting, Going to sleep late, Blaming your sulf For everything, Thinking about everybody, accept yourself, Start thinking about yourself, Go outside more As well...







This is a message to me in the future. And everyone else who's going to be exact same thing as a minor. Take care of yourself everybody

[chantalperales]

does anyone else just feel so sad you cant cry anymore? and because of that you use songs that remind you of your repressed memories to cry because like same